I'm just a small town girl, livin' in a lonely world...
So, I went to Morris this weekend. It was weird to return knowing that life goes on there once we're all gone. As great as it was to see people and to see the campus, I really felt like an outsider. But, I got to hang out with Tim and Chris, and Brett and Brenna, and a few other folks, so that was nice. My drink wasn't $11.00. I found it hard not to be bitter about those that do get to enjoy being on-campus. The concert was good. Jose's was delicious. And that's about it.
Right now, I'm just kind of waiting for enough paychecks under my belt to start feeling like I have an established income. And one of my newest expenditures is....
... A gym membership!!! What?!?! Yeah, I joined a gym. Snap Fitness, nothing fancy. I just need to keep my motivation for going there up. I'm very sorely out of shape (as established by my heaving from fifteen minutes of elipticals).
I feel like I'm finally motivated enough to truly start doing this. One moment spurring from my conditioned response to the compliment of "You look nice" with "It's the only thing that fits." Well, I want to change that. I'm annoyed by my constant berading of myself. I'd like to start feeling healthy. So... I'll start being healthy. First step, more water and working out. I'm not neccessarily going to DIET. I can't quite concentrate on that aspect. I don't want to get exasperated with a new routine that denies me delicious treats. So we'll see.
Nothing else really to report. I love my friends, I love my job, and I love Dan. What else need there be?
Right now, I'm just kind of waiting for enough paychecks under my belt to start feeling like I have an established income. And one of my newest expenditures is....
... A gym membership!!! What?!?! Yeah, I joined a gym. Snap Fitness, nothing fancy. I just need to keep my motivation for going there up. I'm very sorely out of shape (as established by my heaving from fifteen minutes of elipticals).
I feel like I'm finally motivated enough to truly start doing this. One moment spurring from my conditioned response to the compliment of "You look nice" with "It's the only thing that fits." Well, I want to change that. I'm annoyed by my constant berading of myself. I'd like to start feeling healthy. So... I'll start being healthy. First step, more water and working out. I'm not neccessarily going to DIET. I can't quite concentrate on that aspect. I don't want to get exasperated with a new routine that denies me delicious treats. So we'll see.
Nothing else really to report. I love my friends, I love my job, and I love Dan. What else need there be?