[TVXQ|DRABBLE|YOOSU] BELONGING (998)
Title : Belonging
Author : deachan
Type : Drabble
Genre : Romance, Drama, Fluff
Words : 998
Rate : PG-13 (ugh…bad at rating)
Pairing : YooSu, (slight- onesided) HoSu
Disclaimer : YooSu IS MINE!! **in my dream at least hiks….** T__T
Summary : Yoochun wanted to believe badly in Forever (lame summary… I know)
A/N : This is my first YooSu, EVER!! So please be gentle… and this is UNBETA-ED so forgive my bad grammar, english is not my primary language ^__^
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“What are you thinking?” Yoochun asked while hugging Junsu from behind, wrapping both of their naked bodies with a large quilt.
The singer stood in front of Yoochun’s bed room’s window, watching the sky slowly turns to bright as the sun rise. They just spend the entire night making love, completely ignoring the fact that they have five interviews: three TVs and two magazines, in the morning. Feeling completely cozy and warm due to Yoochun’s body heat, Junsu pressed his body closer and let Yoochun snuggled his head in the crook of Junsu’s neck.
“Nothing, just admiring the sunrise” Junsu said while smiling as he felt Yoochun’s soft kisses in his neck and shoulder, “It’s beautiful isn’t it?”
“Hmm...”
For a moment, none of them said anything, silently bewitched by the rays of sunlight as the sun making its way to greet Tokyo good morning. The sky slowly changed its color from gray to blue while below them, the city came to live, welcoming another day in spring.
Junsu inhaled deeply, as though trying to catch the essence of morning, his hand closing on Yoochun’s, enjoying every moment he felt so close with the older man. Slowly he turned to face the man he’s been spending night with, a sweet loving smile formed in his lush lips, his eyes tender on the older man.
“Good morning, Park Yoochun” he whispered as he kissed the man softly in his cheek.
Yoochun suddenly felt like his stomach is being punched. The smile, the look in Junsu’s eyes, left him in awed as the younger man turned his face and continued to watch the sunrise. There’s something in his eyes that made Yoochun’s breath suddenly hitched in his chest.
“Ne…Yoochunnie…”
“Hmm?”
“Do you believe in forever?”
Yoochun stiffened, abruptly he looked at Junsu’s face, the latter, seemed undisturbed by his reaction, kept staring at the sky dreamily.
“What makes you think about that suddenly?” asked the baritone, trying to hide sudden anxiousness in his stomach.
Forever. That word scared the hell out of Yoochun. Forever meant commitment, forever meant steadiness, something that he’s not yet prepared to face.
“Yunho-Hyung…”
At the sound of the leader’s name in Junsu’s lips, something tugged at Yoochun’s inside. Anger, sadness, jealousy that he can not explained. It’s no secret that other than him, Junsu is realy close to the leader. Treated as his favorite dongsaeng by the fierce Jung Yunho, Junsu got twice as much as attention rather than the other. If Junsu failed to do something, Yunho would get really angry that he himself will make sure Junsu will not repeat the mistake again. If Junsu accomplished something perfectly, Yunho would only tap his shoulder, but the proud ness in his eyes can not lie to anyone.
Yunho would push Junsu to his limit, asking only the best that the younger man can give. But when Junsu crumbled down, he will be the one to pull Junsu right up, shielding him from any harm the outer world could bring to his dongsaeng.
Yoochun is always jealous of Yunho, how Junsu would hang to the leader’s every word, how he would mention his name with a hint of affection and respect. Somehow he didn’t want Junsu to mention Yunho’s name that way. Heck, he didn’t want Junsu to mention anyone’s name that way!
Unaware with his lover’s jealousy, Junsu kept on telling his story.
“When we were in Osaka last time, I stood outside the hotel balcony with Yunho-Hyung, watching the sunrise” he told Yoochun, completely unaware of Yoochun’s tightened grip in his body.
“And where was I that time?” Yoochun asked, trying to hide note of jealousy in his words.
Junsu glanced at him, “You were sleeping, exhausted because of the photo shoot remember?” he smiled assuring the older man.
“Anyway” continued Junsu, “We were watching the sunrise when Yunho-Hyung suddenly said that how you can feel forever when you see the sun slowly rising in the east. And he said that this must be how it feels when you found the place, the person you see forever in”
Yoochun didn’t like whichever way this story will go. But he didn’t dare to interrupt Junsu’s story. He knew better than to hurt Junsu by cutting him through his stories, especially the serious ones like this. They are best friends, the fact that they’ve been sleeping together is not going to change that.
“He asked me whether I feel the forever when I stood beside him…”
By now, Yoochun tried so hard not to grit his teeth. Composing himself, didn’t want to sound eager and all jealous, he tightened his hug and kissed Junsu’s cheek.
“So what did you say, Su?” he asked, hiding his obvious jealousy, “What did you feel, Su?”
Junsu smiled at the question and the hint of jealousy over the older man’s voice. Slowly he entangled himself from Yoochun’s arms; he patted the slightly taller man’s cheek lovingly.
“I told him that he needs to eat breakfast soon as hunger makes him saying weird things!” he grinned.
“Su…”
Junsu stopped his lover’s protest with a searing kiss, leaving both of them panting and wanting for more.
“Besides, who needs forever if I already have you, Chunnie.” he winked and smiled lovingly.
And that time, the sun was already rising; its ray enveloped Junsu in a cocoon of lights, making his beautiful face somewhat angelic. The smile in his face only illuminated his figure more as the younger man pulled Yoochun closer to give butterfly kisses in his lips, leaving Yoochun in a state of awed and uneasiness.
Suddenly, the thought of Yunho taking Junsu away from him brought ache to his whole being. Silently he hugged Junsu tighter, kissing him thoroughly as though to erase the memory of the leader, as though leaving a mark to the singer that this is his Junsu. His Junsu, and only his.
Little that he knows, that Junsu was, is and will always be his.
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Author : deachan
Type : Drabble
Genre : Romance, Drama, Fluff
Words : 998
Rate : PG-13 (ugh…bad at rating)
Pairing : YooSu, (slight- onesided) HoSu
Disclaimer : YooSu IS MINE!! **in my dream at least hiks….** T__T
Summary : Yoochun wanted to believe badly in Forever (lame summary… I know)
A/N : This is my first YooSu, EVER!! So please be gentle… and this is UNBETA-ED so forgive my bad grammar, english is not my primary language ^__^
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“What are you thinking?” Yoochun asked while hugging Junsu from behind, wrapping both of their naked bodies with a large quilt.
The singer stood in front of Yoochun’s bed room’s window, watching the sky slowly turns to bright as the sun rise. They just spend the entire night making love, completely ignoring the fact that they have five interviews: three TVs and two magazines, in the morning. Feeling completely cozy and warm due to Yoochun’s body heat, Junsu pressed his body closer and let Yoochun snuggled his head in the crook of Junsu’s neck.
“Nothing, just admiring the sunrise” Junsu said while smiling as he felt Yoochun’s soft kisses in his neck and shoulder, “It’s beautiful isn’t it?”
“Hmm...”
For a moment, none of them said anything, silently bewitched by the rays of sunlight as the sun making its way to greet Tokyo good morning. The sky slowly changed its color from gray to blue while below them, the city came to live, welcoming another day in spring.
Junsu inhaled deeply, as though trying to catch the essence of morning, his hand closing on Yoochun’s, enjoying every moment he felt so close with the older man. Slowly he turned to face the man he’s been spending night with, a sweet loving smile formed in his lush lips, his eyes tender on the older man.
“Good morning, Park Yoochun” he whispered as he kissed the man softly in his cheek.
Yoochun suddenly felt like his stomach is being punched. The smile, the look in Junsu’s eyes, left him in awed as the younger man turned his face and continued to watch the sunrise. There’s something in his eyes that made Yoochun’s breath suddenly hitched in his chest.
“Ne…Yoochunnie…”
“Hmm?”
“Do you believe in forever?”
Yoochun stiffened, abruptly he looked at Junsu’s face, the latter, seemed undisturbed by his reaction, kept staring at the sky dreamily.
“What makes you think about that suddenly?” asked the baritone, trying to hide sudden anxiousness in his stomach.
Forever. That word scared the hell out of Yoochun. Forever meant commitment, forever meant steadiness, something that he’s not yet prepared to face.
“Yunho-Hyung…”
At the sound of the leader’s name in Junsu’s lips, something tugged at Yoochun’s inside. Anger, sadness, jealousy that he can not explained. It’s no secret that other than him, Junsu is realy close to the leader. Treated as his favorite dongsaeng by the fierce Jung Yunho, Junsu got twice as much as attention rather than the other. If Junsu failed to do something, Yunho would get really angry that he himself will make sure Junsu will not repeat the mistake again. If Junsu accomplished something perfectly, Yunho would only tap his shoulder, but the proud ness in his eyes can not lie to anyone.
Yunho would push Junsu to his limit, asking only the best that the younger man can give. But when Junsu crumbled down, he will be the one to pull Junsu right up, shielding him from any harm the outer world could bring to his dongsaeng.
Yoochun is always jealous of Yunho, how Junsu would hang to the leader’s every word, how he would mention his name with a hint of affection and respect. Somehow he didn’t want Junsu to mention Yunho’s name that way. Heck, he didn’t want Junsu to mention anyone’s name that way!
Unaware with his lover’s jealousy, Junsu kept on telling his story.
“When we were in Osaka last time, I stood outside the hotel balcony with Yunho-Hyung, watching the sunrise” he told Yoochun, completely unaware of Yoochun’s tightened grip in his body.
“And where was I that time?” Yoochun asked, trying to hide note of jealousy in his words.
Junsu glanced at him, “You were sleeping, exhausted because of the photo shoot remember?” he smiled assuring the older man.
“Anyway” continued Junsu, “We were watching the sunrise when Yunho-Hyung suddenly said that how you can feel forever when you see the sun slowly rising in the east. And he said that this must be how it feels when you found the place, the person you see forever in”
Yoochun didn’t like whichever way this story will go. But he didn’t dare to interrupt Junsu’s story. He knew better than to hurt Junsu by cutting him through his stories, especially the serious ones like this. They are best friends, the fact that they’ve been sleeping together is not going to change that.
“He asked me whether I feel the forever when I stood beside him…”
By now, Yoochun tried so hard not to grit his teeth. Composing himself, didn’t want to sound eager and all jealous, he tightened his hug and kissed Junsu’s cheek.
“So what did you say, Su?” he asked, hiding his obvious jealousy, “What did you feel, Su?”
Junsu smiled at the question and the hint of jealousy over the older man’s voice. Slowly he entangled himself from Yoochun’s arms; he patted the slightly taller man’s cheek lovingly.
“I told him that he needs to eat breakfast soon as hunger makes him saying weird things!” he grinned.
“Su…”
Junsu stopped his lover’s protest with a searing kiss, leaving both of them panting and wanting for more.
“Besides, who needs forever if I already have you, Chunnie.” he winked and smiled lovingly.
And that time, the sun was already rising; its ray enveloped Junsu in a cocoon of lights, making his beautiful face somewhat angelic. The smile in his face only illuminated his figure more as the younger man pulled Yoochun closer to give butterfly kisses in his lips, leaving Yoochun in a state of awed and uneasiness.
Suddenly, the thought of Yunho taking Junsu away from him brought ache to his whole being. Silently he hugged Junsu tighter, kissing him thoroughly as though to erase the memory of the leader, as though leaving a mark to the singer that this is his Junsu. His Junsu, and only his.
Little that he knows, that Junsu was, is and will always be his.
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