playing Hard To Get
get's Him Hard.
But I liked Him
because He didn't play games,
Or maybe I liked Him
because I knew he was going
to turn out to be The Same
as everyone else.
I should have known better.
I shouldn't have given Faith,
that I knew would undoubtedly,
be flaunted and returned to me,
without any Respect
for my Jest of a Heart.

I reach for the stars
          and try to be unique
     I want to achieve the fame
               and honor I deserve
          I hope and pray
                    that someone will notice me
          I wish
               for a good future
     I think
          I'm not good enough
I live life
     in constant waiting
                        for something ( Read more... )

     Everyone dreams of their One Great Love. The kind of love that overwhelms you, that makes you crazy but keeps you sane. The type of love that makes life perfect, but makes it hard at the same time. In reality people rarely find that sort of love, but I was one of the lucky ones, I found it. I loved him like the sun loved the moon and he loved ( Read more... )

Uhmmm so its 2 in the a.m. here, and im sitting in the "breakfast area" of our hotel.
I'm on vacation and cant sleep so i stole the lap top and snuck out.
now that your up to date on my location here are my observations;
1. some people have no decency. i mean pajamas in public? *looks down* never mind.
2. theres not many people up at this time of night ( Read more... )

When you left I was empty; Heathcliff without Cathy, Elizabeth without Mr. Darcy.
I tried to survive, i really did.
I did my work without complaint, I made dinner and went to school and acted as normally as its possible when your dying from the inside out.
when you left you took a part of me with you, you took the part of me that i needed to ( Read more... )