Conflicted
"Whenever you look at me I wish I was her. Time and time again I play the role of fool, (just for you) even in the daylight when you're near me (I don't see you) try to look for things our eyes never find." - how i feel
I'm so conflicted about everything. I want things to work with him. I want him to love me. I want to love him because that will make me happy. Is it because love will make me happy or because HE will make me happy?
Am I even unhappy? Will I ever be happy?
I don't feel bad right now, just so torn.
How I want to feel - (goes with video)"I've made up my mind; don't need to think it over, if I'm wrong, I am right. Don't need to look no further. This ain't lust, I know, this is love... But, if I tell the world, I'll never say enough 'cause it was not said to you, and that's exactly what I need to do if I am in love with you. Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavement? Even if it leads nowhere? Would it be a waste, even if I knew my place? Should I leave it there? Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavement even if it leads nowhere?"
I'm so conflicted about everything. I want things to work with him. I want him to love me. I want to love him because that will make me happy. Is it because love will make me happy or because HE will make me happy?
Am I even unhappy? Will I ever be happy?
I don't feel bad right now, just so torn.
How I want to feel - (goes with video)"I've made up my mind; don't need to think it over, if I'm wrong, I am right. Don't need to look no further. This ain't lust, I know, this is love... But, if I tell the world, I'll never say enough 'cause it was not said to you, and that's exactly what I need to do if I am in love with you. Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavement? Even if it leads nowhere? Would it be a waste, even if I knew my place? Should I leave it there? Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavement even if it leads nowhere?"
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