It's rough without you
My heart still beats for you. You seem so distant. I try to talk to you and still show interest, but you ignore me and stay quiet. It still hurts even now. Why do I still harbor feelings for you when I know it's so pointless. I hate that my heart loves you so much. I hate that you always forget about me. Every day we move away from each other. Everyday a different set of rules is in motion. I don't want this but I can't control it. It's not fair but I guess it is what it is. I wonder if I should come over and collect my things so you can completely forget me. I'm nothing to you. I have nothing more I can give to make you want me. I have nothing more in me to try to make you happy. I am only me and I can only do so much. I miss you deeply. I am so alone and down without you.