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I often wonder why things happen the way they do. I ask for something I want so badly it practically lands on my lap.... Yet its here but I still can't have it. I pull myself away. I don't want it this way. Everything feels right but yet so wrong. My heart plays tug of War deciding which way to lean. One is have so many feelings for but I do not get them in return. The other is new, interesting, I see us click, but so complicated. How can I sway my heart to ignore? How do I try to be interested in what is complicated without allowing myself to fall in head deep.
I wish feelings weren't so complicated. I wish I could have something work out for me.
I wish feelings weren't so complicated. I wish I could have something work out for me.