i hate vh1
well im not sure i know where to start, like usual..
but i will reiterate the fact i hate myself for running thru what america took 3 decades to go thru, in less than 3 years. i know you didnt want to hear this considering you have someone elses fears to qualm...yes, even if i acted like i know you couldnt tell. and im really sorry i even bothered to try talking with you on a serious level. im sorry i asked you to help me.
"maybe before i have to go the party"... sounds all too familiar
this is why i asked you not to contact me...because i was good enough to ask drug related questions to, because i was good enough to ask health related questions to, because i was good enough to ask directions from, because i was good enough to dress you for the next man to see you...because i was your opinion for what the man of the night would find enticing, even when i said i needed to leave you found a way to keep me there.
"oh, ill only be a few more minutes"
but those few minutes were a few more minutes shaved from my life expectancy.
from now on i just hope youll forgive me and understand when i dont answer your calls.. but, sadly that doesnt mean i dont want to hear from you =\
..and so goes the tale of my so called life..
but i will reiterate the fact i hate myself for running thru what america took 3 decades to go thru, in less than 3 years. i know you didnt want to hear this considering you have someone elses fears to qualm...yes, even if i acted like i know you couldnt tell. and im really sorry i even bothered to try talking with you on a serious level. im sorry i asked you to help me.
"maybe before i have to go the party"... sounds all too familiar
this is why i asked you not to contact me...because i was good enough to ask drug related questions to, because i was good enough to ask health related questions to, because i was good enough to ask directions from, because i was good enough to dress you for the next man to see you...because i was your opinion for what the man of the night would find enticing, even when i said i needed to leave you found a way to keep me there.
"oh, ill only be a few more minutes"
but those few minutes were a few more minutes shaved from my life expectancy.
from now on i just hope youll forgive me and understand when i dont answer your calls.. but, sadly that doesnt mean i dont want to hear from you =\
..and so goes the tale of my so called life..