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[deadguttergirl]

Each days been jaded
I have fallen down unable to pick myself back up
every dream incomplete
I am wasting away nowhere to run
I am surrounded by loved ones
yet my self hate is at an all time high
when will I wake up
stop this slow suicide
it seems my addiction has taken over almost all of me
my hearts the only thing that remains intact
sick of all this pain and lies
I want to be alive
I am tired of trying to die.