Talk To Me
Instead of staying back and getting lost in your mind, please take the time to hear me out?
Whethere the world likes this or not, I can't lie about myself all the time. I love you. Not anyone else. And though I know I am hurting some people out there, I'm sorry, but I can't change the way I feel.
I can hide it, I can pretend it's not there, I can deny it, but it's bound to come out some day!
I miss you like totally. It's crazy how much I really do need you in my life. I'm not a kind of person to start an obsession over someone so easily, so I know this isn't one.
You're on the other side of the road and I'm feeling my soul drift away, I'm confused and lost because I want to be right by your side.. I don't understand a thing that's going on with us, but if there is a chance to make things clear.. Would you take it?
I miss you every second of my life, and though between us, things have been going on and off.. I still want to take all the chances there are...
If you loved me, would you take the chance to tell me? And would you tell the whole world, like in those sappy movies & love stories seen on tv? Right now I don't care about the distance, I just want the truth.. And I know it's hard to get this out of you..
I have no idea what I find special about you, but when I see your face, a huge part inside of my collapses because I really wish you were mine.. You're that one thing I can't live without. And I swear I'd litterally died if I had to lose you in the most sorrowful way.
I was talking with a close friend the other day, and she really thinks I should do something about this. I'm so confused, and lost.. And everytime I think about this, I wanna cry. Yes, I'm emotionnal, so what? I'd really like to have you back as my number one. Well you already are, but I want you to be officially mine again..
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I'm getting lost in my words again, but right now I just want to hear your voice, and touch your lips.. though I suck at all this..
I just need you right now..
xoxo
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