Darkness falls
Depression has returned, at least for the moment. I don't know what else to say.
I think I'm giving up on the person I liked. I think I'm going to make myself less available (and less vulnerable) to many of my friends. I don't really know what to think, actually. It's hard to piece it all together in my head, much less make some kind of concluding thoughts about it all.
Having experienced this all before makes it easier to deal with, I suppose. But it's no less painful, emotionally numbing, incomprehensible. Oh well.
Daniel