Sunshine Upon my Face.. Another Song for Me to Sing
I.. I feel so alive for the very first time
Guess what guys? There is a God! Okay.. maybe not a God, but there is somebody looking out for me. Now, if this happy outburst seems abnormal, that's okay, because it is! But.. I am all bouncing-off-walls happy. Why, you may question? Well.. I'll give you a hint.. I got a hold of my Joe!
I can't deny you..
Yes, the prodigal Joseph. I didn't get an "I love you", but you win some, you loose some. I'm now positive he does. If he didn't, he wouldn't pick up the phone. The boy has caller ID, after all. His voice got deeper, by the way. It's sexy.. very sexy. But ANYWAYS... He still is going to teach me pool! [Do note this is a little inside joke, Della, Cody, Scott, you guys know it.. Bwah.. ] I asked, naturally. Definitely going to.. his words. Very enthusiastically said, his words.
I feel so alive!
I also asked him if he still wanted to me to go on the trip, didn't hear him the first time, but the second time he said "Yes, I really do." I whispered an I love you as he hung up, maybe his ear caught it, even though his dad was there. So I'm glowing. Not sun glowing, but light bulb glowing. When I get an I love you I'll blind the lot of you bastards.
I..I feel so alive for the very first time
But because of this fortunate turn of events, I've decided I can be happy enough to get my Christmas list up and maybe put a few bulbs on the tree. Hell, maybe even get plastered off of my dad's eggnog. Okay, so the season still sucks because I won't be seeing him. But now I have reason to buck up. Soo.. I'll catch the lot of you tomorrow. I got work to do. Night!
And I think I can fly
Guess what guys? There is a God! Okay.. maybe not a God, but there is somebody looking out for me. Now, if this happy outburst seems abnormal, that's okay, because it is! But.. I am all bouncing-off-walls happy. Why, you may question? Well.. I'll give you a hint.. I got a hold of my Joe!
I can't deny you..
Yes, the prodigal Joseph. I didn't get an "I love you", but you win some, you loose some. I'm now positive he does. If he didn't, he wouldn't pick up the phone. The boy has caller ID, after all. His voice got deeper, by the way. It's sexy.. very sexy. But ANYWAYS... He still is going to teach me pool! [Do note this is a little inside joke, Della, Cody, Scott, you guys know it.. Bwah.. ] I asked, naturally. Definitely going to.. his words. Very enthusiastically said, his words.
I feel so alive!
I also asked him if he still wanted to me to go on the trip, didn't hear him the first time, but the second time he said "Yes, I really do." I whispered an I love you as he hung up, maybe his ear caught it, even though his dad was there. So I'm glowing. Not sun glowing, but light bulb glowing. When I get an I love you I'll blind the lot of you bastards.
I..I feel so alive for the very first time
But because of this fortunate turn of events, I've decided I can be happy enough to get my Christmas list up and maybe put a few bulbs on the tree. Hell, maybe even get plastered off of my dad's eggnog. Okay, so the season still sucks because I won't be seeing him. But now I have reason to buck up. Soo.. I'll catch the lot of you tomorrow. I got work to do. Night!
And I think I can fly