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Well I went to the study abroad advisor today. She gave me some helpful information and some new insights. I don't think I am going for a semester anymore. I am going for a whole year. I want to be immersed in this culture. I just want things to be different. It's funny cause I am in a place where I am not very happy and yet I know exactly what I want. I have never been this clear in my life. I know what I don't want from life. I have been looking in all the wrong places. Do I know the right places? Not yet. But i will find them. Do I think going to England will give me any of the answers? I don't expect to have anything answered over there but feel there is something I can find there. I know what I am looking for, but also realize it is something that cannot just be found.