finals and other hoo hahh
Had my english final on Monday. It was for pussies. I got "FULL CREDIT" just for showing up. Huh? Man, I hope I don't have to use anything I learned in that class (technical writing) in the future. lmao Had my math final today. Now that bastard snuck some shit up on me. I took the practice test twice focusing especially, through repetition, on the mother fucking word problems. There was a mixture problem about a certain percent acidic solution and I'm sure I fucked it up. I was like THIS ISN'T THE SHIT I PRACTICED! lmao The other one I'm pretty sure I failed was a graph where you're supposed to shade the area where x-meow>y or something like that. Well, that shit wasn't even on the practice test.. how bout that? hmmmmm I'm sad about classes being over for two weeks. I get attached to my instructors and my schedule. I know this summer semester, with my pre-calc class is gonna be super bitchen. There will be no final in Psychology. I'll finish the work tomorrow along with some extra credit work and hope for a low A. I had a fucking nightmare that I got an 85% as a final grade in one of my classes.. My mum says I'm an extremist. hahaha So, yah.. I'm off until June 3rd I think.. Locker rental for my ZUMBA class is on the 27th of this month.
Primus is this Friday at the Convention Center here in Santa Fe. It better fucking sell out. The guy putting on the concert rents a mail box at my work. I'm tempted to ask him if the family and I could meet them but... I dunno. It's a 3D show. They will be here live with a 3D screen/backdrop to add effect. I'm so excited.
The 25th is March Against Monsanto. My first protest. lol I'm pretty psyched about it. I'm taking the girls and I guess YKW is gonna tag along.
Speaking of which, I'm going through that time of year again where I can't stand to look at him and I'm having a panic attack about when the fuck I'll be able to live in a place where he doesn't. It's just not right.. divorced people shouldn't live together. Yamani got all upset when I mentioned it today.. she cried but Im like WTF!? I told her she'll ALWAYS be able to see her daddy. Part of it is that I find it difficult to be kind when I'm feeling like this and I don't want to treat him bad... I just need my own space and the boys need a room to call their own. I called section 8 today to see where I am on the waiting list. I'm number 51. The girl said maybe within a year they can give me a voucher. I guess I should just wait.. I just feel bad for the boys and I'm tired of YKW. I still cant stand the way he talks to the kids, the girls especially. He's nicer to the boys and they're not even his. Makes me mad.. I mean I don't want him to be mean to the boys but I do want him to treat his girls in a kind manner.
And speaking of the boys... we had our last session at Gerard's house on Monday. We can go back in the fall. There's one girl, she's a typical santa fean... she has the zia symbol tattooed on her chest with an OM symbol in the center.. has ALOT of drama going on. Court with an abusive ex and grandparents dying left and right.. there's another lady, she reminds me of one of my aunties except my aunties are beautiful and entertaining. Oh wait, no she doesn't remind me of them at all. She waves her hands around alot and speaks nonsense. I did make friends with one of the ladies. her name is Cate. She's hella cool adn funny and easy to talk to. She has two boys. The three of them survived a car accident that her boyfriend caused when he started driving like a douchebag because he was pissed at her. Now he's dead. We speak openly and say the things we can't say anywhere else. Like she can say that she has less of a mess to clean up now and she doesn't have to put up with him bringing bullshit into the house. I can say that it actually crossed my mind that things would be easier without VLB around. We don't judge each other. OH, wait. I might be a little judgmental about the burqueńa. lol
I've been on a single parents dating website. Yah, it's not going well. I don't know what I was thinking.. that 's something that happens once a year, too. I start feeling like I'm not busy enough and I need some bullshit drama to keep me busy. lmao
Speaking of bullshit drama, I saw MAR out by my work this week. He was walking by, because he said the weather was nice for a walk while he was waiting for his Rx. We had a nice exchange made somewhat uncomfortable for me since I've gained like 10 lbs since I last saw him. I don't want him to see me chunky, I want him to see me all hot and shit. Oh well.
Girls and me went to Edward Sharpe last week. I got two tickets to MELVINS in Albuquerque and no one to go with. Fuck it. haha
That's all for meow.
Stay cool me hearties.
Primus is this Friday at the Convention Center here in Santa Fe. It better fucking sell out. The guy putting on the concert rents a mail box at my work. I'm tempted to ask him if the family and I could meet them but... I dunno. It's a 3D show. They will be here live with a 3D screen/backdrop to add effect. I'm so excited.
The 25th is March Against Monsanto. My first protest. lol I'm pretty psyched about it. I'm taking the girls and I guess YKW is gonna tag along.
Speaking of which, I'm going through that time of year again where I can't stand to look at him and I'm having a panic attack about when the fuck I'll be able to live in a place where he doesn't. It's just not right.. divorced people shouldn't live together. Yamani got all upset when I mentioned it today.. she cried but Im like WTF!? I told her she'll ALWAYS be able to see her daddy. Part of it is that I find it difficult to be kind when I'm feeling like this and I don't want to treat him bad... I just need my own space and the boys need a room to call their own. I called section 8 today to see where I am on the waiting list. I'm number 51. The girl said maybe within a year they can give me a voucher. I guess I should just wait.. I just feel bad for the boys and I'm tired of YKW. I still cant stand the way he talks to the kids, the girls especially. He's nicer to the boys and they're not even his. Makes me mad.. I mean I don't want him to be mean to the boys but I do want him to treat his girls in a kind manner.
And speaking of the boys... we had our last session at Gerard's house on Monday. We can go back in the fall. There's one girl, she's a typical santa fean... she has the zia symbol tattooed on her chest with an OM symbol in the center.. has ALOT of drama going on. Court with an abusive ex and grandparents dying left and right.. there's another lady, she reminds me of one of my aunties except my aunties are beautiful and entertaining. Oh wait, no she doesn't remind me of them at all. She waves her hands around alot and speaks nonsense. I did make friends with one of the ladies. her name is Cate. She's hella cool adn funny and easy to talk to. She has two boys. The three of them survived a car accident that her boyfriend caused when he started driving like a douchebag because he was pissed at her. Now he's dead. We speak openly and say the things we can't say anywhere else. Like she can say that she has less of a mess to clean up now and she doesn't have to put up with him bringing bullshit into the house. I can say that it actually crossed my mind that things would be easier without VLB around. We don't judge each other. OH, wait. I might be a little judgmental about the burqueńa. lol
I've been on a single parents dating website. Yah, it's not going well. I don't know what I was thinking.. that 's something that happens once a year, too. I start feeling like I'm not busy enough and I need some bullshit drama to keep me busy. lmao
Speaking of bullshit drama, I saw MAR out by my work this week. He was walking by, because he said the weather was nice for a walk while he was waiting for his Rx. We had a nice exchange made somewhat uncomfortable for me since I've gained like 10 lbs since I last saw him. I don't want him to see me chunky, I want him to see me all hot and shit. Oh well.
Girls and me went to Edward Sharpe last week. I got two tickets to MELVINS in Albuquerque and no one to go with. Fuck it. haha
That's all for meow.
Stay cool me hearties.