Machine vs. Human.

[dayxmetxnight]

I feel like a machine.
I feel like this working machine that goes by the daily schedule.

sleep.
morning/breakfast/vitamin.
workout.
lunch.
work.
sleep.

^ that has been for months. I've done nothing else.
I feel I've been distancing myself from all my friends because that schedule eats my life.
I feel as if I've turned into a robot.
This is not what I want. At all.
The only time I feel human and off schedule, is when I see Alex.

Well that's that.
I apologize, to all my friends, for barely making an effort and letting work take over.
No. More. That's not how I am.

Back to Lacey.