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well as peolple peobly know my life is a little chaotic..well heres the thing i dont wanna talk about it so dont ask questions dont make assumptions none of you know what happened no one will understand and the bottom line is it really isnt anyones business....
well i guess i could say that i am fed up with alot of people...with most people to be safe...
i realized that i am an idiot...that i truely have the most wonderful boii in the world...he si wonderful...loving understanding and he loves me for me....i gues you could say that i havent really done the right thing but i corrected it and it isnt EVER going to happen again...
amanda...this is not me being a bitch or anything to you but i would really appreciate you not saying shit to your so called friends and what not because it doesget back to e...all i ask is that you stay out of my relationship...i know you think that it is your place to boast but in reality you have no idea what went on...so please do me a favor and just let it go....
and this is to those of you who pretend you are my friend and then treat me like shit lie to me laugh about hurtful things...think about things before you do them....i dont play games if i give you a second chance your lucky i dont do that for many people....i dont play games i hate that shit....im not your friend one minute andnot the next...i have just been realizing that my so called friends can be fucked up....although this statement is influenced by certain people it is not directed onlyto you...i dont trust people very often nor do i relate to a lot of people if i say i care i do...even if i dont show it sometimes...i can be a really hidden person sometimes....i dont like things that are personal and i dont like invasion....i want friends not people who just say they care one minute and wanna leave you hanging the next....life is too short to take anything for granted if you dont like me not only spare me the shit but spare yourself dont go living your life in a litle world of pretend.....it never works out not only are you hurting yourself but others as well...
people have changed i have changed everything is basically changing i dont look at things that same way adn i dont think that i ever will...right now im just trying to avoid the norm of large groups of people people who are mean and people who talk shit which leaves me with my selected few friends which in turn makes me happy that i can narrow it down and know that there are people in my life that dont take shit for granted....
well besides the boring distructive family, insane thoughts and wrong doings....
i have plans with the wonderful Sar Sar tomorrow ot shall be fun i miss her but like me there is a giant schedule to work around and i am really excited to be hanging with her...she is a really awsome person...she is one of my selected few...although her and i dont talk that often i know that i can tell her anything and she will always be a good friend to me...me and sarah go waaaay back :) -hugs- i love the girl....
well i guess that i really dont have much else to say...o good bye now...
*delia*
well i guess i could say that i am fed up with alot of people...with most people to be safe...
i realized that i am an idiot...that i truely have the most wonderful boii in the world...he si wonderful...loving understanding and he loves me for me....i gues you could say that i havent really done the right thing but i corrected it and it isnt EVER going to happen again...
amanda...this is not me being a bitch or anything to you but i would really appreciate you not saying shit to your so called friends and what not because it doesget back to e...all i ask is that you stay out of my relationship...i know you think that it is your place to boast but in reality you have no idea what went on...so please do me a favor and just let it go....
and this is to those of you who pretend you are my friend and then treat me like shit lie to me laugh about hurtful things...think about things before you do them....i dont play games if i give you a second chance your lucky i dont do that for many people....i dont play games i hate that shit....im not your friend one minute andnot the next...i have just been realizing that my so called friends can be fucked up....although this statement is influenced by certain people it is not directed onlyto you...i dont trust people very often nor do i relate to a lot of people if i say i care i do...even if i dont show it sometimes...i can be a really hidden person sometimes....i dont like things that are personal and i dont like invasion....i want friends not people who just say they care one minute and wanna leave you hanging the next....life is too short to take anything for granted if you dont like me not only spare me the shit but spare yourself dont go living your life in a litle world of pretend.....it never works out not only are you hurting yourself but others as well...
people have changed i have changed everything is basically changing i dont look at things that same way adn i dont think that i ever will...right now im just trying to avoid the norm of large groups of people people who are mean and people who talk shit which leaves me with my selected few friends which in turn makes me happy that i can narrow it down and know that there are people in my life that dont take shit for granted....
well besides the boring distructive family, insane thoughts and wrong doings....
i have plans with the wonderful Sar Sar tomorrow ot shall be fun i miss her but like me there is a giant schedule to work around and i am really excited to be hanging with her...she is a really awsome person...she is one of my selected few...although her and i dont talk that often i know that i can tell her anything and she will always be a good friend to me...me and sarah go waaaay back :) -hugs- i love the girl....
well i guess that i really dont have much else to say...o good bye now...
*delia*