Went to the Doctor and a Tiny TNG Update
I went to the doctor yesterday. An actual regular PCP. I don't remember the last time I went to a regular doctor. I was long overdue to see one for a check up. This appointment was actually what they call a “meet and greet” appointment. I think they just do that because I was a new patient. My mom had a physical scheduled for the same day, so she made the appointment for me to be on the same day. I filled out all those forms and then we went in together. The nurse checked my weight, temperature, blood pressure, and pulse. My mom had me go first with the doctor. Her doctor is nice and the visit went mostly well except for maybe a couple things. My mom encouraged me to tell the doctor I'm autistic, so I did and he said he had a niece and nephew “with autism” and talked about how it's a “mystery” and seemed a bit surprised I went to college and got a degree, and my mom used the words “high functioning” for me. Ugh. I need to remind her not to use that description. Then the doctor also talked about a relative doing something for Autism Speaks. I didn't say anything about these things, but they were kind of irksome to me. There's still too much ignorance out there it would seem. :/
The other thing that made me feel a bit uncomfortable was when asked about my profession. I said I didn't work, but mentioned the one job I had, which was clerical work. Then he asked how I support myself then, which of course I told the truth. Sigh. I really didn't like answering those questions, but the rest of the appointment was fine. My mom mentioned my urination problem when I was on the cruise ship, and just in general, and the doctor ordered a blood test for me. It's going to check for diabetes of course. I'm pretty sure I don't have that. My parents are unfortunately in the prediabetes range though. The doctor also listened to my heart and lungs, pushed on my stomach, checked my feet, ect. So, it kind of was like a physical after all, just without the blood test. I also had a list of supplements I take written down, but he didn't ask about supplements, so I didn't mention it. I have an irrational fear of being questioned about what I'm taking. I also didn't mention my chronic neck/shoulder pain problems. I suppose I should have, but I really think it has to do with my poor ergonomic situation. Some days are better than others, but I've been trying to push through. I know, I really should have mentioned it. I also wish I could express myself as easily as my mom can.
So, overall the appointment went OK despite some ignorance and feeling a little uncomfortable with questions. My anxiety wasn't over the top. My blood pressure was slightly elevated, but not too bad. Not sure when I'm going to get around to do lab work yet though. PCOS still seems under control, but I guess we'll see after I get the blood test.
In other news, I just finished season four of TNG the other day. I don't know if there's much of note I can say about it. Wesley left to go to Starfleet Academy. I don't really miss him. I know I rag on him. He's not that bad really lol. I don't know if he ever comes back later. Let's see, what else, oh... I think my favorite episode might have been “Remember Me.” I call it the “Oh Shit” episode lol. It will probably be one of my favorites of all time honestly. I don't know why. It's just Dr. Crusher wondering if she's losing her mind while being trapped in a shrinking reality bubble. There was also Worf's girlfriend. I really liked her and wished they hadn't killed her off, but then you later see the actress reappear as Q's wife on Voyager lol (We're on Season Three of our rewatch of that btw). And we first get to see Worf's son, Alexander. We also see the Cardassians for the first time in this season (I think), and more Romulan bastards in the end. There were plenty of good episodes in that season as well as some weird ones. Onward to season five. However, soon I'm going to take a break from TNG to start watching cheesy Christmas movies on Netflix starting next week until Christmas Day. It's my tradition.
The other thing that made me feel a bit uncomfortable was when asked about my profession. I said I didn't work, but mentioned the one job I had, which was clerical work. Then he asked how I support myself then, which of course I told the truth. Sigh. I really didn't like answering those questions, but the rest of the appointment was fine. My mom mentioned my urination problem when I was on the cruise ship, and just in general, and the doctor ordered a blood test for me. It's going to check for diabetes of course. I'm pretty sure I don't have that. My parents are unfortunately in the prediabetes range though. The doctor also listened to my heart and lungs, pushed on my stomach, checked my feet, ect. So, it kind of was like a physical after all, just without the blood test. I also had a list of supplements I take written down, but he didn't ask about supplements, so I didn't mention it. I have an irrational fear of being questioned about what I'm taking. I also didn't mention my chronic neck/shoulder pain problems. I suppose I should have, but I really think it has to do with my poor ergonomic situation. Some days are better than others, but I've been trying to push through. I know, I really should have mentioned it. I also wish I could express myself as easily as my mom can.
So, overall the appointment went OK despite some ignorance and feeling a little uncomfortable with questions. My anxiety wasn't over the top. My blood pressure was slightly elevated, but not too bad. Not sure when I'm going to get around to do lab work yet though. PCOS still seems under control, but I guess we'll see after I get the blood test.
In other news, I just finished season four of TNG the other day. I don't know if there's much of note I can say about it. Wesley left to go to Starfleet Academy. I don't really miss him. I know I rag on him. He's not that bad really lol. I don't know if he ever comes back later. Let's see, what else, oh... I think my favorite episode might have been “Remember Me.” I call it the “Oh Shit” episode lol. It will probably be one of my favorites of all time honestly. I don't know why. It's just Dr. Crusher wondering if she's losing her mind while being trapped in a shrinking reality bubble. There was also Worf's girlfriend. I really liked her and wished they hadn't killed her off, but then you later see the actress reappear as Q's wife on Voyager lol (We're on Season Three of our rewatch of that btw). And we first get to see Worf's son, Alexander. We also see the Cardassians for the first time in this season (I think), and more Romulan bastards in the end. There were plenty of good episodes in that season as well as some weird ones. Onward to season five. However, soon I'm going to take a break from TNG to start watching cheesy Christmas movies on Netflix starting next week until Christmas Day. It's my tradition.