Met A Boy
So today was one of the first long days i will have in the upcoming months. i failed a test in math and got another homework assignment for like the tenth day straight no fuckin joke, got yelled at by mr jordan at the middle school (he stopped smoking again), 3rd hour was just weird, i was on this morning for announcements and everyone seemed to love it. that made me day better, fourth hour i got more homework that i am not going to do, 5th hour sucked i ran more sabre stuff and they are picking up great, i just miss drum corps spinning, 6th hour got yelled at by ms. adams, and we sang music that i really hate. 7th hour was whatever. then after school did some fun dance with musical and i was singing father stuff and i thought i sounded good, then max cam in a ruined it. but whatevs. and i was kinda frustrated. but at the same time someone i know and care about tons is losing someone very slowly, and their is nothing i can do about it. and it makes my little sad day feel kinda small. on a better note. i kinda met a boy, but i have known him for a while. he works at panera, but he marched harford winter guard. and he used to date that guy who did that crazy sabre solo for individuals. kt bad me and katelyn vanderson went to panera and we all started talking to Will (that's his name) and he ended up giving us a free IC Mango. and like we flirted and i got my food and went to sit down. told kt bad that i thought he was really cute and then she went up to the counter and told him that i thought that he was cute and that i was too shy to ask for his number. and he gave it to her to give to me. and then we all talked on his break outside panera and he seemed really cool. kinda a lot like me. as in trying to be funny even though on the inside you like freaking out. so yeah i am being a pansy and not calling him tonight, even though i was told to do so. but i don't wanna seem desperate. but i also don't wanna be like as ass and keep him waiting. oh gosh it's been so long since i've been on this dating scene thing. i hate it lol. whatevs i will figure it out. i am going to go. bye.