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I drank a lot on saturday night and threw up for the first time on beer. I spent my first sunday morning that I didn't have to work feeling horribly nauseous and generally shitty. I drank a beer tonight for the first time since then and it just didn't feel the same. I have basically sworn off liquor and have kept with that since this past December. I think beer has also run its course. To say I'll never have another beer again is ignorant because I am sure I will. But I think I am done with the whole drinking a whole bunch thing. Maybe a beer now and then but I just have no desire for it anymore. Which seems mildly ironic to basically swear off drinking before I even reach 21. Or that I have even been drinking for a little over a year. But hoorah for better times without alcohol. Hopefully this will stop the protrusion of the beer belly and with the aid of running will decrease it.
"Know that her eyes watch on even as they appear close.
Know that her words breathe softly against our neck.
And know that in our darkest moment, her spirit comforts the most crumpled and the most disheveled."
"Know that her eyes watch on even as they appear close.
Know that her words breathe softly against our neck.
And know that in our darkest moment, her spirit comforts the most crumpled and the most disheveled."