Hello...

[dceptivenocence]

I know I haven't posted in forever...I guess I just need to let some emotions out right now...I am just so fucking..confused and just so drained...Long story short, Adam and I spent about three and a half weeks together (which was wonderful beyond words)...And then D Momma basically flips out and tells me she wants Adam out and that we're taking

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[milame]

Awww...my LynLyn is sadsad...

I LUUUUUVS YOU!!!

Please don't be sadsad anymore...

Your Slushee

[dceptivenocence]

It's hard not to be...Whenever I'm not with Adam, I just seem to slip back into how I was before I even met him- always depressed, very rarely truely happy, and just generally flat out miserable...I just really need the next two weeks to be over so that I can move out and not have to deal with all of this stress anymore...I hate feeling like this...I wish time wouldn't drag by so slowly....

[ellefemme]

Aw, I'm sorry hun...It's not too long before you get to move in...I hope you feel much better soon, and that D Momma lets up more.
*much hugs*

[dceptivenocence]

*Hugs*...Yeah, only about a week and a half left now, thank goodness...And surprisingly, she said I can go up there and stay with him on his days off this week (Wednesday and Thursday, although she said I can stay both nights)...so when I come back down, it'll be just under a week left, so WOOT...lol...I was getting really depressed last night (think we both were), but Adam saw that I was upset and made me feel better (he's so sweet, love him so much)....Anyway, I gotta go work on my room some more, gotta clean up under my bed...fun *rolls eyes*...lol...I'll talk to you later (and I need to bring you a bit more paperwork one day, but I'll call and let you know one day when I can drop it off, lol..)....Anyway, ttyl...Bye....

[ellefemme]

I'm glad you get to go down to see him...it ish guud. Oh, and if you wanna give me the papers...just come to Reading club next Tuesday, at the GHS library...
Luvs, safe trip, and i hope to see you soon!

[dceptivenocence]

Yeah, just got back down today, and I now have less than a week left, for which I am soooo greatful. I'm actualyl feeling pretty decent today (guess I still have the warm fuzzies from having him holding me last night *sighs contently*). ^_______^. As for giving you the papers at reading club, what I'll probably end up doing is just dropping by for a bit, saying hey to everyone, giving you the papers, and then heading back home cuz I have a feeling I'm gonna be working on packing still (you know how much of a procrastinator I am), lol. But I shall try to do that. We shall see if that actually works out, lol. Anyway, I guess I'll talk to you later or see you Tuesday around 7 at GHS. Luvs.