An extra day of suffering
Pulls a gun out and says these words:
Why does it go on like this? Why cannot we be close and be friends like most of the rest? Why can't we understand our mistakes and share our joys? He's far though he's standing right next to me. He had to leave but he's leaving one day later, but even if he stayed, it wouldn't bring up the courage inside of me, the one that would make me smile when he is around. I want to be something more than a shadow or a mistake to his eyes. I want to be more than just his first born child. I want him to know who I really am. I want him to teach me how I can fix my decision of "my end". I want him to show that he loves me, and I don't want to be afraid to admit it too, but we are so far apart, and dreams are just dreams too. Each moment, the pressure grows stronger. What should I do or not do in front of him? What is right to him? What is wrong? Whatever I do, I can't make mistakes.. I want a good impression in front of him, but it's too hard, and I give up! So as long as he's here, my life seems to be fading away.. If I can't be perfect to him then I guess I shouldn't even stay..
5..4..3..2..1..The trigger goes *click* and a body drops to ther floor..