long time no see.
but im pretty much still the same me. maybe a little more grown up. different town, different boyfriend. same stubborn thick headed rage against alcohol and all who consume it.
mostly just right now cause i had to sit through a lecture about drinking and driving today when i dont drink. or drive.
so much has happened. David and i split. Im with Zach now. Im Full honors Firing Party. its almost my two year mark in the guard, and the navy. january 12th will be navy, march 28th will be guard. thats the halfway mark. if i manage to stick it out two more years, ill be home free with college money. that is the goal, as much as i would rather be home experiencing little sister's first jobs and tattoos and serious boyfriends. i was pregnant for a very short three months, i only knew for about a month and a half before the always traumatic miscarriage happened. i play WoW now. Warlock made 54 this weekend and got to put on another piece of Tier Zero. This will be my first christmas away from home and im looking forward to it. no drunken parents and such, ya know. i hope it goes well. we have a tree and stockings and such. Zach wanted to talk about marriage the other night and we both decided we are too young right now, but maybe in a couple of years when our relationship has had time to progress. My funeral count has broken 1000, its probably closer to two now. i have some good friends here, and some not so good friends here. i have a bad habit of neglecting people. especially people at home because its hard to watch everything at home keep moving on without me.
i put a yuna layout up. its premade. its cute and im lazy. ill finish filling in the code tomorrow possibly. but theres 3 fulls and a standard and i doubt that ill have anyone jump on for me.
I remember when i used to rush home after school to get on the computer and sit there all day, playing on Melo and shit. and it would always crash. i always had to copy my entries before posting or risk losing all my typing.
mostly just right now cause i had to sit through a lecture about drinking and driving today when i dont drink. or drive.
so much has happened. David and i split. Im with Zach now. Im Full honors Firing Party. its almost my two year mark in the guard, and the navy. january 12th will be navy, march 28th will be guard. thats the halfway mark. if i manage to stick it out two more years, ill be home free with college money. that is the goal, as much as i would rather be home experiencing little sister's first jobs and tattoos and serious boyfriends. i was pregnant for a very short three months, i only knew for about a month and a half before the always traumatic miscarriage happened. i play WoW now. Warlock made 54 this weekend and got to put on another piece of Tier Zero. This will be my first christmas away from home and im looking forward to it. no drunken parents and such, ya know. i hope it goes well. we have a tree and stockings and such. Zach wanted to talk about marriage the other night and we both decided we are too young right now, but maybe in a couple of years when our relationship has had time to progress. My funeral count has broken 1000, its probably closer to two now. i have some good friends here, and some not so good friends here. i have a bad habit of neglecting people. especially people at home because its hard to watch everything at home keep moving on without me.
i put a yuna layout up. its premade. its cute and im lazy. ill finish filling in the code tomorrow possibly. but theres 3 fulls and a standard and i doubt that ill have anyone jump on for me.
I remember when i used to rush home after school to get on the computer and sit there all day, playing on Melo and shit. and it would always crash. i always had to copy my entries before posting or risk losing all my typing.