Aug 16, 2006 12:09
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I really can't take this!!!
All I do is shytt. Shytt. SHYTT. Nothing better? Huh? Is there anything that I know how to do that isn't shytt? I'm messing up my lfe big time, and I'm not strong enough to change things back.. I don't even get why people even like me as a friend. What is so special about me? NOTHING because that's what I'm good at. Nothing. And I feel like cryin, oh stupid as I am!! Crying crying crying.. that's probably my best. I'm good at crying. And getting hurt. And anything negative that would destroy a person. Please destory me, I don't want to live anymore. Each day is just more shytt in everyones lives and I don't wanna see the daylight ever again..
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