the night-watcher
the night-watcher, jaemin, complete mindfuck.
overall rating: PG-13
author: thea
POV: this is min-centric from jae's pov.
thudthudthud.
into a maze, into the dark recesses of our minds, into blank nothingness, sucked into blissful oblivion-
you look so peaceful when you sleep, yet the circles under my eyes darken a little more as i thrash around restlessly, finding another cool spot to rest my head on, but the headache is intensifying, magnifying, spreading like a tumour, like a wildfire-
thudthudthud.
(Sleep, sleep, little darling.)
why should you get to sleep, lover? i want your sleep, peaceful, dreamless sleep, yet the failures and inconsistencies of today keep pounding into my brain, reminding me that i still need to work on things, need to be on top, need to keep offering you my shoulder to lean on-
(I swear I'm not trying to wear you out.)
we made love throughout the night and i watch you carefully, knowing that we have to get up in two hours, light will peek through these closed blinds and then you will drag yourself around, eyes bloodshot and exhausted-
thudthudthud.
(I'm not trying to drag you down.)
"tired" you mutter, leaning on my shoulder. "so fucking tired", but then see, when the night comes, you'll want more of these caresses and kisses and i will gladly give them to you.
when you crash, sated and exhausted, i will stare blankly, headache back in full force, threatening to make my skull explode with the force of the thudding and you-
you will sleep fitfully and get up in two hours' time, tired, tired, always so fucking tired.
thudthudthud, draining you out, sucking your soul, biting the skin around my nails, blood-shot eyes, thudthudthud, wrapping your thighs around my waist, kissing you desperately, wearing you out, close your eyes, thudthudthud-
i would never want to hurt you, darling.
just like watching you sleep till daybreak.
thudthudthud.
overall rating: PG-13
author: thea
POV: this is min-centric from jae's pov.
thudthudthud.
into a maze, into the dark recesses of our minds, into blank nothingness, sucked into blissful oblivion-
you look so peaceful when you sleep, yet the circles under my eyes darken a little more as i thrash around restlessly, finding another cool spot to rest my head on, but the headache is intensifying, magnifying, spreading like a tumour, like a wildfire-
thudthudthud.
(Sleep, sleep, little darling.)
why should you get to sleep, lover? i want your sleep, peaceful, dreamless sleep, yet the failures and inconsistencies of today keep pounding into my brain, reminding me that i still need to work on things, need to be on top, need to keep offering you my shoulder to lean on-
(I swear I'm not trying to wear you out.)
we made love throughout the night and i watch you carefully, knowing that we have to get up in two hours, light will peek through these closed blinds and then you will drag yourself around, eyes bloodshot and exhausted-
thudthudthud.
(I'm not trying to drag you down.)
"tired" you mutter, leaning on my shoulder. "so fucking tired", but then see, when the night comes, you'll want more of these caresses and kisses and i will gladly give them to you.
when you crash, sated and exhausted, i will stare blankly, headache back in full force, threatening to make my skull explode with the force of the thudding and you-
you will sleep fitfully and get up in two hours' time, tired, tired, always so fucking tired.
thudthudthud, draining you out, sucking your soul, biting the skin around my nails, blood-shot eyes, thudthudthud, wrapping your thighs around my waist, kissing you desperately, wearing you out, close your eyes, thudthudthud-
i would never want to hurt you, darling.
just like watching you sleep till daybreak.
thudthudthud.