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For starts.. right now I really dislike Justin.. I mean.. he used me.. wth? Whatever i'm over it. He never talked to me before.. now he still doesn't.. so whats the use? I dunno i'm worryin about the boy though.. I just have this gut feeling.. hes doin stuff thats gonna cause him a lot of problems in the future. I care about the boy. I really do.. and I don't think he realizes that. I don't need him to be my boyfriend or anything.. for me to have this lil love for him.. he use to always be there for me.. and I grew up with the kid. He'll always be in my heart and i'll always care about him.. I just don't want to see him hurt.. and I'm afraid thats whats gonna happen. and its scarin me right now.
Hmm.. something else.. i'm late.. yeah.. yikes.. not cool. I'm stressin myself out with it!
So Ryan says he wants to be there for me and love me and all this and that.. but see.. -I've watched my friend fall so hard for this one girl, she fell so hard for him. He got bored.. she was to demandin. Things just keep gettin ruined.. and now I think hes only keepin her around because shes the only one that will put up with his crap.
People at school just keep gettin gayer and gayer. So I have a few classes with some people who are "friends" with Mike Roe yea know.. and like all day today they all kept sayin shiit bout him.. like he cant play sports worth shiit and all this n that. I'm like.. he can't play sports worth shiit, that must be why they moved him to Varsity? Huh? I mean.. I have a lil problem with the kid but thats only because he judged me before even bothering to get to know me. But.. god. No one deserves to be treated like shiit. I dunno.. he seems to be the topic lately.. I've been hearin so much crap about him.. hell my lil freshman cousin was tellin me shiit she heard at the past 2 football games bout him.
Which brings me to.. people seem to like to say shiit bout me lately too. gotta love drama dont ya? I guess i'm some big ass slut! Lovely ain't it? But whatever.
Nicole is gettin on my last nerve. and I have to spend the afternoon with her tomorrow GRAAWR!!
I hate gym class.. I want to tear his balls off and shuve them down his throat (first paragraph)
Crystal and I had a very nice talk.
Ryan and Kyle came over.. it was awkwardish.
I'm becomin really close to Krystal.
Tomorrow.. its Mary and Dea night.
Saturday is Powderpuff practice. and I dunno I still might let Ryan take me out. Not sure yet
Sunday.. Kim and Bre day.. Fuddruckers <3
I keep meanin to get back to Andrew.. but I always forget. :( I haven't talked to him in forever. Maybe i'll try n call him saturday. Cuz I mean.. I don't wanna call him after 9 because thats the only time I really can. I dunno when the kid can and can't get calls.
I need a date for Homecoming.
Mary said she was gonna ask this Carman kid.. I was like haha whatever!!
Becca told me if I don't start by saturday shes takin me to the store.
Monday I have a physical.. so i'm prayin I start!!
I miss Bianca. :(
Jessica told me.. i'm just stressin out to much n thats probably why i'm late.
Theres a lot more on my mind. But I'll shut up now.
9:43 I JUST HEARD FROM ANDREW!! LIL ONLINE TALK!! BUT I HEARD FROM HIM!! IM ALL HAPPY NOW!! HEHE! GOTTA CALL HIM TOMORROW AFTER 6!!