Ten Years
Has it really been that long? An entire decade without you? I don't think I'm ready to accept the reality of it. I don't know how to say goodbye. I don't know if I ever will. I don't want to. Even after ten years I still don't want to say goodbye. I'm sorry. I'm trying, Sasha. I'm still trying but you know how I am. heh
Thank you for still being with me and for reminding me from time to time. I wish... Well, we all know what I wish.
I've been talking to you a lot lately so I'll spare everyone my usual ramblings and merely post your song. <3
For those of you that aren't familiar with what today is, it is the 10th anniversary of when my best friend; the other part of my soul passed away. I wrote a song for her after she died and I post it on her birthday and on this date to keep her memory alive. I usually let my grief leak out of my fingers and onto the keyboard but I just don't have the energy for that today. Or at least right now. It's still early yet.
Hikari
Dry my tears
And wash my sorrow away
My tears for you
My forever friend
Gone from me
Until my last day is over
In the end we are light
In the end we are one
No longer alone
Eternity closes the void
And we shine
I hope you shine
Though you never said goodbye
I know…
In my soul
In my heart
Through all my tears
That you are light
Shining forever
I hold your memory close
I close my eyes
And I can hear your voice
I can see your smile
The pain never dies
Side by side with my memories
I carry it with me
I will never forget
I hope you shine
Though you never said goodbye
I feel…
In my dreams
In my heart
Through all my tears
That you are light
Waiting for me
I know you shine
Though I never said goodbye
I wish…
With my soul
With my heart
That the tears will end
And when I am light
We will be together again
In the end we are light
In the end we are one
RIP Sasha. I love you, forever and always. <3
Side note: I'm sorry for not responding to your comments last month. I hope you understand. I don't know when I'll be posting again because I'm going into the hospital on Monday and I'm not going to be online much until then. Hopefully when I get back things will go back to normal. I miss all you guys~
Thank you for still being with me and for reminding me from time to time. I wish... Well, we all know what I wish.
I've been talking to you a lot lately so I'll spare everyone my usual ramblings and merely post your song. <3
For those of you that aren't familiar with what today is, it is the 10th anniversary of when my best friend; the other part of my soul passed away. I wrote a song for her after she died and I post it on her birthday and on this date to keep her memory alive. I usually let my grief leak out of my fingers and onto the keyboard but I just don't have the energy for that today. Or at least right now. It's still early yet.
Hikari
Dry my tears
And wash my sorrow away
My tears for you
My forever friend
Gone from me
Until my last day is over
In the end we are light
In the end we are one
No longer alone
Eternity closes the void
And we shine
I hope you shine
Though you never said goodbye
I know…
In my soul
In my heart
Through all my tears
That you are light
Shining forever
I hold your memory close
I close my eyes
And I can hear your voice
I can see your smile
The pain never dies
Side by side with my memories
I carry it with me
I will never forget
I hope you shine
Though you never said goodbye
I feel…
In my dreams
In my heart
Through all my tears
That you are light
Waiting for me
I know you shine
Though I never said goodbye
I wish…
With my soul
With my heart
That the tears will end
And when I am light
We will be together again
In the end we are light
In the end we are one
RIP Sasha. I love you, forever and always. <3
Side note: I'm sorry for not responding to your comments last month. I hope you understand. I don't know when I'll be posting again because I'm going into the hospital on Monday and I'm not going to be online much until then. Hopefully when I get back things will go back to normal. I miss all you guys~