too much bleugh
I had resolved not to post anything negative about my life, yet here I go.
I've had a couple of months of minor but debilitating afflictions, the last one pretty awful to the point where I just wanted to curl up and die.
On paper they sound like nothing but in person its not been nice.
I know I have a strenuous stressful life with very little time to actually rest properly and that could be the main problem, but I don't really know. I do less than I did a few years ago and yet I am tired all the time these days. I ache all over rather a lot. I get cramps in lots of different areas without warning. Generally physically I feel crap.
However, I can go to the Drs and have a check up and possibly resolve the physical to some extent. Its the mental side that is really bothering me. Concentration is slipping, motivation is lacking and discipline is out of the window. I keep hearing a line from Simon and Garfunkel going round in my head "I'm empty and aching and I don't know why."
I've got the "Have I left the gas on?" feeling all the time. The "What shall I do for dinner today?" repetitious despair.
I don't know what it is I need but I need it quick.
I've had a couple of months of minor but debilitating afflictions, the last one pretty awful to the point where I just wanted to curl up and die.
On paper they sound like nothing but in person its not been nice.
I know I have a strenuous stressful life with very little time to actually rest properly and that could be the main problem, but I don't really know. I do less than I did a few years ago and yet I am tired all the time these days. I ache all over rather a lot. I get cramps in lots of different areas without warning. Generally physically I feel crap.
However, I can go to the Drs and have a check up and possibly resolve the physical to some extent. Its the mental side that is really bothering me. Concentration is slipping, motivation is lacking and discipline is out of the window. I keep hearing a line from Simon and Garfunkel going round in my head "I'm empty and aching and I don't know why."
I've got the "Have I left the gas on?" feeling all the time. The "What shall I do for dinner today?" repetitious despair.
I don't know what it is I need but I need it quick.