Why
I have to say for the last few weeks things have been kind of crazy. I realized that I spend most of my time trying to get people to like me that I dont realize that they like the person that I am trying to show them. I never really show people who I really am. I sit and hope that they will like me for a minute. In high school I was this person who worked hard and never gave up on anything. I would try so hard to hold on to something that was not even real. I dont know why I do it. Then the people that I real care about they end up getting fed up with me and its like I cant seem to figure out what it is that I do. Then I pick the wrong person to hang out with and it further gets me in to trouble. I dont like to hurt people's feelings and yet no matter what I do it hurts them anyway. People just dont get it. I dont do things to hurt them I do things to help others.
Now that Im thinking about it, and why do people feel like that have to prove things to people for them to like them. No matter what people do they end up just like the next person. They tell people things that they wont do and how much they care for them then they end up hurting the person anyway. I think that its finally time for me to stop caring what people think and do shit the way I want to. Im going to go back to working to much and not thinking about shit that does need to be though of. I like who I used to be better then who I am now. I have to admit though befor I didnt want to be home that is why I worked so hard. When I get back on my feet I wont be seen or heard from.. I think I like it better that way. Im going to hunt down all my friends and just relax that is the best way to spend the weekend....
Out till next time
<3 me
Now that Im thinking about it, and why do people feel like that have to prove things to people for them to like them. No matter what people do they end up just like the next person. They tell people things that they wont do and how much they care for them then they end up hurting the person anyway. I think that its finally time for me to stop caring what people think and do shit the way I want to. Im going to go back to working to much and not thinking about shit that does need to be though of. I like who I used to be better then who I am now. I have to admit though befor I didnt want to be home that is why I worked so hard. When I get back on my feet I wont be seen or heard from.. I think I like it better that way. Im going to hunt down all my friends and just relax that is the best way to spend the weekend....
Out till next time
<3 me