since christmas
A year has been and gone. Im a little older, a little wiser, and Garth finally got pubes. Stuck working at caltex at the moment, which sucks big sweaty scrote, but its money in the bank and quite frankly a fucking monkey could do the work required, so Im only really half-there anyway.
Janine is great. She does so much for me and loves me so completely. Sometimes this verges on being unwelcome; Noone in my entire life has even come close to treating me so well. Not even my own mother has shown me such love, hence, I sometimes cant help but wonder if Im being set up. I know its just the paranoia talking when I think that, but even still, it just doesnt quite compute that suddenly somone wants to treat me like something they *didn't* scrape out of thier bootheel.
Fuck I love her.
On a lighter note, here's what I got for xmas, almost all of which was from Janine :)
Beautiful ornamental sword with 37" blade and enough weight to chop down a tree
Smokeless pipes, one standard, one specialty
Various semi-oldskool games - Quake 2, Riven, Dungeon keeper etc
Keychains - fire extinguisher/lighter, swiss army knife, laser
Slate incense holder, GAF
Small(5cm x 3cm x 4cm) wooden box with drawer
Golden ceramic dragon statuette
Giant fabric wall hanging in hallucinogenic colours with hindu symbol of life motif
Glowinnadark stars for use with blacklight
T-shirts - Various and all exceedingly cool
Astrojax - Small toy, looks like a cross between a yo-yo and nunchaku
Books - Pratchett and Auel
Tiny little remote control car - very cute and cat loves it
Enough liqueur chocolate to last a lifetime
Small shelves with Dragon gargoyles
Multi-purpose ratchet toolset
Slate dragon fridge magnets
Matchbox car of model 42 Bently with GAF decals
Strange magnetic skeleton set
Sandwich grill
Blue towels - 2 from each grandmother
Bottle of Bombay Sapphire *RAR*
Various foodstuff I love but cant afford - olives, cheeses, chili sauces etc
Stupid pad designed to make me feel worse about myself
*end*
Not a bad haul by any measure.... the best ever, really.
This, too, has been changed forever by my one and only: I actually enjoyed christmas this year. I have had near misses in the past, but this one hit the fucking bullseye. I felt like a child again, ripping the guts out of my stocking and dying to know whats in that really big one with my name on it... it was actually fun :) I never thought Id say that.
Time since has been the same old grind again, of course, but its so much better with the knowledge that I really am truely understood and appreciated.
Thanks baby :)
Janine is great. She does so much for me and loves me so completely. Sometimes this verges on being unwelcome; Noone in my entire life has even come close to treating me so well. Not even my own mother has shown me such love, hence, I sometimes cant help but wonder if Im being set up. I know its just the paranoia talking when I think that, but even still, it just doesnt quite compute that suddenly somone wants to treat me like something they *didn't* scrape out of thier bootheel.
Fuck I love her.
On a lighter note, here's what I got for xmas, almost all of which was from Janine :)
Beautiful ornamental sword with 37" blade and enough weight to chop down a tree
Smokeless pipes, one standard, one specialty
Various semi-oldskool games - Quake 2, Riven, Dungeon keeper etc
Keychains - fire extinguisher/lighter, swiss army knife, laser
Slate incense holder, GAF
Small(5cm x 3cm x 4cm) wooden box with drawer
Golden ceramic dragon statuette
Giant fabric wall hanging in hallucinogenic colours with hindu symbol of life motif
Glowinnadark stars for use with blacklight
T-shirts - Various and all exceedingly cool
Astrojax - Small toy, looks like a cross between a yo-yo and nunchaku
Books - Pratchett and Auel
Tiny little remote control car - very cute and cat loves it
Enough liqueur chocolate to last a lifetime
Small shelves with Dragon gargoyles
Multi-purpose ratchet toolset
Slate dragon fridge magnets
Matchbox car of model 42 Bently with GAF decals
Strange magnetic skeleton set
Sandwich grill
Blue towels - 2 from each grandmother
Bottle of Bombay Sapphire *RAR*
Various foodstuff I love but cant afford - olives, cheeses, chili sauces etc
Stupid pad designed to make me feel worse about myself
*end*
Not a bad haul by any measure.... the best ever, really.
This, too, has been changed forever by my one and only: I actually enjoyed christmas this year. I have had near misses in the past, but this one hit the fucking bullseye. I felt like a child again, ripping the guts out of my stocking and dying to know whats in that really big one with my name on it... it was actually fun :) I never thought Id say that.
Time since has been the same old grind again, of course, but its so much better with the knowledge that I really am truely understood and appreciated.
Thanks baby :)