Meaningless
When will this nightmare be over? It started as a dream but I know where it's heading..
I'm getting nowhere like this, I'm such a fag, crying over nothing again. Instead of growing up, I seem like I'm losing it, getting younger, more naive, stupider each time. What am I here for? I feel as if I'm being playe again. Oh yeah, that;s right. That's certainly what's going on. And I'm too eak to handle it. But I keep reminding myself, everything is going to be okay, but I know deep inside that's not true. I'm wasting my time here. Getting nowhere every second of my life. Nobody seems to really care, and nobody does. Its all bullshit. All lies.
Why is it always me that these things happen to.. I can't pretend to smile all the time..
That's why I couldn't see him, because I knew this would happen again.
DONT EVER LIE TO ME.
I hate that.
DONT EVER PLAN SOMETHING YOU WONT DO.
I hate waiting for nothing.
AND DONT EVER PROMISS ME SOMETHING YOU WONT KEEP.
Cause I know you'll break that promiss. You always do.
&thats why I love you so much, because you hurt me so much.
L I B R A . xoxo