After finishing my layouts on http://myspace.com/tifa & http://blog.myspace.com/tifa ...
I had nothing to do at all nor anything to do around in runescape so...
(Make sure you view my profile under IE to have a better view of it better.)
I was looking at all of my shit I have on my PC lately and found some of my old archvies from an MSN converstation I had with Bass(close) & Stan from May 23rd. (I was playing RuneScape at same time.)
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(6:15 AM) Deb: I have invited Bass into this converstation and LOL he is all wants to talk to a female.
And I dont think any females are in there. XD
(6:15 AM) Stan: Hmm hold on
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(6:16 AM) {Katie} I Am Too Busy To Have Friends, A Lover Would Just Complicate My Plans. So I Will Never Look For Love Again. has been added to the conversation.
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(6:16 AM) Stan: Kat
(6:16 AM) Deb: o_o And I have made a sephiroth on RS.
(6:16 AM) Stan:
(6:16 AM) Deb: Hello.
(6:16 AM) Stan: Lol..
(6:16 AM) Stan: Kat's a super hot super rich lesbian .
(6:16 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: Hi
(6:16 AM) Stan: lol.
(6:16 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: I'm not rick O.o
*rich
(6:16 AM) Stan: >_>..You're unck is
(6:17 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: Yes. He is. But I am not him
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(6:20 AM) rubber duckie has been added to the conversation.
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(6:20 AM) So yeah, moving on..! has been added to the conversation.
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(6:21 AM) Deb: There.
There is a girl there, Bass.
Her name is Diana
Ahahah.
XD
(6:21 AM) So yeah, moving: Hi Katie.
(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: ?
(6:21 AM) So yeah, moving: NO
what the fuck.
not Diana.
(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: lmao
(6:21 AM) So yeah, moving: asiopdjfasoj
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(6:21 AM) So yeah, moving on..! has left the conversation.
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(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: bassem hates me now.
(6:21 AM) Deb: Oh diana! I have made a seprhioth
on rs
rawr.
(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: lmao
(6:21 AM) Deb: I look hot.
(6:21 AM) Stan: You are hot debbie
(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: stan!
add me
(6:21 AM) Deb: Yes, in RS.
Muahah.
(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: Mr.Clay@xxxx.xxx
(6:22 AM) rubber duckie: ?
(6:22 AM) Stan: your beauty is so divine.. the heaven's themselves will shatter when you pass.
.
(6:22 AM) Stan: you add me
everlasting_chaos@xxxxxx.xxx
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(6:23 AM) So yeah, moving on..! has been added to the conversation.
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(6:23 AM) rubber duckie: the operation cannot be completed. please try again later. <-- stan
(6:23 AM) Deb: you must be lagging, diana.
uh uh...
log off and come back in again.
(6:23 AM) So yeah, moving: Hi katie.
(6:23 AM) rubber duckie: ok
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(6:23 AM) rubber duckie has left the conversation.
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(6:23 AM) Deb: get yourself off of idle.
(6:23 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: Hi
(6:23 AM) Deb: and show yoursel fonline NAOnfowed
COMEO bosancap
COME BACK!
(6:23 AM) So yeah, moving: Hi Katie.
are you beautiful?
(6:24 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: I guess
(6:24 AM) So yeah, moving: show me.
(6:25 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: No O.o I don't generally give my picture out to people I don't know. Sorry
(6:25 AM) So yeah, moving: stttaaaaaaann
Ok whatever FATTY.
Hey debbie
is she that fat Asian?
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(6:25 AM) So yeah, moving on..! just sent you a Nudge!
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(6:25 AM) Deb: I dont know.
I dont know her.
(6:26 AM) Deb: She is one of Stan's friend.
o_o
(6:26 AM) So yeah, moving: o_O
Oh.
Hi Katie.
(6:26 AM) So yeah, moving: I'm Bass.
(6:26 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: Hi
(6:26 AM) So yeah, moving: What's up Katie?
Show me your pictures Katie.
ere's my picture --------->
(6:27 AM) So yeah, moving: http://profiles.yahoo.com/bassem_zawaedi
Post yours.
(6:27 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: Right. Whatever. I'll talk to you later Stan.
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(6:27 AM) {Katie} I Am Too Busy To Have Friends, A Lover Would Just Complicate My Plans. So I Will Never Look For Love Again. has left the conversation.
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(6:27 AM) So yeah, moving: NIGGER.
dEBBIE.
Why do girls suck?
(6:27 AM) Deb: Hmm.
(6:28 AM) Stan: lol
(6:28 AM) Deb: o_o Well, it depends on what part?
(6:28 AM) Stan: you should be gay bass
(6:28 AM) So yeah, moving: You think?
(6:28 AM) Deb: oh just cause he cant find a girl, doesn't mean he HAS to go gay.
(6:28 AM) So yeah, moving: I'm not gay
(6:28 AM) Stan: aw
(6:28 AM) So yeah, moving: I was though.
(6:28 AM) Stan: dude, don't worry
(6:28 AM) So yeah, moving: when i was 9
(6:28 AM) Stan: o_o;
(6:28 AM) So yeah, moving: but then i became straight at the same year.
Yep.
(6:29 AM) So yeah, moving: it was sexual exploration
(6:30 AM) Stan: >_>..I was like eleven when i had my first gay experience
(6:30 AM) So yeah, moving: Shit.
haha.
(6:30 AM) So yeah, moving: I didn't have a boner when i was with a guy
ahahah
we were kids
(6:31 AM) So yeah, moving: SO YEAH
WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT KATIE?
(6:31 AM) So yeah, moving: SHOW ME HER PICTURES
(6:32 AM) Deb:
(6:32 AM) Stan: Lol..
I deleted them all
She use to cam for me
(6:32 AM) So yeah, moving: is she hot?
(6:32 AM) Stan: sorta
(6:33 AM) Stan: she's hot in a tomboyish sort of way
she;s kinky though
(6:33 AM) So yeah, moving: YEA?
SHE'S A DICK EAD.
(6:33 AM) Stan: ?
(6:33 AM) So yeah, moving:
i was bring nice to her and all
i asked her to show me her pic
(6:33 AM) Stan: Lol.
(6:33 AM) So yeah, moving: and i showed her mine
(6:34 AM) Stan: You don't know how to act smooth dude
(6:34 AM) So yeah, moving: SO SHE WAS LIKE: RIGHT. AND TEN SHE LEFT.
WHAT A BITCH.
YEAH?
WANNA SEE ME ACT SMOOTH?
I CAN ACT SMOOTH.
(6:34 AM) Stan: Sure.
(6:34 AM) So yeah, moving: Ok.
(6:34 AM) Stan: be serious though man
(6:34 AM) So yeah, moving: Alright then.
where.
(6:34 AM) Stan: here.
(6:34 AM) So yeah, moving: Invite that bitch back here.
(6:35 AM) Stan: Just do it hyperthetically.
(6:35 AM) So yeah, moving: hyperthetically.?
(6:36 AM) Stan: ...
act it, as if you were in that situation.
(6:37 AM) Deb: >.>
(6:37 AM) Close: Ok.
...-yawn...-
(6:37 AM) Stan: .......
Have you ever tried to pick up before dude?
o_o;?
(6:38 AM) Close: >_>...
Umm..
Yeah.
when i used to roleplay.
it's easy to pick up when you're roleplaying.
(6:38 AM) Stan: Well, thats all picking up is
you are playing the role
of yourself
(6:38 AM) Close: O_O
there is no MYSELF.
(6:38 AM) Stan: lmfao.
(6:38 AM) Close: haha, I'm moody so i might change if something pisses me off.
I might be all calm and shit like, sephiroth or something, and then something pisses me off, so i become a bastard.
(6:39 AM) Close: i'm a bit Moody.
but when I'm in the flirty cool mood.
I can get them
(6:39 AM) Stan: lol I never flirt >_>..
(6:39 AM) Close: i don't mean flirt as in flirt
like
you know
PLAYBOY
(6:40 AM) Stan: You don't flirt and say stuff like..
(6:41 AM) Stan: You are the most breathe-taking creature my eyes have ever layed on. If i were to die this very instant. I would be a happy man, and i would know that just being around, having you in my life was heaven
.
(6:41 AM) Close: ...
asiodhfo
I'm not good at that shit.
(6:42 AM) Close: Hahahah
cause
you see
I'm Arab
(6:42 AM) Stan: Lol..
(6:42 AM) Close: and it's hard for me to think up of poetry
(6:42 AM) Stan: ........
(6:42 AM) Close: IN ENGLISH.
(6:42 AM) Stan: Its not poetry
its just bullshit
that sounds cool
(6:42 AM) Close: I like VOCAB
(6:42 AM) Stan: just think of it like that
(6:43 AM) Stan: Lol.. just have a conversation with a girl man
Here's my number one secret
to getting girls
(6:43 AM) Stan: that are way out of your leauge
be consistent
Even if you lie
Make sure your lies are consistent
and you deliver on these lies
and you do not contradict these lies
(6:43 AM) Close: Hahahah
yeah yeah yeah
-l
(6:44 AM) Close: when you lie.
it's easy.
(6:44 AM) Stan: Lol I don't know how what else i can say to ya
tell me
your birthday
(6:44 AM) Close: Aprit 12 1984
Aries.
(6:45 AM) Close: April sdfjs
(6:46 AM) Stan: lol
(6:46 AM) Close: why are you asking for that?
(6:46 AM) Deb: Just.
(6:46 AM) Close: AAAAAAAAHHHH'
(6:46 AM) Stan: lol..
want to hear one of those universal truths bass?
(6:46 AM) Close: SURE
(6:46 AM) Deb: Yeah.
I wanna hear.
(6:46 AM) Stan: Denial of what happens, slows down the process of self discovery.
(6:47 AM) Close: ....
(6:47 AM) Stan: Man..
(6:47 AM) Close: I miss MIRA
(6:47 AM) Stan: seriously
(6:47 AM) Close: MIRA is my life
hold on , www.ff7ac.com
(6:47 AM) Stan: I think you are out of touch
(6:47 AM) Close: I am..
=(
(6:48 AM) Stan: and its frustrating the shit out of you huh?
(6:48 AM) Close: Yep.
(6:48 AM) Stan: O_o; did you get over involved with something?>
(6:48 AM) Close: ...
Nope..
I still think about her everyday
it's been a year like that
(6:48 AM) Stan: heh.. still dwelling
yeah o_o overinvolved.
(6:48 AM) Stan: Man the best advice i can give you
is
(6:51 AM) Stan: Gain confidence, real confidence man, at a deep level. Please don't be too hungry for attettion or appreciation, its a mark of insecurity. Relize your limitations, and conciously be aware of your actions..
(6:51 AM) Stan: i think, if you atleast consider this advice.. it may help you.
(6:51 AM) Close: ...
I have nothing to build my confidence with
(6:52 AM) Stan: But why do you need something to build it up?
Wheres the pride?
(6:52 AM) Close: SMASHED
(6:53 AM) Stan: man question
(6:53 AM) Close: asdpjfaspdjf
(6:53 AM) Stan: Ever been violent too woman o_o;?
(6:53 AM) Close: Yep.
I was ciolent.
Violent.
on the phone.
I said scary things.
(6:53 AM) Deb: Lol I remember that.
(6:54 AM) Close: Oh debbie
I called her you know
and I appologized.
(6:54 AM) Deb: Yeah
And then?
(6:54 AM) Close: she was like sorry we can't go back it's too late, I'm with someone now and we've been together for 10 mot
hes
months~
(6:54 AM) Stan: damn.
Man, you are like me
You can;t help but dwell
(6:55 AM) Close: and she was like: I can't trust you anymore, what you did was really scary.
(6:55 AM) Stan:
(6:55 AM) Deb: lol
(6:55 AM) Stan: sounds like me and jules
(6:55 AM) Close: so she's like afraid of me and that's why she doesn't get back with me.
(6:55 AM) Stan: Yeah
i've been there
(6:55 AM) Close: ...
(6:56 AM) Stan: man, here's something i learnt over the years
(6:57 AM) Close: ?
(6:58 AM) Stan: there is such thing as love. But it is so very rare, it's almost non exsistent. Not real love anyway. Love needs assistance. Love needs timing. With timing, everything seems that much more beautiful.. I mean, timing, more or less pre-meditates every oppurtunity you are ever going to help give yourself.
(6:58 AM) Close: ..
MAN
SHUT YUP
UP
YOU'RE REMINDING ME OF HER.
(6:58 AM) Stan: Ahaha
(6:58 AM) Close: AND MAKING ME THINK OF HER BEING WITH HIM.
(6:58 AM) Deb: lol
(6:58 AM) Stan: She was a scorpio
(6:58 AM) Close: ASODHFIOASDHFIOHASDIOFHASDIOHF
(6:58 AM) Stan: >_> I can tell
(6:58 AM) Close: HOW WOULD YOU KNOW?
(6:58 AM) Stan: Bro.
(6:58 AM) Deb: Lmao
(6:58 AM) Close: Yeah Aeris is attracted to scorpio
(6:58 AM) Stan: i know this shit
(6:58 AM) Close: but I don't know when she was born
HEY
(6:58 AM) Stan: i iknow more about you
than you know about you
(6:59 AM) Close: I'm gonna send her an e-mail
Yeah?
(6:59 AM) Stan: Bro no
(6:59 AM) Close: what do you know?
(6:59 AM) Stan: Leave it.
Lol I was kidding
(6:59 AM) Close: what should I do?
do you think she's gonna come back?
Dick head.
(6:59 AM) Stan: No I don't.
(6:59 AM) Close: so she's gone huh...
(7:00 AM) Stan: Well, there's always a possibility
(7:00 AM) Close: why do i always have hope...
it's like..
I'm waiting for her.
to come back.
(7:00 AM) Stan: but, i don';t think the odds are so great you should dwell on it
(7:00 AM) Close: =/
(7:00 AM) Stan: Man, take it as a lesson
(7:00 AM) Stan: the mistakes you made
you won't repeat
I mean, hey
(7:01 AM) Stan: let me ask you something serious bro
(7:01 AM) Close: It was stupid of me calling her and telling her how i feel.
(7:01 AM) Stan: why the hell
(7:01 AM) Close: ?
(7:01 AM) Stan: would you want to be with someone, who after all the shit you been through
(7:01 AM) Close: I appologized and told her that i love her.
(7:01 AM) Stan: AFTER ALL YOUR ATTEMPTS
(7:01 AM) Close: I don't know...
(7:01 AM) Stan: at trying for her
(7:01 AM) Close: i can't hate her...
<3
(7:01 AM) Stan: No, I know that bro
but i mean..
(7:01 AM) Stan: i think acceptance is your missing link bro
(7:01 AM) Close: YEAH...
it is
i know..
(7:02 AM) Stan: you gotta accept, at the time, she was a great woman. but, she forgot all your good efforts
(7:02 AM) Close: yeah she did..
the thing which annoys me..
(7:02 AM) Stan: and simply focused on the negative. It's disapointing i know!
(7:02 AM) Close: when i tell her..
that "I'm really good now and I've changed.."
she goes like" I know you are and you always were"
(7:02 AM) Stan: But bro, it's easier for you to justify. I mean, maybe its all a blessing in disguise
and just at this point of time, you fail too see it
(7:03 AM) Close: THESE THINGS THAT SHE SAYS PISS ME OFF.
you're right.
but all i know is that I've ended up in the internet again.
(7:03 AM) Stan: Man, try and break the cycle.
(7:03 AM) Close: OK
I WILL
BUT
BEFORE THAT.
I NEED A GOOD AVATAR.
WHICH WILL HELP.
(7:03 AM) Stan: lol
(7:03 AM) Close: I BELIEVE.
(7:03 AM) Deb: lol
(7:04 AM) Stan: Way to go Bass lmfao
(7:04 AM) Close: www.yahoo.com
(7:04 AM) Stan: Man, i am telling you. in 5 years from now
(7:05 AM) Stan: you are going to laugh and say to yourself. Damn, I was in love. But what I got right now, is a thousand times better than what i ever believed it would ever be.
and that will be, because you've advanced, you've accepeted, you've cherished but you've moved in.
(7:06 AM) Close: IT'S HER FUCKIN LOSS.
(7:06 AM) Stan: Its obviously your loss too bro
(7:06 AM) Close: NO
IT'S HER FUCKIN LOSS.
SHE'S GONE.
FUCK HER.
HAHA
NOW
WITH THIS SPIRIT
I NEED A FUCKIN MONSTER AVA
(7:06 AM) Stan: Bro no =/
(7:06 AM) Close: WWW.ANIMEWALLPAPERS.COM
(7:06 AM) Stan: Look man
you are trying to rush this
this shit you can't rush
you just gotta accept it, and you won't really have accepeted it
(7:07 AM) Stan: until you gain a deeper understand and connection with yourself
(7:07 AM) Stan: because man, you aren't thinking clearly. you have been acting a bit weird
and i don't want too see you like this in another 3 weeks time
(7:08 AM) Stan: because you never addressed the issue, and simply just tried to distract yourself.
(7:08 AM) Close: ...
(7:08 AM) Stan: thats a losers way man
(7:08 AM) Stan: running from it, trying to cheat it
(7:08 AM) Close: I am a loser now.
(7:08 AM) Stan: No you aren't
(7:08 AM) Close: Cause of some bitch.
But.
this won't go on for long.
I need like 15 days
(7:08 AM) Stan: Man, don't set yourself up for false hope
O_o i;ve tried that bro
(7:09 AM) Close: No
it's gonna work this time.
(7:09 AM) Stan: its really hard to actually get over someone
(7:09 AM) Close: I know it.
hahahahahah
(7:09 AM) Stan: 'when you premediate it
(7:09 AM) Close: I'm so getting fuckin over her.
cause
(7:09 AM) Stan: meditate.
(7:09 AM) Close: shit might happen.
i'm gonna start making music again.
it's something about horoscopes.
(7:10 AM) Close: I read 2 books.
and they both said.
that there is a message from an old lover which is comming at the end of may.
(7:10 AM) Close: so I'm waiting for that day
(7:10 AM) Stan: Oh man
(7:10 AM) Close: 31 of may.
(7:10 AM) Stan: Man
(7:10 AM) Close: IF NOTHING COMES.
THEN I'M NOT GONNA FUCKIN WAIT ANYMORE.
(7:10 AM) Stan: you are setting yourself up
(7:10 AM) Close: HAHAH
I'll just bust out of it.
Yes I am.
I'm setting myself out.
(7:11 AM) Stan: Man, this can;t be resolved like that
(7:11 AM) Close: WELL
IT'S HOW I WANT IT TO HAPPEN
(7:11 AM) Stan: I know i;ve got nothing backing me to support my evidence
But, I just try and warn you
(7:11 AM) Close: SHUT UP
(7:11 AM) Stan: man i hope you succeed
(7:11 AM) Close: THAT DAY IS GONNA SAVE ME.
(7:12 AM) Stan: but if you fail, please.. give me the chance to assist you okay? =/
(7:12 AM) Close: I WON'T FAIL.
you know me.
I'm Aries.
Aries don't fail
NIGGEEERRRR
(7:12 AM) Close:
(7:12 AM) Stan: I don't doubt you bro.
(7:12 AM) Close: I'M JUST CRIPPLED BY LOVE NOW.
Uh, then I have found a converstation chat log that happend in Japanese Anime:3 I have saved when the time some people were looking for me, calling over to my sister's house (who lives in another town) saying that I was using her & her husband's information, home address, and said I had busniess with someone in another town.
(I don't know anyone at all in another town & only use my sister's information for something that is REALLY important which would only be her phone number.)
At that time, I was thinking it might of been me stealing internet, but then again it wouldn't have been because I have been stealing internet for the past year and a half!
Then was thinking about Columbia House (the club you get 12cds for the price of 1 cent.), but I wasn't a stupid 14 yld back then because I would use appartment address and have a fake name like "Jones Mc.Cloud" or "Cecila Cruz".
Anyway, in this converstation, I have told Jego of what happen to me on that day and nigger told everyone in the chat room and saying I might going to jail. Lmao, it was so fucking funny. This happen on May 10th...
People in Chat:
e.junkie = Me
pooky_lao = Syrus
r_o_r_u_n_n_y = Jego
america_is_pretty_damn_awesome = Brad
isoma_cruzi = Jess
fake.armitage = Mike
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[12:01:40 AM] pooky_lao : so debbie...
e.junkie : ?
[12:01:42 AM] pooky_lao : are you going to jail?
[12:01:49 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : =)) debbie's going to jail
e.junkie : I don't know. I don't know why they were looking for me.
[12:01:54 AM] kitty_kirei enters.
[12:01:54 AM] america_is_pretty_damn_awesome : There's not a lot of cost involved in anything that ever goes on in here.
[12:02:04 AM] fake.armitage : Currently Playing: 8. E Nomine Mitternacht
[12:02:06 AM] fake.armitage : Call them and find out.
[12:02:07 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : she'll die because she does not have internet access behind bars.
[12:02:13 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y :
e.junkie : lol
[12:02:16 AM] isoma_cruzi : Jailbird rules!
[12:02:22 AM] desire_vampiregoddess : lol
[12:02:38 AM] pooky_lao : that will be cool
e.junkie : They didn't wanted to tell my sister why though.
[12:02:48 AM] pooky_lao : i think the inmates will refer to debbie as MOM
[12:02:49 AM] fake.armitage : So use a payphone.
[12:02:56 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : hahahhahaha MOM
[12:02:57 AM] nicole_durtygirl : anyone real wanna to chat?
[12:02:57 AM] pooky_lao : cause you know she's fat and looks like an ogre or something
[12:03:12 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : haha debbie don't worry you won't get raped
[12:03:16 AM] pooky_lao : yeah man
[12:03:17 AM] desire_vampiregoddess : blinks
[12:03:19 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : they'll be scared of you
[12:03:20 AM] isoma_cruzi : We'll have to bust her out McGuyver style.
e.junkie : I will be like the guy from Blood In Blood Out movie.
[12:03:21 AM] pooky_lao : debbie will RAPE
[12:03:22 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : =))
[12:03:26 AM] cafe.antic : Currently Playing: 81. Dream Theater - Endless Sacrifice
e.junkie : Me being the boss with the mexicans.
[12:03:33 AM] kitty_kirei leaves.
[12:03:34 AM] sakuralain69 enters.
[12:03:37 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : We're not busting her out mcguyver style.
[12:03:41 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : just no.
[12:03:48 AM] seimei_aoyagi enters.
[12:03:51 AM] pooky_lao : where's your runescape now bitch???
[12:04:00 AM] seimei_aoyagi leaves.
[12:04:00 AM] america_is_pretty_damn_awesome : "Dear MacGuyver, enclosed is a rubber band, a paper clip, and a drinking straw. Please save my dog."
[12:04:03 AM] sakuralain69 leaves.
[12:04:03 AM] pooky_lao : gonna start a fire???
e.junkie : Ahahaha
[12:04:08 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : =)) FAMILY GUY?
[12:04:24 AM] submissive_yaoi_boi enters.
[12:04:29 AM] me_myself_idiots enters.
[12:04:31 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : debbie if you really go to jail, you should just work out there and fight everyone to the death
e.junkie : Lmao.
[12:04:41 AM] isoma_cruzi : Hope they have it on tape.
[12:04:43 AM] kazuma_1993 leaves.
[12:04:53 AM] isoma_cruzi : Jailbroads to the death.
(Make sure you view my profile under IE to have a better view of it better.)
I was looking at all of my shit I have on my PC lately and found some of my old archvies from an MSN converstation I had with Bass(close) & Stan from May 23rd. (I was playing RuneScape at same time.)
[Posts]
(6:15 AM) Deb: I have invited Bass into this converstation and LOL he is all wants to talk to a female.
And I dont think any females are in there. XD
(6:15 AM) Stan: Hmm hold on
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(6:16 AM) {Katie} I Am Too Busy To Have Friends, A Lover Would Just Complicate My Plans. So I Will Never Look For Love Again. has been added to the conversation.
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(6:16 AM) Stan: Kat
(6:16 AM) Deb: o_o And I have made a sephiroth on RS.
(6:16 AM) Stan:
(6:16 AM) Deb: Hello.
(6:16 AM) Stan: Lol..
(6:16 AM) Stan: Kat's a super hot super rich lesbian .
(6:16 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: Hi
(6:16 AM) Stan: lol.
(6:16 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: I'm not rick O.o
*rich
(6:16 AM) Stan: >_>..You're unck is
(6:17 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: Yes. He is. But I am not him
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(6:20 AM) So yeah, moving on..! has been added to the conversation.
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(6:21 AM) Deb: There.
There is a girl there, Bass.
Her name is Diana
Ahahah.
XD
(6:21 AM) So yeah, moving: Hi Katie.
(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: ?
(6:21 AM) So yeah, moving: NO
what the fuck.
not Diana.
(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: lmao
(6:21 AM) So yeah, moving: asiopdjfasoj
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(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: bassem hates me now.
(6:21 AM) Deb: Oh diana! I have made a seprhioth
on rs
rawr.
(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: lmao
(6:21 AM) Deb: I look hot.
(6:21 AM) Stan: You are hot debbie
(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: stan!
add me
(6:21 AM) Deb: Yes, in RS.
Muahah.
(6:21 AM) rubber duckie: Mr.Clay@xxxx.xxx
(6:22 AM) rubber duckie: ?
(6:22 AM) Stan: your beauty is so divine.. the heaven's themselves will shatter when you pass.
.
(6:22 AM) Stan: you add me
everlasting_chaos@xxxxxx.xxx
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(6:23 AM) rubber duckie: the operation cannot be completed. please try again later. <-- stan
(6:23 AM) Deb: you must be lagging, diana.
uh uh...
log off and come back in again.
(6:23 AM) So yeah, moving: Hi katie.
(6:23 AM) rubber duckie: ok
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(6:23 AM) Deb: get yourself off of idle.
(6:23 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: Hi
(6:23 AM) Deb: and show yoursel fonline NAOnfowed
COMEO bosancap
COME BACK!
(6:23 AM) So yeah, moving: Hi Katie.
are you beautiful?
(6:24 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: I guess
(6:24 AM) So yeah, moving: show me.
(6:25 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: No O.o I don't generally give my picture out to people I don't know. Sorry
(6:25 AM) So yeah, moving: stttaaaaaaann
Ok whatever FATTY.
Hey debbie
is she that fat Asian?
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(6:25 AM) So yeah, moving on..! just sent you a Nudge!
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(6:25 AM) Deb: I dont know.
I dont know her.
(6:26 AM) Deb: She is one of Stan's friend.
o_o
(6:26 AM) So yeah, moving: o_O
Oh.
Hi Katie.
(6:26 AM) So yeah, moving: I'm Bass.
(6:26 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: Hi
(6:26 AM) So yeah, moving: What's up Katie?
Show me your pictures Katie.
ere's my picture --------->
(6:27 AM) So yeah, moving: http://profiles.yahoo.com/bassem_zawaedi
Post yours.
(6:27 AM) {Katie} I Am Too: Right. Whatever. I'll talk to you later Stan.
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(6:27 AM) {Katie} I Am Too Busy To Have Friends, A Lover Would Just Complicate My Plans. So I Will Never Look For Love Again. has left the conversation.
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(6:27 AM) So yeah, moving: NIGGER.
dEBBIE.
Why do girls suck?
(6:27 AM) Deb: Hmm.
(6:28 AM) Stan: lol
(6:28 AM) Deb: o_o Well, it depends on what part?
(6:28 AM) Stan: you should be gay bass
(6:28 AM) So yeah, moving: You think?
(6:28 AM) Deb: oh just cause he cant find a girl, doesn't mean he HAS to go gay.
(6:28 AM) So yeah, moving: I'm not gay
(6:28 AM) Stan: aw
(6:28 AM) So yeah, moving: I was though.
(6:28 AM) Stan: dude, don't worry
(6:28 AM) So yeah, moving: when i was 9
(6:28 AM) Stan: o_o;
(6:28 AM) So yeah, moving: but then i became straight at the same year.
Yep.
(6:29 AM) So yeah, moving: it was sexual exploration
(6:30 AM) Stan: >_>..I was like eleven when i had my first gay experience
(6:30 AM) So yeah, moving: Shit.
haha.
(6:30 AM) So yeah, moving: I didn't have a boner when i was with a guy
ahahah
we were kids
(6:31 AM) So yeah, moving: SO YEAH
WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT KATIE?
(6:31 AM) So yeah, moving: SHOW ME HER PICTURES
(6:32 AM) Deb:
(6:32 AM) Stan: Lol..
I deleted them all
She use to cam for me
(6:32 AM) So yeah, moving: is she hot?
(6:32 AM) Stan: sorta
(6:33 AM) Stan: she's hot in a tomboyish sort of way
she;s kinky though
(6:33 AM) So yeah, moving: YEA?
SHE'S A DICK EAD.
(6:33 AM) Stan: ?
(6:33 AM) So yeah, moving:
i was bring nice to her and all
i asked her to show me her pic
(6:33 AM) Stan: Lol.
(6:33 AM) So yeah, moving: and i showed her mine
(6:34 AM) Stan: You don't know how to act smooth dude
(6:34 AM) So yeah, moving: SO SHE WAS LIKE: RIGHT. AND TEN SHE LEFT.
WHAT A BITCH.
YEAH?
WANNA SEE ME ACT SMOOTH?
I CAN ACT SMOOTH.
(6:34 AM) Stan: Sure.
(6:34 AM) So yeah, moving: Ok.
(6:34 AM) Stan: be serious though man
(6:34 AM) So yeah, moving: Alright then.
where.
(6:34 AM) Stan: here.
(6:34 AM) So yeah, moving: Invite that bitch back here.
(6:35 AM) Stan: Just do it hyperthetically.
(6:35 AM) So yeah, moving: hyperthetically.?
(6:36 AM) Stan: ...
act it, as if you were in that situation.
(6:37 AM) Deb: >.>
(6:37 AM) Close: Ok.
...-yawn...-
(6:37 AM) Stan: .......
Have you ever tried to pick up before dude?
o_o;?
(6:38 AM) Close: >_>...
Umm..
Yeah.
when i used to roleplay.
it's easy to pick up when you're roleplaying.
(6:38 AM) Stan: Well, thats all picking up is
you are playing the role
of yourself
(6:38 AM) Close: O_O
there is no MYSELF.
(6:38 AM) Stan: lmfao.
(6:38 AM) Close: haha, I'm moody so i might change if something pisses me off.
I might be all calm and shit like, sephiroth or something, and then something pisses me off, so i become a bastard.
(6:39 AM) Close: i'm a bit Moody.
but when I'm in the flirty cool mood.
I can get them
(6:39 AM) Stan: lol I never flirt >_>..
(6:39 AM) Close: i don't mean flirt as in flirt
like
you know
PLAYBOY
(6:40 AM) Stan: You don't flirt and say stuff like..
(6:41 AM) Stan: You are the most breathe-taking creature my eyes have ever layed on. If i were to die this very instant. I would be a happy man, and i would know that just being around, having you in my life was heaven
.
(6:41 AM) Close: ...
asiodhfo
I'm not good at that shit.
(6:42 AM) Close: Hahahah
cause
you see
I'm Arab
(6:42 AM) Stan: Lol..
(6:42 AM) Close: and it's hard for me to think up of poetry
(6:42 AM) Stan: ........
(6:42 AM) Close: IN ENGLISH.
(6:42 AM) Stan: Its not poetry
its just bullshit
that sounds cool
(6:42 AM) Close: I like VOCAB
(6:42 AM) Stan: just think of it like that
(6:43 AM) Stan: Lol.. just have a conversation with a girl man
Here's my number one secret
to getting girls
(6:43 AM) Stan: that are way out of your leauge
be consistent
Even if you lie
Make sure your lies are consistent
and you deliver on these lies
and you do not contradict these lies
(6:43 AM) Close: Hahahah
yeah yeah yeah
-l
(6:44 AM) Close: when you lie.
it's easy.
(6:44 AM) Stan: Lol I don't know how what else i can say to ya
tell me
your birthday
(6:44 AM) Close: Aprit 12 1984
Aries.
(6:45 AM) Close: April sdfjs
(6:46 AM) Stan: lol
(6:46 AM) Close: why are you asking for that?
(6:46 AM) Deb: Just.
(6:46 AM) Close: AAAAAAAAHHHH'
(6:46 AM) Stan: lol..
want to hear one of those universal truths bass?
(6:46 AM) Close: SURE
(6:46 AM) Deb: Yeah.
I wanna hear.
(6:46 AM) Stan: Denial of what happens, slows down the process of self discovery.
(6:47 AM) Close: ....
(6:47 AM) Stan: Man..
(6:47 AM) Close: I miss MIRA
(6:47 AM) Stan: seriously
(6:47 AM) Close: MIRA is my life
hold on , www.ff7ac.com
(6:47 AM) Stan: I think you are out of touch
(6:47 AM) Close: I am..
=(
(6:48 AM) Stan: and its frustrating the shit out of you huh?
(6:48 AM) Close: Yep.
(6:48 AM) Stan: O_o; did you get over involved with something?>
(6:48 AM) Close: ...
Nope..
I still think about her everyday
it's been a year like that
(6:48 AM) Stan: heh.. still dwelling
yeah o_o overinvolved.
(6:48 AM) Stan: Man the best advice i can give you
is
(6:51 AM) Stan: Gain confidence, real confidence man, at a deep level. Please don't be too hungry for attettion or appreciation, its a mark of insecurity. Relize your limitations, and conciously be aware of your actions..
(6:51 AM) Stan: i think, if you atleast consider this advice.. it may help you.
(6:51 AM) Close: ...
I have nothing to build my confidence with
(6:52 AM) Stan: But why do you need something to build it up?
Wheres the pride?
(6:52 AM) Close: SMASHED
(6:53 AM) Stan: man question
(6:53 AM) Close: asdpjfaspdjf
(6:53 AM) Stan: Ever been violent too woman o_o;?
(6:53 AM) Close: Yep.
I was ciolent.
Violent.
on the phone.
I said scary things.
(6:53 AM) Deb: Lol I remember that.
(6:54 AM) Close: Oh debbie
I called her you know
and I appologized.
(6:54 AM) Deb: Yeah
And then?
(6:54 AM) Close: she was like sorry we can't go back it's too late, I'm with someone now and we've been together for 10 mot
hes
months~
(6:54 AM) Stan: damn.
Man, you are like me
You can;t help but dwell
(6:55 AM) Close: and she was like: I can't trust you anymore, what you did was really scary.
(6:55 AM) Stan:
(6:55 AM) Deb: lol
(6:55 AM) Stan: sounds like me and jules
(6:55 AM) Close: so she's like afraid of me and that's why she doesn't get back with me.
(6:55 AM) Stan: Yeah
i've been there
(6:55 AM) Close: ...
(6:56 AM) Stan: man, here's something i learnt over the years
(6:57 AM) Close: ?
(6:58 AM) Stan: there is such thing as love. But it is so very rare, it's almost non exsistent. Not real love anyway. Love needs assistance. Love needs timing. With timing, everything seems that much more beautiful.. I mean, timing, more or less pre-meditates every oppurtunity you are ever going to help give yourself.
(6:58 AM) Close: ..
MAN
SHUT YUP
UP
YOU'RE REMINDING ME OF HER.
(6:58 AM) Stan: Ahaha
(6:58 AM) Close: AND MAKING ME THINK OF HER BEING WITH HIM.
(6:58 AM) Deb: lol
(6:58 AM) Stan: She was a scorpio
(6:58 AM) Close: ASODHFIOASDHFIOHASDIOFHASDIOHF
(6:58 AM) Stan: >_> I can tell
(6:58 AM) Close: HOW WOULD YOU KNOW?
(6:58 AM) Stan: Bro.
(6:58 AM) Deb: Lmao
(6:58 AM) Close: Yeah Aeris is attracted to scorpio
(6:58 AM) Stan: i know this shit
(6:58 AM) Close: but I don't know when she was born
HEY
(6:58 AM) Stan: i iknow more about you
than you know about you
(6:59 AM) Close: I'm gonna send her an e-mail
Yeah?
(6:59 AM) Stan: Bro no
(6:59 AM) Close: what do you know?
(6:59 AM) Stan: Leave it.
Lol I was kidding
(6:59 AM) Close: what should I do?
do you think she's gonna come back?
Dick head.
(6:59 AM) Stan: No I don't.
(6:59 AM) Close: so she's gone huh...
(7:00 AM) Stan: Well, there's always a possibility
(7:00 AM) Close: why do i always have hope...
it's like..
I'm waiting for her.
to come back.
(7:00 AM) Stan: but, i don';t think the odds are so great you should dwell on it
(7:00 AM) Close: =/
(7:00 AM) Stan: Man, take it as a lesson
(7:00 AM) Stan: the mistakes you made
you won't repeat
I mean, hey
(7:01 AM) Stan: let me ask you something serious bro
(7:01 AM) Close: It was stupid of me calling her and telling her how i feel.
(7:01 AM) Stan: why the hell
(7:01 AM) Close: ?
(7:01 AM) Stan: would you want to be with someone, who after all the shit you been through
(7:01 AM) Close: I appologized and told her that i love her.
(7:01 AM) Stan: AFTER ALL YOUR ATTEMPTS
(7:01 AM) Close: I don't know...
(7:01 AM) Stan: at trying for her
(7:01 AM) Close: i can't hate her...
<3
(7:01 AM) Stan: No, I know that bro
but i mean..
(7:01 AM) Stan: i think acceptance is your missing link bro
(7:01 AM) Close: YEAH...
it is
i know..
(7:02 AM) Stan: you gotta accept, at the time, she was a great woman. but, she forgot all your good efforts
(7:02 AM) Close: yeah she did..
the thing which annoys me..
(7:02 AM) Stan: and simply focused on the negative. It's disapointing i know!
(7:02 AM) Close: when i tell her..
that "I'm really good now and I've changed.."
she goes like" I know you are and you always were"
(7:02 AM) Stan: But bro, it's easier for you to justify. I mean, maybe its all a blessing in disguise
and just at this point of time, you fail too see it
(7:03 AM) Close: THESE THINGS THAT SHE SAYS PISS ME OFF.
you're right.
but all i know is that I've ended up in the internet again.
(7:03 AM) Stan: Man, try and break the cycle.
(7:03 AM) Close: OK
I WILL
BUT
BEFORE THAT.
I NEED A GOOD AVATAR.
WHICH WILL HELP.
(7:03 AM) Stan: lol
(7:03 AM) Close: I BELIEVE.
(7:03 AM) Deb: lol
(7:04 AM) Stan: Way to go Bass lmfao
(7:04 AM) Close: www.yahoo.com
(7:04 AM) Stan: Man, i am telling you. in 5 years from now
(7:05 AM) Stan: you are going to laugh and say to yourself. Damn, I was in love. But what I got right now, is a thousand times better than what i ever believed it would ever be.
and that will be, because you've advanced, you've accepeted, you've cherished but you've moved in.
(7:06 AM) Close: IT'S HER FUCKIN LOSS.
(7:06 AM) Stan: Its obviously your loss too bro
(7:06 AM) Close: NO
IT'S HER FUCKIN LOSS.
SHE'S GONE.
FUCK HER.
HAHA
NOW
WITH THIS SPIRIT
I NEED A FUCKIN MONSTER AVA
(7:06 AM) Stan: Bro no =/
(7:06 AM) Close: WWW.ANIMEWALLPAPERS.COM
(7:06 AM) Stan: Look man
you are trying to rush this
this shit you can't rush
you just gotta accept it, and you won't really have accepeted it
(7:07 AM) Stan: until you gain a deeper understand and connection with yourself
(7:07 AM) Stan: because man, you aren't thinking clearly. you have been acting a bit weird
and i don't want too see you like this in another 3 weeks time
(7:08 AM) Stan: because you never addressed the issue, and simply just tried to distract yourself.
(7:08 AM) Close: ...
(7:08 AM) Stan: thats a losers way man
(7:08 AM) Stan: running from it, trying to cheat it
(7:08 AM) Close: I am a loser now.
(7:08 AM) Stan: No you aren't
(7:08 AM) Close: Cause of some bitch.
But.
this won't go on for long.
I need like 15 days
(7:08 AM) Stan: Man, don't set yourself up for false hope
O_o i;ve tried that bro
(7:09 AM) Close: No
it's gonna work this time.
(7:09 AM) Stan: its really hard to actually get over someone
(7:09 AM) Close: I know it.
hahahahahah
(7:09 AM) Stan: 'when you premediate it
(7:09 AM) Close: I'm so getting fuckin over her.
cause
(7:09 AM) Stan: meditate.
(7:09 AM) Close: shit might happen.
i'm gonna start making music again.
it's something about horoscopes.
(7:10 AM) Close: I read 2 books.
and they both said.
that there is a message from an old lover which is comming at the end of may.
(7:10 AM) Close: so I'm waiting for that day
(7:10 AM) Stan: Oh man
(7:10 AM) Close: 31 of may.
(7:10 AM) Stan: Man
(7:10 AM) Close: IF NOTHING COMES.
THEN I'M NOT GONNA FUCKIN WAIT ANYMORE.
(7:10 AM) Stan: you are setting yourself up
(7:10 AM) Close: HAHAH
I'll just bust out of it.
Yes I am.
I'm setting myself out.
(7:11 AM) Stan: Man, this can;t be resolved like that
(7:11 AM) Close: WELL
IT'S HOW I WANT IT TO HAPPEN
(7:11 AM) Stan: I know i;ve got nothing backing me to support my evidence
But, I just try and warn you
(7:11 AM) Close: SHUT UP
(7:11 AM) Stan: man i hope you succeed
(7:11 AM) Close: THAT DAY IS GONNA SAVE ME.
(7:12 AM) Stan: but if you fail, please.. give me the chance to assist you okay? =/
(7:12 AM) Close: I WON'T FAIL.
you know me.
I'm Aries.
Aries don't fail
NIGGEEERRRR
(7:12 AM) Close:
(7:12 AM) Stan: I don't doubt you bro.
(7:12 AM) Close: I'M JUST CRIPPLED BY LOVE NOW.
Uh, then I have found a converstation chat log that happend in Japanese Anime:3 I have saved when the time some people were looking for me, calling over to my sister's house (who lives in another town) saying that I was using her & her husband's information, home address, and said I had busniess with someone in another town.
(I don't know anyone at all in another town & only use my sister's information for something that is REALLY important which would only be her phone number.)
At that time, I was thinking it might of been me stealing internet, but then again it wouldn't have been because I have been stealing internet for the past year and a half!
Then was thinking about Columbia House (the club you get 12cds for the price of 1 cent.), but I wasn't a stupid 14 yld back then because I would use appartment address and have a fake name like "Jones Mc.Cloud" or "Cecila Cruz".
Anyway, in this converstation, I have told Jego of what happen to me on that day and nigger told everyone in the chat room and saying I might going to jail. Lmao, it was so fucking funny. This happen on May 10th...
People in Chat:
e.junkie = Me
pooky_lao = Syrus
r_o_r_u_n_n_y = Jego
america_is_pretty_damn_awesome = Brad
isoma_cruzi = Jess
fake.armitage = Mike
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[12:01:40 AM] pooky_lao : so debbie...
e.junkie : ?
[12:01:42 AM] pooky_lao : are you going to jail?
[12:01:49 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : =)) debbie's going to jail
e.junkie : I don't know. I don't know why they were looking for me.
[12:01:54 AM] kitty_kirei enters.
[12:01:54 AM] america_is_pretty_damn_awesome : There's not a lot of cost involved in anything that ever goes on in here.
[12:02:04 AM] fake.armitage : Currently Playing: 8. E Nomine Mitternacht
[12:02:06 AM] fake.armitage : Call them and find out.
[12:02:07 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : she'll die because she does not have internet access behind bars.
[12:02:13 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y :
e.junkie : lol
[12:02:16 AM] isoma_cruzi : Jailbird rules!
[12:02:22 AM] desire_vampiregoddess : lol
[12:02:38 AM] pooky_lao : that will be cool
e.junkie : They didn't wanted to tell my sister why though.
[12:02:48 AM] pooky_lao : i think the inmates will refer to debbie as MOM
[12:02:49 AM] fake.armitage : So use a payphone.
[12:02:56 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : hahahhahaha MOM
[12:02:57 AM] nicole_durtygirl : anyone real wanna to chat?
[12:02:57 AM] pooky_lao : cause you know she's fat and looks like an ogre or something
[12:03:12 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : haha debbie don't worry you won't get raped
[12:03:16 AM] pooky_lao : yeah man
[12:03:17 AM] desire_vampiregoddess : blinks
[12:03:19 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : they'll be scared of you
[12:03:20 AM] isoma_cruzi : We'll have to bust her out McGuyver style.
e.junkie : I will be like the guy from Blood In Blood Out movie.
[12:03:21 AM] pooky_lao : debbie will RAPE
[12:03:22 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : =))
[12:03:26 AM] cafe.antic : Currently Playing: 81. Dream Theater - Endless Sacrifice
e.junkie : Me being the boss with the mexicans.
[12:03:33 AM] kitty_kirei leaves.
[12:03:34 AM] sakuralain69 enters.
[12:03:37 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : We're not busting her out mcguyver style.
[12:03:41 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : just no.
[12:03:48 AM] seimei_aoyagi enters.
[12:03:51 AM] pooky_lao : where's your runescape now bitch???
[12:04:00 AM] seimei_aoyagi leaves.
[12:04:00 AM] america_is_pretty_damn_awesome : "Dear MacGuyver, enclosed is a rubber band, a paper clip, and a drinking straw. Please save my dog."
[12:04:03 AM] sakuralain69 leaves.
[12:04:03 AM] pooky_lao : gonna start a fire???
e.junkie : Ahahaha
[12:04:08 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : =)) FAMILY GUY?
[12:04:24 AM] submissive_yaoi_boi enters.
[12:04:29 AM] me_myself_idiots enters.
[12:04:31 AM] r_o_r_u_n_n_y : debbie if you really go to jail, you should just work out there and fight everyone to the death
e.junkie : Lmao.
[12:04:41 AM] isoma_cruzi : Hope they have it on tape.
[12:04:43 AM] kazuma_1993 leaves.
[12:04:53 AM] isoma_cruzi : Jailbroads to the death.