Yeah, balancing RL and the internet is really hard. I feel like I've lost most of my few online friends. I feel like reconnecting with them again simply because they were always there during all of my dumb moods, lol.
Nasty gossip is always uncomfortable to sit through. I've experienced them several times and I either (sadly but true) agree or don't know what to say. I'd rather just be sarcastic like I am with Amanda, lol. I seriously think we have a love-hate relationship going on here.
I feel like I'm kinda-sorta friends with Leslie and Kiley, but not really. Mostly because I had 0 things in common with both of them. I guess I just got swept into the momentum of things when we all became friends without really thinking about the future of our friendship. Seriously, you're probably the one who I have the most in common with. You ho, you. >:]
I can usually only do fun things during the weekend.. and you're always with Zach-attack (like it? it's like Saved by the Bell.. i think LOL). But I usually chill with my other friends or become a hermit. Haha, we can start doing stuff during the weekdays though because that dumb film class is over. We need to do stuff with the azn hall. It will always end up being EPIC.
I feel weird coming back onto LJ with a rant, but I really needed to do it. I'm pretty sure most people don't even remember who I am anymore. Or at least can't put my real name to my LJ name.
It is uncomfortable. It's the worst when they talk about people that I'm friends with too. Like, I know they don't like Jillian or Lexie or whoever, and there are things about them I don't like either, but they're my friends.
I still consider myself friends with Leslie and Kiley, but I feel like Leslie/Bailey/Kiley/Dean/Kayla is just way too clique-y for me to find a place in anymore, y'know? Haha. We do have lots in common even if we have a love/hate relationship ;P
Yeah. I'm mostly with Zach on the weekends, but sometimes not. This weekend I'll be at Dippikill, but next weekend I should be free. I think Zach is going to the city. But it's good for me to have not-Zach time. Especially when I'm upset because he really, really sucks at making me feel better. He's so... "people inept" that he doesn't understand much of what I go through or how I feel. It's like whatever his opinion is is all that matters. You know how most people are biased when comforting a bf/gf by agreeing with them no matter what? He's the opposite. He disagrees with everything I say, even if it's obvious I'm right, and makes me feel worse. lol.
Epic tiems will commence often in the future! You need to get pwned more in Street Fighter ♥
Haha, Zach's a funny guy. :P But at least you get to see other point of view. Even if it's horrible. You just don't have to agree with it :P Believe in yourself, ho.
I don't speak with Lexie, but I like Jillian. On small doses. LOL It's just hard to hear really horrible gossip about your closest friends. And yeah that huge leslie/kylie/dean/softball chicks is really cliquey. I feel like it's all Leslie talks about lol And that's why I never eat with leslie anymore. I feel AWKWARD as hell when I eat with them....
Idk, tell me when you're free. I never see you during the weekends anymore. =/ Which is weird SINCE WE LIVE NEXT TO EACH OTHER.
Bella is a straight-up badass in SF. Possibly in every fighting game, idk.
Zach is an annoying guy is what it is. lol. Sometimes anyway. But I can be annoying too, so I can't get too angry. I just wish he was supportive in the slightest because (not to toot my own horn) but I am really, really good with listening to his problems and giving my opinion/advice while still being considerate of his feelings.
Like, I said, there are things about Jillian I don't like, but she's a good person overall, and she's fun to hang out with. Leslie and Kiley just don't have time for me. They say Shayna "has a family" and thus doesn't have time for people, but they're no better. Really.
I think Orenda and Erin and Liz and Satomi and I might go bowling tomorrow (today?) sometime after 8 if you wanna come!
Nasty gossip is always uncomfortable to sit through. I've experienced them several times and I either (sadly but true) agree or don't know what to say. I'd rather just be sarcastic like I am with Amanda, lol. I seriously think we have a love-hate relationship going on here.
I feel like I'm kinda-sorta friends with Leslie and Kiley, but not really. Mostly because I had 0 things in common with both of them. I guess I just got swept into the momentum of things when we all became friends without really thinking about the future of our friendship. Seriously, you're probably the one who I have the most in common with. You ho, you. >:]
I can usually only do fun things during the weekend.. and you're always with Zach-attack (like it? it's like Saved by the Bell.. i think LOL). But I usually chill with my other friends or become a hermit. Haha, we can start doing stuff during the weekdays though because that dumb film class is over. We need to do stuff with the azn hall. It will always end up being EPIC.
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It is uncomfortable. It's the worst when they talk about people that I'm friends with too. Like, I know they don't like Jillian or Lexie or whoever, and there are things about them I don't like either, but they're my friends.
I still consider myself friends with Leslie and Kiley, but I feel like Leslie/Bailey/Kiley/Dean/Kayla is just way too clique-y for me to find a place in anymore, y'know? Haha. We do have lots in common even if we have a love/hate relationship ;P
Yeah. I'm mostly with Zach on the weekends, but sometimes not. This weekend I'll be at Dippikill, but next weekend I should be free. I think Zach is going to the city. But it's good for me to have not-Zach time. Especially when I'm upset because he really, really sucks at making me feel better. He's so... "people inept" that he doesn't understand much of what I go through or how I feel. It's like whatever his opinion is is all that matters. You know how most people are biased when comforting a bf/gf by agreeing with them no matter what? He's the opposite. He disagrees with everything I say, even if it's obvious I'm right, and makes me feel worse. lol.
Epic tiems will commence often in the future! You need to get pwned more in Street Fighter ♥
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I don't speak with Lexie, but I like Jillian. On small doses. LOL It's just hard to hear really horrible gossip about your closest friends. And yeah that huge leslie/kylie/dean/softball chicks is really cliquey. I feel like it's all Leslie talks about lol And that's why I never eat with leslie anymore. I feel AWKWARD as hell when I eat with them....
Idk, tell me when you're free. I never see you during the weekends anymore. =/ Which is weird SINCE WE LIVE NEXT TO EACH OTHER.
Bella is a straight-up badass in SF. Possibly in every fighting game, idk.
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Like, I said, there are things about Jillian I don't like, but she's a good person overall, and she's fun to hang out with. Leslie and Kiley just don't have time for me. They say Shayna "has a family" and thus doesn't have time for people, but they're no better. Really.
I think Orenda and Erin and Liz and Satomi and I might go bowling tomorrow (today?) sometime after 8 if you wanna come!
And she has the hidden powers of Russia!
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Think about Zach's good pts vs his bad pts lol FOCUS CHRIS FOCUS
That is why I only like to wave and say hello to Jillian. :P
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I do. Trust me. Though this is a BIG bad point, I'd say.
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