Comments | de_paddestoel: hipocracy and unlikely biology

de_paddestoel

hipocracy and unlikely biology

Sep 05, 2007 00:02

I'm worried that I'll end up sequestered in my own world, reaching out to people for intimacy, crying over portraits of my children, with a dead husband, alone.

Fluctuation in friendships is a strange thing. I've become sick of someone lately - I see through her pettiness and paranoia and it annoys me because those are things that I see in myself. ( Read more... )

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moondarri September 4 2007, 21:11:07 UTC

I -- can't really respond to... I just -- well, sometimes it's nice to know that people are reading what you're saying, hm? So here I am, reading what you're saying.

de_paddestoel September 5 2007, 07:45:49 UTC

Thankyou. ♥

evil_twinkie September 5 2007, 01:02:57 UTC

Fluctuation in friendships is a strange thing. I've become sick of someone lately

i have too. only it's been for a full year, and she just won't go away...*sigh* and i'm too nice to break it to her that the very sound of her voice makes me want to throw myself off a cliff. and that's on the good days.

I'm worried that I'll end up sequestered in my own world, reaching out to people for intimacy, crying over portraits of my children, with a dead husband, alone.

better to have loved and lost than never lost at all, right? i have been perpetually single for all of my 18+ years, so i would edit that to it is better to have loved & been loved than never ever at all, right? i'm worried that i'll die having never so much as held a boy's hand. because that's how i am right now!!! grrr

and, personally, i see you as VERY likely.

de_paddestoel September 8 2007, 08:18:51 UTC

Ah, it's not that I don't see her as special and wonderful and admire her for being bright and talented and sparkling - tis just that sometimes she in all of her charisma and showiness around others can be tactless and hurtful. Her serious, one on one side is the one that I get on really well with...
I hope you sort things out with your girl. I've been in that situation - I lived with a girl who drove me up the wall, for a year. I liked her, but in small doses. Now we've finished the boarding-in-the-country year and I get on fine with her - she's my biology friend, and so adorable. I guess things like that sort themselves out...
Mm, you make good points. I'd just watched the Six Feet Under episode where Ruth cries over the baby pictures and strongly empathised with her character. I'm all for passionate emotions...
Ah, so know what you mean! Relationship already, jeez.
and, personally, i see you as VERY likely. This just makes me grin. Thankyou dear. :)

rougevelvet September 5 2007, 12:07:43 UTC

lol, you sound a lot like me, but thankfully my friends generally get where Im coming from.

Cant wait to come to Melbourne and see you, I promise not to take offence to your telling me to shutup, lol. ...which will probably be a lot ;)

de_paddestoel September 8 2007, 08:22:44 UTC

Mm, I think I'm pretty open about my neuroses. :P

*poke* When are you coming? Are you moving here?

(Aah, Rick & Steve the Happiest Gay Couple in All the World just came up on a certain downloading community. Peter Paige!)