hate every beauiful day
i woke up this morning when manion called. it was like 9:30. i really wanted to go over to his house today but my family from st. louis is coming over so i cant. it sucks, but i am going to go over there next weekend for sure. it was funny yesterday, his mom was telling my aunt and i her life story. she also told us all about manion's youth. she is extremely cajun, its so cute. she has an awesome accent. my aunt and i have been talking like her all day today. we have to go to my other aunt and uncle's house later on today. i have been so tired lately. i have been so busy this week. i had to go to play rehearsal every day this weeek until 5:00, then i had to come home on wednesday night and draw 5 drawings in my sketchbook for art. we don't have school today so thats good but this weekend will be busy. my grandma and my aunt really like manion so thats good. they almost never like any of my friends or boyfriends or anything. i have been very pensive lately, like i think a lot about the past. i miss christina a lot. i wonder what she is doing. i hope she is okay. i also miss jada a lot too. i wish we could hang out. we always had fun together. oh well, i gotta go try to let go of the past. my life is pretty good now. i think.