I feel weird coming back onto LJ with a rant, but I really needed to do it. I'm pretty sure most people don't even remember who I am anymore. Or at least can't put my real name to my LJ name.
It is uncomfortable. It's the worst when they talk about people that I'm friends with too. Like, I know they don't like Jillian or Lexie or whoever, and there are things about them I don't like either, but they're my friends.
I still consider myself friends with Leslie and Kiley, but I feel like Leslie/Bailey/Kiley/Dean/Kayla is just way too clique-y for me to find a place in anymore, y'know? Haha. We do have lots in common even if we have a love/hate relationship ;P
Yeah. I'm mostly with Zach on the weekends, but sometimes not. This weekend I'll be at Dippikill, but next weekend I should be free. I think Zach is going to the city. But it's good for me to have not-Zach time. Especially when I'm upset because he really, really sucks at making me feel better. He's so... "people inept" that he doesn't understand much of what I go through or how I feel. It's like whatever his opinion is is all that matters. You know how most people are biased when comforting a bf/gf by agreeing with them no matter what? He's the opposite. He disagrees with everything I say, even if it's obvious I'm right, and makes me feel worse. lol.
Epic tiems will commence often in the future! You need to get pwned more in Street Fighter ♥
Haha, Zach's a funny guy. :P But at least you get to see other point of view. Even if it's horrible. You just don't have to agree with it :P Believe in yourself, ho.
I don't speak with Lexie, but I like Jillian. On small doses. LOL It's just hard to hear really horrible gossip about your closest friends. And yeah that huge leslie/kylie/dean/softball chicks is really cliquey. I feel like it's all Leslie talks about lol And that's why I never eat with leslie anymore. I feel AWKWARD as hell when I eat with them....
Idk, tell me when you're free. I never see you during the weekends anymore. =/ Which is weird SINCE WE LIVE NEXT TO EACH OTHER.
Bella is a straight-up badass in SF. Possibly in every fighting game, idk.
Zach is an annoying guy is what it is. lol. Sometimes anyway. But I can be annoying too, so I can't get too angry. I just wish he was supportive in the slightest because (not to toot my own horn) but I am really, really good with listening to his problems and giving my opinion/advice while still being considerate of his feelings.
Like, I said, there are things about Jillian I don't like, but she's a good person overall, and she's fun to hang out with. Leslie and Kiley just don't have time for me. They say Shayna "has a family" and thus doesn't have time for people, but they're no better. Really.
I think Orenda and Erin and Liz and Satomi and I might go bowling tomorrow (today?) sometime after 8 if you wanna come!
It is uncomfortable. It's the worst when they talk about people that I'm friends with too. Like, I know they don't like Jillian or Lexie or whoever, and there are things about them I don't like either, but they're my friends.
I still consider myself friends with Leslie and Kiley, but I feel like Leslie/Bailey/Kiley/Dean/Kayla is just way too clique-y for me to find a place in anymore, y'know? Haha. We do have lots in common even if we have a love/hate relationship ;P
Yeah. I'm mostly with Zach on the weekends, but sometimes not. This weekend I'll be at Dippikill, but next weekend I should be free. I think Zach is going to the city. But it's good for me to have not-Zach time. Especially when I'm upset because he really, really sucks at making me feel better. He's so... "people inept" that he doesn't understand much of what I go through or how I feel. It's like whatever his opinion is is all that matters. You know how most people are biased when comforting a bf/gf by agreeing with them no matter what? He's the opposite. He disagrees with everything I say, even if it's obvious I'm right, and makes me feel worse. lol.
Epic tiems will commence often in the future! You need to get pwned more in Street Fighter ♥
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I don't speak with Lexie, but I like Jillian. On small doses. LOL It's just hard to hear really horrible gossip about your closest friends. And yeah that huge leslie/kylie/dean/softball chicks is really cliquey. I feel like it's all Leslie talks about lol And that's why I never eat with leslie anymore. I feel AWKWARD as hell when I eat with them....
Idk, tell me when you're free. I never see you during the weekends anymore. =/ Which is weird SINCE WE LIVE NEXT TO EACH OTHER.
Bella is a straight-up badass in SF. Possibly in every fighting game, idk.
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Like, I said, there are things about Jillian I don't like, but she's a good person overall, and she's fun to hang out with. Leslie and Kiley just don't have time for me. They say Shayna "has a family" and thus doesn't have time for people, but they're no better. Really.
I think Orenda and Erin and Liz and Satomi and I might go bowling tomorrow (today?) sometime after 8 if you wanna come!
And she has the hidden powers of Russia!
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Think about Zach's good pts vs his bad pts lol FOCUS CHRIS FOCUS
That is why I only like to wave and say hello to Jillian. :P
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I do. Trust me. Though this is a BIG bad point, I'd say.
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