Just wondering
I was reading some of my posts from last year about the deterioration of my relationship with Jimmy. How quickly did it go from a half-assed attempt to be friends to his declaration of my being a psychotic bitch (which of course, has nothing to do with his being a weak-willed child, but let's not go into that right now).
Then I read a post sunhawk had up tonight about fandoms and the expectations of celebrity, and it got me to thinking...
Is rebounding by crushing on a rockstar normal? Because every moment I plan out my POM obsession is a moment I don't think about Jimmy. Besides, it makes me happy. It also keeps my mind off the fact that the selection of men is just as bad here as it was back in New Jersey. I mean, with one exception, I can't even find a goddamn booty call.
Or maybe, since it's 4am as I'm writing this, I should just go to bed.
Then I read a post sunhawk had up tonight about fandoms and the expectations of celebrity, and it got me to thinking...
Is rebounding by crushing on a rockstar normal? Because every moment I plan out my POM obsession is a moment I don't think about Jimmy. Besides, it makes me happy. It also keeps my mind off the fact that the selection of men is just as bad here as it was back in New Jersey. I mean, with one exception, I can't even find a goddamn booty call.
Or maybe, since it's 4am as I'm writing this, I should just go to bed.