Rush to the Bottom
Title: Rush to the bottom.
Author:
dayenniez
Pairing: Nishikido Ryo X Ueda Tatsuya.
Rating: G
Genre: Angst, Romance
Chapter: One Shot.
Summary: They are good friends, and Tatsuya doesn’t realize his true feelings for Ryo, Until Ryo decided to tell him something.
Disclaimer: Tatsuya is mine, in my imaginary.. *don’t hate me for this*
A/N: Hey! I’m telling you I’m not a writer, but I manage to write this last month and keep hold it alone. But now I wanted to share this with all of you outside guys, and really love if u can leave me a sincere comment after read this. If I get good feedbacks, then I’ll think again whether to continue writing fanfics or not. But, here I admit that I’m not good in English. But I hope you’ll like this.
Beta by:
kougazgurl Thanks dear, this is special dedicated to you.
I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand..
To: Tatsuya
Date: 22.03.2009
Time: 2.50 a.m.
From: Nishikido Ryo
Message: Hime, Just wanna let you know something tomorrow. I’ll meet you during break, really need your idea on this.
Tatsuya just smiled. Nishikido was always being like that if he gets something bothering him. He never cared whether Tatsuya already fell asleep or not. Sometimes, Tatsuya just ignored him like he did this time. No need to reply. They are both best friends now, so Nishikido could just forgive him if he says he already fell asleep.
He leans on his comfy bed, trying to go to dreamland. Suddenly Nishikido’s message keeps running on his head. ‘What is the thing that midget wants to tell me?’ And then he continues to smile. Ryo could be really cute sometimes, when he keeps on asking Tatsuya such a stupid question..
*****
Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted.
“Ueda, go for lunch together with us!” Koki said, just offering accompany with him and Nakamaru. Tatsuya gave him a beauty smile and refused the offer.
“I already have a plan with Ryo-chan, I’ll be killed if I go with you guys!” he said. Koki just rolled his eyes.
“You know Tat-chan, sometimes I wonder whether you both are really best friend or the other way round. Cause you both act like something awkward, or better say, something special happened between you two.” Tatsuya’s mouth opened, jaws dropped.
“What does that mean Koki? Stop pretending like you are a psychic. We are best friends right now, don’t you like to see us like this? Or do you just want us to be like years before? Keep on quarrelling until everyone here at Jimusho get bored?” Koki just gave Tatsuya a wide smirk. Tatsuya is blinking.
‘What the hell did Koki just say? I don’t think Ryo has another feeling for me. And that goes the same way with me right?’ His mind keeps on interpreting all those issues, giving him a light headache.
“OK then, we’ll go first. And you just wait for your prince to come, Hime!” A small pillow smacked on Koki’s head the same time he finished his sentence, giving Tatsuya a big laugh.
“What is so funny, Hime?” Tatsuya heard a familiar voice. Looking at the door, he saw Ryo waiting for him. Slowly Tatsuya get his sliding bag, joining Ryo.
“Nothing’s funny, just a silly fight with Koki ne..” Tatsuya smile, sincerely to Ryo.
“Oh.. So let’s go get lunch, my treat ok!”
“Really? So I wanna eat a lot today, never get a better chance like these” Then comes their giggles together. The light headache on Tatsuya mind, faded away. They walked towards Ryo’s car, with a happy feeling overwhelming them.
*****
Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean?
“So, what’s the thing you were going to tell me? Sounds like something big knocking your head ne..” Tatsuya said, breaking their silence. They just finished their lunch together but still didn’t make any move from the dining table.
“Yah! I think it’s really big, enough for me to realize. I think I have a crush on someone!” Tatsuya spurt out the water he just drank. Unluckily it’s over Ryo’s face.
“OMG! Ryo, I’m sorry dear, I just got shocked hearing that.” he speaks with a long cough. Tatsuya grabbed tissues to dry up the water on Ryo’s face. He showed Ryo a worried face, his skin get red, blushing.
“No, it’s ok Hime, nothing much.. I’m okay, let me do it myself” Ryo took another tissue, but Tatsuya seems lost in his own world and continued it until Ryo’s holding his hand and staring deep into Tatsuya’s eyes.
“Hime, I said I’m ok.. you..”
“Owh, I’m sorry..” Cutting Ryo’s words. Tatsuya’s catching something in Ryo’s eyes. What is that? What is that, Ryo?
*****
Now I know I've got a heart, because it's breaking..
What’s wrong with me? Why I’m acting like these? Tatsuya’s landing on his bed. His eyes staring on the fan hanging on the wall. His head spinning follows the fan. And without his notice his eyes get watery.
Why am I supposed to feel like this? Why I’m getting hurt inside, what is this? God.. Tell me, why? Ryo, why I must have this feeling right now?
Suddenly he grabs his mobile phone.
To: Nishikido Ryo
Date: 23.03.2009
Time: 9.50 p.m.
From: Tatsuya
Message: Ryo, I think I’m hurt.
Not long after that he got the reply.
Why?
Cause you said you have crush on someone.
Oh, that’s why you kept in silence after hearing that? Ryo keeps on messaging Tatsuya.
I think. Who’s that person?
I’m not telling you.
Why? But you want to tell me before.. Tell me now.
Tell me why u getting hurt after hearing that first, I told you later..
I don’t know, maybe I’m sick. Maybe I’m not normal, weird like you always say to me. I’m worried our friendship will end after I told you this, but its okay for me as long as I’m letting you know the pain I feel inside. I’m jealous, I just want to run away from all of these feelings, but I can’t Ryo, I just can’t. I think… I love you..
Tatsuya’s body was shaking after sending that message. The tears running crazily over his cheeks. He feels better to let Ryo know about his feeling. He just realized it after they return from lunch that afternoon. Ryo’s words keeps running through his head. And at the same time his heart feels scattered. Something he never felt before.
Tatsuya’s phone is ringing. He answer it slowly, it’s from Ryo.
“Moshi-moshi,”
“What are doing right now? You sound like.. Oh God.. Are you crying Hime?” Ryo’s asking in worried tone.
“Argh.. Nothing, I’m just sleepy.”
“But that’s not sleepy sound Tatsuya! You should not do that.” Ryo said higher, his voice unpredicted.
“After all I heard from you today, hurting myself like I don’t have any other tomorrow, what do you expect me to do? I’m crying out loud Nishikido!” Tatsuya shouted loudly. Enough for Ryo to hand over the phone out off his ear side.
Ryo chuckles over there. Make Tatsuya silence immediately.
“Are you laughing Nishikido?”
“Owh, I’m sorry, I.. I’m just.. Happy.” Ryo’s mentioning his feeling on the spot. Makes Tatsuya disappointed.
“I’m hanging up!”
Clik!
Ryo’s staring frustrated at his own phone. While on the other side of the conversation, Tatsuya’s continuing crying, hurt.
*****
I hate you...and then I love you...it's like I want to throw you off a cliff....then rush to the bottom to catch you..
Ding! Dong!
Who the hell coming to my house at this time??
Ding! Dong! Ding! Dong!
“I’m coming! I’m coming!” I’m gonna give a smack to that person, Jin? Oh.. I think so.
But Tatsuya eyes widened when he saw the person who is standing in front of him not Jin like he thought.
“Ryo?” No sound could be heard from the said person, Ryo stepping inside the apartment and waiting for Tatsuya to close the door. Tatsuya’s facing Ryo after that. Without a word, Ryo’s started to caress Tatsuya’s cheek. His heart feels wound when he saw Tatsuya’s eyes, he can feel the pain Tatsuya hid inside. Seeming like he was enjoying the touch, Tatsuya leans onto Ryo‘s hand. Both of them flying in their imagination until Ryo pull Tatsuya into his warm embrace. He whispers in Tatsuya’s ear softly..
“Seems like it’s not only a crush, I love you too Tatsuya” Tatsuya smiled, satisfied. He doesn’t have to say anything. All he noticed he was the person that Ryo had crush on. He buried his face into Ryo’s shoulder. And they move on to the next phase of their life, together..
THE END.
So, what do you think?
Author:
dayenniez
Pairing: Nishikido Ryo X Ueda Tatsuya.
Rating: G
Genre: Angst, Romance
Chapter: One Shot.
Summary: They are good friends, and Tatsuya doesn’t realize his true feelings for Ryo, Until Ryo decided to tell him something.
Disclaimer: Tatsuya is mine, in my imaginary.. *don’t hate me for this*
A/N: Hey! I’m telling you I’m not a writer, but I manage to write this last month and keep hold it alone. But now I wanted to share this with all of you outside guys, and really love if u can leave me a sincere comment after read this. If I get good feedbacks, then I’ll think again whether to continue writing fanfics or not. But, here I admit that I’m not good in English. But I hope you’ll like this.
Beta by:
kougazgurl Thanks dear, this is special dedicated to you.
I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I felt and still you would not understand..
To: Tatsuya
Date: 22.03.2009
Time: 2.50 a.m.
From: Nishikido Ryo
Message: Hime, Just wanna let you know something tomorrow. I’ll meet you during break, really need your idea on this.
Tatsuya just smiled. Nishikido was always being like that if he gets something bothering him. He never cared whether Tatsuya already fell asleep or not. Sometimes, Tatsuya just ignored him like he did this time. No need to reply. They are both best friends now, so Nishikido could just forgive him if he says he already fell asleep.
He leans on his comfy bed, trying to go to dreamland. Suddenly Nishikido’s message keeps running on his head. ‘What is the thing that midget wants to tell me?’ And then he continues to smile. Ryo could be really cute sometimes, when he keeps on asking Tatsuya such a stupid question..
*****
Sometimes the person you really need is the one you didn't think you wanted.
“Ueda, go for lunch together with us!” Koki said, just offering accompany with him and Nakamaru. Tatsuya gave him a beauty smile and refused the offer.
“I already have a plan with Ryo-chan, I’ll be killed if I go with you guys!” he said. Koki just rolled his eyes.
“You know Tat-chan, sometimes I wonder whether you both are really best friend or the other way round. Cause you both act like something awkward, or better say, something special happened between you two.” Tatsuya’s mouth opened, jaws dropped.
“What does that mean Koki? Stop pretending like you are a psychic. We are best friends right now, don’t you like to see us like this? Or do you just want us to be like years before? Keep on quarrelling until everyone here at Jimusho get bored?” Koki just gave Tatsuya a wide smirk. Tatsuya is blinking.
‘What the hell did Koki just say? I don’t think Ryo has another feeling for me. And that goes the same way with me right?’ His mind keeps on interpreting all those issues, giving him a light headache.
“OK then, we’ll go first. And you just wait for your prince to come, Hime!” A small pillow smacked on Koki’s head the same time he finished his sentence, giving Tatsuya a big laugh.
“What is so funny, Hime?” Tatsuya heard a familiar voice. Looking at the door, he saw Ryo waiting for him. Slowly Tatsuya get his sliding bag, joining Ryo.
“Nothing’s funny, just a silly fight with Koki ne..” Tatsuya smile, sincerely to Ryo.
“Oh.. So let’s go get lunch, my treat ok!”
“Really? So I wanna eat a lot today, never get a better chance like these” Then comes their giggles together. The light headache on Tatsuya mind, faded away. They walked towards Ryo’s car, with a happy feeling overwhelming them.
*****
Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean?
“So, what’s the thing you were going to tell me? Sounds like something big knocking your head ne..” Tatsuya said, breaking their silence. They just finished their lunch together but still didn’t make any move from the dining table.
“Yah! I think it’s really big, enough for me to realize. I think I have a crush on someone!” Tatsuya spurt out the water he just drank. Unluckily it’s over Ryo’s face.
“OMG! Ryo, I’m sorry dear, I just got shocked hearing that.” he speaks with a long cough. Tatsuya grabbed tissues to dry up the water on Ryo’s face. He showed Ryo a worried face, his skin get red, blushing.
“No, it’s ok Hime, nothing much.. I’m okay, let me do it myself” Ryo took another tissue, but Tatsuya seems lost in his own world and continued it until Ryo’s holding his hand and staring deep into Tatsuya’s eyes.
“Hime, I said I’m ok.. you..”
“Owh, I’m sorry..” Cutting Ryo’s words. Tatsuya’s catching something in Ryo’s eyes. What is that? What is that, Ryo?
*****
Now I know I've got a heart, because it's breaking..
What’s wrong with me? Why I’m acting like these? Tatsuya’s landing on his bed. His eyes staring on the fan hanging on the wall. His head spinning follows the fan. And without his notice his eyes get watery.
Why am I supposed to feel like this? Why I’m getting hurt inside, what is this? God.. Tell me, why? Ryo, why I must have this feeling right now?
Suddenly he grabs his mobile phone.
To: Nishikido Ryo
Date: 23.03.2009
Time: 9.50 p.m.
From: Tatsuya
Message: Ryo, I think I’m hurt.
Not long after that he got the reply.
Why?
Cause you said you have crush on someone.
Oh, that’s why you kept in silence after hearing that? Ryo keeps on messaging Tatsuya.
I think. Who’s that person?
I’m not telling you.
Why? But you want to tell me before.. Tell me now.
Tell me why u getting hurt after hearing that first, I told you later..
I don’t know, maybe I’m sick. Maybe I’m not normal, weird like you always say to me. I’m worried our friendship will end after I told you this, but its okay for me as long as I’m letting you know the pain I feel inside. I’m jealous, I just want to run away from all of these feelings, but I can’t Ryo, I just can’t. I think… I love you..
Tatsuya’s body was shaking after sending that message. The tears running crazily over his cheeks. He feels better to let Ryo know about his feeling. He just realized it after they return from lunch that afternoon. Ryo’s words keeps running through his head. And at the same time his heart feels scattered. Something he never felt before.
Tatsuya’s phone is ringing. He answer it slowly, it’s from Ryo.
“Moshi-moshi,”
“What are doing right now? You sound like.. Oh God.. Are you crying Hime?” Ryo’s asking in worried tone.
“Argh.. Nothing, I’m just sleepy.”
“But that’s not sleepy sound Tatsuya! You should not do that.” Ryo said higher, his voice unpredicted.
“After all I heard from you today, hurting myself like I don’t have any other tomorrow, what do you expect me to do? I’m crying out loud Nishikido!” Tatsuya shouted loudly. Enough for Ryo to hand over the phone out off his ear side.
Ryo chuckles over there. Make Tatsuya silence immediately.
“Are you laughing Nishikido?”
“Owh, I’m sorry, I.. I’m just.. Happy.” Ryo’s mentioning his feeling on the spot. Makes Tatsuya disappointed.
“I’m hanging up!”
Clik!
Ryo’s staring frustrated at his own phone. While on the other side of the conversation, Tatsuya’s continuing crying, hurt.
*****
I hate you...and then I love you...it's like I want to throw you off a cliff....then rush to the bottom to catch you..
Ding! Dong!
Who the hell coming to my house at this time??
Ding! Dong! Ding! Dong!
“I’m coming! I’m coming!” I’m gonna give a smack to that person, Jin? Oh.. I think so.
But Tatsuya eyes widened when he saw the person who is standing in front of him not Jin like he thought.
“Ryo?” No sound could be heard from the said person, Ryo stepping inside the apartment and waiting for Tatsuya to close the door. Tatsuya’s facing Ryo after that. Without a word, Ryo’s started to caress Tatsuya’s cheek. His heart feels wound when he saw Tatsuya’s eyes, he can feel the pain Tatsuya hid inside. Seeming like he was enjoying the touch, Tatsuya leans onto Ryo‘s hand. Both of them flying in their imagination until Ryo pull Tatsuya into his warm embrace. He whispers in Tatsuya’s ear softly..
“Seems like it’s not only a crush, I love you too Tatsuya” Tatsuya smiled, satisfied. He doesn’t have to say anything. All he noticed he was the person that Ryo had crush on. He buried his face into Ryo’s shoulder. And they move on to the next phase of their life, together..
THE END.
So, what do you think?