Idiotic. Stupid. Emotionnal. Me.
How to say goodbye? I never knew the correct way.
Just the thought of it, and I'm already starting to cry.
I thought I'd be able to get through with this.
I never expected this to happen.
And why always to me?
I'm weak, I'm fragile, I'm hopeless, I'm worthless.
Why can't I do anythign better than ask myself pointless questions and cry?
I don't want to wake up tomorow morning.
This stress and sadness is killing me.
I can't concentrate on anything but him right now..
I want to see him, hold him, touch him, kiss him..
But he's nowhere to be found.
He never is.
And I have no clue why i love him so much.
It's as if each time he enters my life, everything is perfect..
But perfect never lasts forever.
And this was one beautiful dream.. that lasted just one week.
xoxo
L i b r a .