i'm truly worried that this summer will be as bad as last summer as far as my neurotic behaviours go. i completely shut down. ergh. it was terrible...just laying in bed for hours, completely terrified and paralysed to even think. i hated even going to work because it was so bad. :\ see, i have ocd over my ocd. it's just a big chain of obsession. ( Read more... )

i suddenly feel like all my reasons for wanting to stay home have suddenly evaporated. i was happy, i loved my friends, my ocd had calmed down, i no longer felt unstable and wanted to run away from everyone and everything. now, people make snide little comments that they don't think i get and revel in my own unhappiness. how rude and insensitive. i ( Read more... )

EPIC GIG MONTH ( Read more... )