Nice to see you again, Captain [Jim and Bones]

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When Leonard had suggested that he and Jim pretend to be strangers, he had meant it as a lark, just to get rid of the awkwardness that had seemed to follow them from the Mojave. But it had turned out to be a great idea, a way of seeing each other through fresh eyes. The Jim Kirk that he took to the movies and walked hand in hand back to his house

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Leonard's eyes blinked.

He'd been at Jim's place before, even spending the night on occasion, but he'd never stayed in his room like this. Hadn't noticed before how many windows Jim had, and how many of them faced east. There was a warm spot on his pillow where the sunbeam hit, so he rolled over, his arm wrapping tighter around Jim's still sleeping body.

Watching Jim sleep was something Leonard always liked to do, though most of the time it happened was in Sickbay, and Jim was hurt or injured. But there was a looseness in Jim's body that happened when he slept, his limbs splayed across the mattress, his face almost soft and lax. Last night, Leonard had been true to his word and kissed and touched and explored every inch of Jim's body, stopping only when they both were too tired to do anything more than kiss softly, touching each others face and falling asleep in each other's arms. Slipping out of bed, Leonard tiptoed over to the bathroom, taking care of his morning business and quickly running some water over his face and washing out his mouth. A quick glance in the mirror at his messy hair and sleep-lined face, and he grinned, then chuckled louder.

Jim's bed. He and Jim spent the night together, being more intimate than he'd been with anyone in a long time. Jim wanted him, cared about him... maybe more, Leonard felt deep inside, but it was still too soon to say words like that, even if he felt it too. This could be it, Leonard knew that, and having that knowledge made him just a little more anxious about taking the next step, while Jim was unable to perform. Stepping back out into Jim's room, he leaned against the door frame for a while, just watching those legs stretching, Jim's face starting to move and shift, as if roused from his dreams.

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Jim woke slowly, shifting and stretching an arm out, reaching for Bones. But all he encountered were empty sheets and he turned over, his brow a little furrowed as his eyes fluttered open. For a moment he was worried, thinking maybe Bones had decided to leave or been called away for an emergency, but when his eyes focused he saw him there, leaning against the door to the bathroom.

He could feel the flush start in his face and spread over his neck, and as Jim stretched and shifted up onto one elbow he felt the tender spot on his neck and another on his shoulder, places he knew would bear those love-bites for days. Jim didn't care, though, and stretched again, one hand coming up to scratch his chest as he lay there, blinking at Bones. There was some part of him that felt oddly self-conscious after the night before. That had been such an intimate experience, the two of them so close, touching and tasting their fill.

Fuck... He knew Bones liked to shrug off compliments, but he was one damn handsome man, Jim observed. Especially like this, all sleep-rumpled and relaxed, that mouth swollen from kissing--kissing every inch of his body, Jim recalled, his flush deepening. His tongue darted out to drag across his bottom lip, and Jim wondered what that expression on Bones' face meant, if he still wanted that sleepy morning sex they'd talked about last night.

He reached his hand out. "Morning."

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Jim's hand reaching for him answered every question Leonard had rumbling inside him. There was nothing hesitating in Jim's eyes, no questions. Everything, anything would be okay, whatever they wanted and Leonard walked toward that big bed, reaching in his own turn for Jim's hand.

Climbing back on the bed, Leonard found himself crawling over Jim, lowering his body down over Jim, settling between his legs. Noses brushed against each other playfully before their lips touched. "Did you sleep well?" he asked, burying his neck in the warm skin of Jim's neck.

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He settled onto his back with a sleepy, pleased noise as Bones climbed over him. Jim grinned as they nuzzled against each other, his hands coming up to skim over Bones' biceps, tracing the lines of muscle as he settled over him. "Mmm, yeah, I did sleep well." His grin spread, growing into a full-fledged smile, warm and easy. "Felt good, having you here with me."

Jim slid one hand up over Bones' shoulder, his fingers carding through Bones' hair, scratching lazily at his scalp as he felt that warm breath against his neck. He felt enveloped, like the two of them were in their own little world where nothing else intruded, just the solid warmth of Bones' body atop his, and Jim smiled, nuzzling against Bones' temple. "Did you?" he asked, remembering how they had fallen asleep last night, still tangled together after Bones had worked his way back to Jim's mouth, leaving soft, tender kisses along the way.

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"Could get used to that," Leonard growled against Jim's jaw, the feel of Jim's fingers slowly fueling this need inside him. Yeah, he'd slept like a log, none of those usual nerves or discomfort that came with sleeping somewhere strange. Nothing about being with Jim was strange or uncomfortable.

His eyes found Jim's, and he was about to say all that to Jim but the sleepy look on Jim's face, the way his hair (too long, needs a haircut) stood straight up made Leonard's heart flip inside his chest, a silly feeling of wanting to see this expression and this ridiculous hair every morning for the rest of his life. Instead of speaking, his face bent closer to Jim, until their mouths met and they kissed, tender and soft.

Fuck, he wanted Jim. One of Leonard's hands slipped down to Jim's hip, gripping it lightly before sliding over to cup his ass. Giving it a squeeze, he groaned loud as he pressed his growing erection against Jim, not so silently asking if it was okay to do more.

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Being with Bones was different, so much better than anything Jim had experienced in the past, with none of that awkwardness or strangeness that struck when the moment was over. Maybe that was it, the knowledge that they knew each other so well and yet still wanted to be together, and not just for one night. Jim was aware of a little self-consciousness as they lay there together, but it wasn't awkward, exactly. He was more concerned with how Bones felt, whether he was happy than with himself. The notion made Jim curl tighter against Bones, pouring himself into that kiss.

He felt that gaze linger on his hair and he smiled, his face flushing and his heart twisting at the sight of that goofy grin on Bones' face, and underneath that the want. Jim knew his hair was getting shaggy and was probably out of control at the moment, but he liked that expression. He loved knowing he could affect Bones like this.

It wasn't that he wasn't concerned about his ongoing problems getting hard, but last night he'd been so focused on how good everything felt, and he'd known there wasn't any pressure. All he'd felt was wanted. Desired. And part of him wanted to show that same want to Bones, make sure he felt just as needed. Jim rumbled softly as they kissed, soft and lingering, and he shuddered and bit down gently on Bones' bottom lip when he felt that hand slide down over his hip and squeeze. He murmured Bones' name, nudging closer and hitching one leg over his.

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Leonard's hand grabbed Jim's leg, hitching it higher on his hip as he slid further in between Jim's legs. His erection pressed hard against Jim's thigh now, no question as to how much he wanted to fuck Jim, to feel what it was like inside him. And Jim, damn he didn't stop him, didn't push him away, biting his lip and moaning his name - Leonard kissed Jim back harder, one hand on Jim's ass, the other threading through Jim's hair, pulling back on his head enough to expose more of the rough skin of Jim's throat.

Jim's pleasure hummed through him, and Leonard could feel that rumble as he nuzzled his neck. His fingers darted between the crease of Jim's ass, loving Jim's reaction to his every touch. "Want you, want you so much..."

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He gave a soft growl when Bones pulled him closer and wrapped his leg tighter around his hip. They were so close, and Jim made another soft noise when he nudged his hips forward a little more, rubbing against that thick, hard cock. "You feel so good," he murmured against Bones' lips. Jim felt that warmth beginning to pool in his belly, his skin flushing as they lay tangled together, the scrape of Bones' teeth and the warm, soft press of Bones' lips on his throat making his head fall back against the pillow, offering better access.

Jim moaned when he felt those fingers stroking and teasing his ass, and he nosed against Bones' face, pressing soft kisses along his cheek until their lips met again, this time hard and urgent. "Please," he breathed against Bones' mouth, their foreheads touching, both of them breathing hard as they ground against each other. "Need you, Bones. Want to feel this inside me," he said as one hand dragged down over Bones' chest, working between them until Jim could grasp his cock and give it a squeeze. "Going to feel so amazing..."

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He was breathing heavy now, all this thoughts focused on Jim's body and how much he needed to feel him, surround himself in that heat. When Jim's hand circled his cock, squeezing and stroking it, he gave a sharp thrust up into his hand, biting down on Jim's shoulder. "Fuck," he gasped, one more hard kiss before leaning up on his knees.

Leonard's cock jutted out in front of him, rock hard. His eyes darted over Jim's body, then over at the nightstand, and the desk on the other side. "You got anything?" he asked, one hand still stroking Jim's leg as he lifted it over his hip, feeling the power in his muscular thighs. He wanted Jim desperately right now, but he wasn't going to risk hurting him if they didn't have any lube.

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Fuck. Jim let out a strangled gasp, his grip tightening just a little when he felt that sharp bite. That would bruise, he was pretty sure, and he gave a guttural moan at the idea of carrying that mark around with him. He'd feel it there, beneath his shirt, and remember this moment every single time. He caught Bones' mouth in a hard, hungry kiss as he shifted back onto his knees, and Jim raked his hands down over Bones' sides and across his chest, needing more. But it was when Bones rocked back onto his knees that Jim caught his breath, the sight of him flushed and hard, staring at him like that...

That heated gaze of Bones' was going to be the death of him. "In the drawer," Jim ground out, nodding toward the nightstand. He ran his hands over Bones, stroking every bit of skin he could reach, and gave a wicked grin when Bones stretched, reaching for the drawer without shifting off of him. Jim nosed along the length of his upper arm, trailing kisses and sharp little bites along the firm muscle.

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Jim's mouth followed him as he moved and Leonard couldn't help but smile, laughing as he reached for the tube of lubrication in Jim's drawer. Dropping it off next to the pillow, he fell down on top of Jim again, finding Jim's mouth and kissing him deeply. Their arms wound around each other as they rutted against each other - warm and tender and playful. It was nothing he expected and everything he wanted from their first time together.

But it wasn't long before he coated his fingers with that lube, slowly slipping one finger inside Jim, then another. His forehead pressed against Jim's as he felt that tight heat, slowly working him open. "Fuck I need you, Jim," he breathed out, his voice rough with want, closing his eyes as he felt Jim's mouth moving along his jaw. Leonard carefully added a third finger, then curled them up slowly, brushing against Jim's prostate, smiling to himself at Jim's shudder. "...amazing."

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He smiled as Bones leaned over him, their foreheads touching, and Jim slid one hand to the back of Bones' neck, rubbing at the short, spiky hair at his nape. Jim loved this, the warm, playful touches and looks and sighs, and when he felt Bones shift, nudging his leg higher Jim's other hand fell to the covers. He shivered when he felt those fingers testing him, and when he felt that slow press inside Jim's breath caught. "Need you, too, Bones," he murmured, his eyes falling shut as that third finger slid inside, and he groaned at the slight burn but then he shuddered and cried out, sparks igniting from that slow movement.

"Fuck, Bones..." Jim gasped, clinging tighter to Bones as his body jerked. The hand that gripped the covers curled into a tight fist, and his nose bumped against Bones' as he sucked in a ragged, urgent breath. He bit his lip, hitching his leg up higher, his nose pressed against Bones' as he tried to push down on those fingers, wanting more. "So good..." he ground out, his lips grazing against Bones' rough cheek.

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Jim's clear arousal was almost more than he could stand. From this angle, he could see Jim's face as each nerve ending was stretched and filled, how much Jim wanted this. Before he could take another breath Leonard's fingers were out of Jim, wiped hastily against his discarded underwear and soon he was hitching Jim's knee up higher, finding his entrance and pushing the thick head of his cock inside Jim.

Fuck... Leonard sat there a moment, reveling in that feeling, the way Jim's muscular body looked, laying out in front of him. Reaching for Jim's hips, Leonard pulled them higher against his body as he inched his way into Jim, pulling back and then thrusting in again slowly, over and over until he was fully sheathed, every bit of him filling Jim. "My God," he panted, hanging his head down, trying to breathe. "...Jim..."

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He groaned at that slow, steady pressure, his hands gripping Bones' arms as he worked inside. Jim could feel his body clenching, gripping Bones' shaft as he thrust deeper inside, and he heard himself, the sounds that escaped him, the ragged, open-mouthed breaths as he looked up at Bones, his legs locked around Bones' hips as they both shook. One hand unclenched from its grip on Bones' bicep and Jim reached up, his hand stroking and cupping Bones' face. "Knew you'd feel amazing," he breathed, his other hand sliding up to glide over Bones' shoulder and up to his neck.

Jim pressed against Bones' cheek, then trailed kisses over his jaw as his body began to relax more. He nudged his legs a little higher, moaning aloud when the movement shifted Bones' cock inside him just right. "Fuck, Bones... need you so much," he growled, nipping his earlobe. "Need to feel you..."

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Jim's arms pulled him down lower until their faces touched. Rolling his hips slowly in and out of Jim, Leonard felt that pressure, hot and tight, as he drive deeper into Jim until they were as close as they could be. Holding himself still, Leonard exhaled loudly with a groan. He wanted to move, but fuck, he wanted to stay like this too, as long as he could.

Finally, feeling Jim's body trembling, he began to piston his hips slow, in and out, finding a spot that make Jim gasp. Bracing himself on the bed, one hand next to Jim's head, Leonard moved faster, increasing his speed slowly but making each thrust count, until soon he felt that tightness inside him, the blood rushing out of his head and then he was just fucking, hard and sharp and greedy, taking everything he wanted from Jim, everything he'd needed since he first fell in love with his best friend.

Over and over he rolled his hips until his orgasm hit, blinding him as he shuddered, almost yelling Jim's name.

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He shuddered beneath Bones, every thrust pulling a low, desperate noise from him, and every time Bones found that spot he could feel the heat coiling tighter in his belly. It felt different, intense, and he rocked against Bones, gasping and grinding against him. Then something shifted, he knew when he felt that tension in Bones' body that he was close, and the hard, sharp fucking pushed Jim farther over the edge, too, his body pulsing around Bones as he gave a strangled shout.

Jim was breathless, his body still quaking as he felt Bones shudder, and he wrapped his arms tighter around Bones, dragging him down even closer as he rode out his orgasm. "Fuck..." Jim gasped, nosing against Bones. It had blindsided him, the wave of pure pleasure that had engulfed him. He hadn't worried about whether his body would cooperate, instead focused entirely on feeling good. Making Bones feel good, too.