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im dying slowly,losing myself into the wind
the girl with bright eyes,kind heart,warm hands;
shes tilted on depression,wishful thinking dont deplete her obsession
wondering when she will finally fall over
let me die,come for me now dear God
i scream out loud no one hears a sound
i want to cry but no ones there to listen
i know you listen God
but i am a bad bad girl
undeserving and disobedient
i worship something before you
not because i want to,i feel so powerless
please either pull me together,or let me fall apart
instead of hands reaching out as i jump from the bridge
let me fall into oblivion
so i wont be a waste space ever again.
[my feelings suck so bad,i love my girls more than life,this problem is too much for me to handle on my own.i feel so guilty and ashamed,i cant stand to look at my own face,i just want a pill to numb this ugly girl].
no matter what happens to me in my life,may i die or anything,my beautiful little girls are more precious than anything to me,i just have a huge burden,a terrible addiction,it does not mean i love you any less Hope and Faith.You two are my angels.
the girl with bright eyes,kind heart,warm hands;
shes tilted on depression,wishful thinking dont deplete her obsession
wondering when she will finally fall over
let me die,come for me now dear God
i scream out loud no one hears a sound
i want to cry but no ones there to listen
i know you listen God
but i am a bad bad girl
undeserving and disobedient
i worship something before you
not because i want to,i feel so powerless
please either pull me together,or let me fall apart
instead of hands reaching out as i jump from the bridge
let me fall into oblivion
so i wont be a waste space ever again.
[my feelings suck so bad,i love my girls more than life,this problem is too much for me to handle on my own.i feel so guilty and ashamed,i cant stand to look at my own face,i just want a pill to numb this ugly girl].
no matter what happens to me in my life,may i die or anything,my beautiful little girls are more precious than anything to me,i just have a huge burden,a terrible addiction,it does not mean i love you any less Hope and Faith.You two are my angels.