One Shot ~ Sacrifices for A Good Cause
Author: dayenniez
Title: Sacrifices for A Good Cause
Pairing: Ryoda, Nishikido Ryo x Ueda Tatsuya
Rating: G
Genre: Angst, Romance.
Chapter: One Shot
Summary: And their sacrificed lead them to the true happiness. (Bad summary)
Disclaimer: Sadly, both of them are belongs to Johnny’s...
A/N: My 2nd fiction, leave me a comment please...
Beta by:
kougazgurl Thanks dear!
"I, Watanabe Reiko promise to be with my husband at all circumstances of happiness or sorrow, till the end of time”
“This couple is united before the eyes of God and no man shall divide them"
It was totally over now. He could feel how his heart was breaking into the small pieces there, yet still not showing the messy blood. He froze there when heard the last sentence spoken by the priest. All he could wish was that he could breathe again, and continue to live alone in this empty world left for him. The romance, happiness and cheer were overwhelming the hall but it seemed like he was not affected by those feelings. He managed to smile, giving his fake “sincere” smile when Jin and Yamapi pull his hands and brought him towards the newly wed couple. He hoped anyone who would see the smile will never notice that it was false. His heart had died, since he was invited to attend this big ceremony.
The bride was beautiful, but still could not fight with someone else in his heart. Someone who had appeared as the groom for that day..
He sighed heavily, trying to hide his truly unconscious feeling right now, but he failed. Jin poked softly on his shoulder, trying to bring him back to the real world he had to face there.
“You are spacing out Ryo-chan..” He smiled to him. Knowing the reason Ryo was not Ryo somehow.
“Uh, I’m sorry!” he said to Jin and then landed his eyes on the most beautiful groom he has ever seen. The fake smile seems to appear again on his face while his hand grabs the other’s hand.
“Congratulations Tatsuya! Your bride is very beautiful ne..” but you’re more beautiful than her..
“Thanks Ryo, glad you’re coming here today, I’ll keep this as the most valuable gift you had present to me.” Then he pulled him into his warm embrace. Somehow, they both knew what the truth they were hiding there was. Ryo took the hug as the last embrace they could ever share.
This is my sacrifice, Ryo.
*****
“You should accept that Tatsuya, maybe that’s the best way. They are your parents, you can’t just ignore them like that. They brought you up, and maybe it’s your turn to repay.” Ryo said the point calmly, trying to avoid his feelings at the same time.
“You don’t love me Ryo! Maybe you do not love me anymore!” Tatsuya shouted.
“Of course I love you!” Ryo yelled back.
“No! You’re lying! I don’t believe you!” Tatsuya rose up from the bed, better for him to get out from the room. He felt really depressed. He assumes that Ryo would easily give up, but Ryo caught his wrist immediately. Forced Tatsuya to face himself. He cupped Tatsuya’s face softly.
“I love you darling, don’t you ever doubt the feeling I had inside.” he said, pointing to his chest. “I love you since…always, and you already know that..” He stopped there. Then he wiped away the tears on Tatsuya’s red cheeks. Tatsuya’s brown orbs eyes shining through his wounded heart. He used to understand the latter’s feelings, and its goes the same way for the other.
“I really want you to become my beautiful bride, but things would never go well if we run from the truth Tatsuya. I don’t want to see you being dumped by your parents and family. It’s not going to happen anyway.. Maybe this is our destiny. Even if we can’t be together till the end, I’ll promise you that you are the only person I will ever want to be with. Our love is complicated Tatsuya, not everyone around us can accept this. And all we have to do is sacrifice..”
*****
It was already a month after the big business weddings arranged by both parents. Tatsuya accepted the fate. He managed to like his wife now. She seems nice, whether they only knew each other for 3 months including before their well wedding ceremony. He prayed that he would fall in love with her, but until now.. He can’t feel that way. His heart still belongs to that someone. Someone who had disappeared after his marriage. And until now no one could ever know where he could be found. Where ever you are now, I wish you’re safe and strong like me..
*****
All Ryo wished for, was that he could be strong like someone parted thousands miles from him. Never knew that he would be the one who was suffering more that he could ever think. He was dying. Died through the life he has to face right now. The life without him by his side.. And it would be forever?? I miss you Tatsuya..
*****
Finally he found his seat on the plane. It was between the windows and an empty seat there. He wanted to get out from Japan; he had to release all the tensions he feels inside. It was a week after his wife died in a tragic accident, even he never fall in love with her, he still missed her so much cause they had been together for almost one and half years. And they already have a child who was left to his sister right now. Somehow in his heart, he wish he could have his lover back, he wish the person will hear all the incident occurred to him.. How he wished he can cry over the latter shoulders, how he can hugs him in his fully embrace and how he can hear the soft husky voice trying to calm him. All I could ever wish Ryo..
“Excuse me, yeah! Finally I get here.. Glad to be your partner in this plane.” A very familiar voice reaching his ears. And without warning his heart keeps on beating faster than ever. Could it be…? He turned up his face to looking over the said person, and he froze after that. He couldn’t believe what his eyes were seeing.
“Hi hime! Can I be your partner on this vacation too?” The widest pure sincere smile flashing on his face, the wish he just made.. Just like a spell.
“Sure!” The answer that both of them wanted to hear utter from his soft lips.
*****
“Thinking of someone else when I’m here ermm..?” Ryo broke the silence that was lingering over both of them for a moment. They were sitting on the beach outside their chalet, facing the most pleasant scenery together. Tatsuya leans his head on Ryo shoulder, demanding the warmth of Ryo’s body. How he missed the scent of Ryo so much, and how he wanted to be in this situation forever. Ryo could feel the same way too. He plays with Tatsuya’s soft hair slowly, this was his favorite before, and still is. He misses the pretty boy so much, and he could feel Tatsuya’s missing him too.
“I’m thinking of Reiko and my boy.” He answered then, without looking on him.
“Do you miss her?”
“Yes!”
“Do you love her?” Tatsuya froze there, slowly he looking on Ryo’s clean face.
“I only love you.” He whispered to Ryo’s ear, with his hard breath.
“Really? Never fall for her?” Ryo was searching for the answer, deep inside his heart he was jealous of the dead person.
“She was amazing, nice and lovely.. but it still not enough to replace my feeling for you, you are the first person that I’m falling for, and yet the last person too. No one can interfere between that. Not even her…” The pure tears run down his pale white cheeks, and are wiped away by Ryo.
“I already know that dear, but I just wanna confirm it..” Then, without any permission he closed the distance between their lips, tastes the juicy plums lips that he missed every single second before, creating the passionate kiss that was deserved by Tatsuya too..
They broke the kisses when both were panting for air to breathe. Tatsuya saw the wide smile on Ryo’s face. He leans his head on Ryo’s shoulder again, wanted to relax.
“Can I ask you something Ryo?”
“What is that Tatsuya?” Ryo looks confused.
“How can you know..”
“That you are going for holidays?” Ryo finished the sentence. Then he smiled.
“It’s Jin. He told me everything about you. Since we parted. I had to ensure that you are happy no matter what it takes. I made Jin promise not to tell you anything about me, when I’m gone. I heard you trying to contact me, it was really hard for me to ignore that, but for our sake, I let it go. Until I heard about the accident, I thought maybe this is the right time for me to be with you again..” He looked at Tatsuya face, breathes and then continued with the long speech, as the answer for everything.
“Jin and Yamapi always mention that they wanna break the secret, tell you where I was but they held it until I asked them to arranged our reunion.” He finished it.
“So, this is your plan?”
“Yeah! I told Jin to give the ticket and do not tell you it was from me.” He smiled again, but this time along with Tatsuya.
“I’m glad I still have your love..”
“I fall in love once, and it would be forever dear..” He caressed Tatsuya’s hands tenderly, and brought them to his lips. He kissed his fingers lovingly, showing all his love there.
“Thanks Ryo! Let’s take these as the rewards for our forfeit..” Then he raised up and pulled Ryo towards their chalet, wanted to enjoy their blooming loves ever..
*****
THE END
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Title: Sacrifices for A Good Cause
Pairing: Ryoda, Nishikido Ryo x Ueda Tatsuya
Rating: G
Genre: Angst, Romance.
Chapter: One Shot
Summary: And their sacrificed lead them to the true happiness. (Bad summary)
Disclaimer: Sadly, both of them are belongs to Johnny’s...
A/N: My 2nd fiction, leave me a comment please...
Beta by:
kougazgurl Thanks dear!
"I, Watanabe Reiko promise to be with my husband at all circumstances of happiness or sorrow, till the end of time”
“This couple is united before the eyes of God and no man shall divide them"
It was totally over now. He could feel how his heart was breaking into the small pieces there, yet still not showing the messy blood. He froze there when heard the last sentence spoken by the priest. All he could wish was that he could breathe again, and continue to live alone in this empty world left for him. The romance, happiness and cheer were overwhelming the hall but it seemed like he was not affected by those feelings. He managed to smile, giving his fake “sincere” smile when Jin and Yamapi pull his hands and brought him towards the newly wed couple. He hoped anyone who would see the smile will never notice that it was false. His heart had died, since he was invited to attend this big ceremony.
The bride was beautiful, but still could not fight with someone else in his heart. Someone who had appeared as the groom for that day..
He sighed heavily, trying to hide his truly unconscious feeling right now, but he failed. Jin poked softly on his shoulder, trying to bring him back to the real world he had to face there.
“You are spacing out Ryo-chan..” He smiled to him. Knowing the reason Ryo was not Ryo somehow.
“Uh, I’m sorry!” he said to Jin and then landed his eyes on the most beautiful groom he has ever seen. The fake smile seems to appear again on his face while his hand grabs the other’s hand.
“Congratulations Tatsuya! Your bride is very beautiful ne..” but you’re more beautiful than her..
“Thanks Ryo, glad you’re coming here today, I’ll keep this as the most valuable gift you had present to me.” Then he pulled him into his warm embrace. Somehow, they both knew what the truth they were hiding there was. Ryo took the hug as the last embrace they could ever share.
This is my sacrifice, Ryo.
*****
“You should accept that Tatsuya, maybe that’s the best way. They are your parents, you can’t just ignore them like that. They brought you up, and maybe it’s your turn to repay.” Ryo said the point calmly, trying to avoid his feelings at the same time.
“You don’t love me Ryo! Maybe you do not love me anymore!” Tatsuya shouted.
“Of course I love you!” Ryo yelled back.
“No! You’re lying! I don’t believe you!” Tatsuya rose up from the bed, better for him to get out from the room. He felt really depressed. He assumes that Ryo would easily give up, but Ryo caught his wrist immediately. Forced Tatsuya to face himself. He cupped Tatsuya’s face softly.
“I love you darling, don’t you ever doubt the feeling I had inside.” he said, pointing to his chest. “I love you since…always, and you already know that..” He stopped there. Then he wiped away the tears on Tatsuya’s red cheeks. Tatsuya’s brown orbs eyes shining through his wounded heart. He used to understand the latter’s feelings, and its goes the same way for the other.
“I really want you to become my beautiful bride, but things would never go well if we run from the truth Tatsuya. I don’t want to see you being dumped by your parents and family. It’s not going to happen anyway.. Maybe this is our destiny. Even if we can’t be together till the end, I’ll promise you that you are the only person I will ever want to be with. Our love is complicated Tatsuya, not everyone around us can accept this. And all we have to do is sacrifice..”
*****
It was already a month after the big business weddings arranged by both parents. Tatsuya accepted the fate. He managed to like his wife now. She seems nice, whether they only knew each other for 3 months including before their well wedding ceremony. He prayed that he would fall in love with her, but until now.. He can’t feel that way. His heart still belongs to that someone. Someone who had disappeared after his marriage. And until now no one could ever know where he could be found. Where ever you are now, I wish you’re safe and strong like me..
*****
All Ryo wished for, was that he could be strong like someone parted thousands miles from him. Never knew that he would be the one who was suffering more that he could ever think. He was dying. Died through the life he has to face right now. The life without him by his side.. And it would be forever?? I miss you Tatsuya..
*****
Finally he found his seat on the plane. It was between the windows and an empty seat there. He wanted to get out from Japan; he had to release all the tensions he feels inside. It was a week after his wife died in a tragic accident, even he never fall in love with her, he still missed her so much cause they had been together for almost one and half years. And they already have a child who was left to his sister right now. Somehow in his heart, he wish he could have his lover back, he wish the person will hear all the incident occurred to him.. How he wished he can cry over the latter shoulders, how he can hugs him in his fully embrace and how he can hear the soft husky voice trying to calm him. All I could ever wish Ryo..
“Excuse me, yeah! Finally I get here.. Glad to be your partner in this plane.” A very familiar voice reaching his ears. And without warning his heart keeps on beating faster than ever. Could it be…? He turned up his face to looking over the said person, and he froze after that. He couldn’t believe what his eyes were seeing.
“Hi hime! Can I be your partner on this vacation too?” The widest pure sincere smile flashing on his face, the wish he just made.. Just like a spell.
“Sure!” The answer that both of them wanted to hear utter from his soft lips.
*****
“Thinking of someone else when I’m here ermm..?” Ryo broke the silence that was lingering over both of them for a moment. They were sitting on the beach outside their chalet, facing the most pleasant scenery together. Tatsuya leans his head on Ryo shoulder, demanding the warmth of Ryo’s body. How he missed the scent of Ryo so much, and how he wanted to be in this situation forever. Ryo could feel the same way too. He plays with Tatsuya’s soft hair slowly, this was his favorite before, and still is. He misses the pretty boy so much, and he could feel Tatsuya’s missing him too.
“I’m thinking of Reiko and my boy.” He answered then, without looking on him.
“Do you miss her?”
“Yes!”
“Do you love her?” Tatsuya froze there, slowly he looking on Ryo’s clean face.
“I only love you.” He whispered to Ryo’s ear, with his hard breath.
“Really? Never fall for her?” Ryo was searching for the answer, deep inside his heart he was jealous of the dead person.
“She was amazing, nice and lovely.. but it still not enough to replace my feeling for you, you are the first person that I’m falling for, and yet the last person too. No one can interfere between that. Not even her…” The pure tears run down his pale white cheeks, and are wiped away by Ryo.
“I already know that dear, but I just wanna confirm it..” Then, without any permission he closed the distance between their lips, tastes the juicy plums lips that he missed every single second before, creating the passionate kiss that was deserved by Tatsuya too..
They broke the kisses when both were panting for air to breathe. Tatsuya saw the wide smile on Ryo’s face. He leans his head on Ryo’s shoulder again, wanted to relax.
“Can I ask you something Ryo?”
“What is that Tatsuya?” Ryo looks confused.
“How can you know..”
“That you are going for holidays?” Ryo finished the sentence. Then he smiled.
“It’s Jin. He told me everything about you. Since we parted. I had to ensure that you are happy no matter what it takes. I made Jin promise not to tell you anything about me, when I’m gone. I heard you trying to contact me, it was really hard for me to ignore that, but for our sake, I let it go. Until I heard about the accident, I thought maybe this is the right time for me to be with you again..” He looked at Tatsuya face, breathes and then continued with the long speech, as the answer for everything.
“Jin and Yamapi always mention that they wanna break the secret, tell you where I was but they held it until I asked them to arranged our reunion.” He finished it.
“So, this is your plan?”
“Yeah! I told Jin to give the ticket and do not tell you it was from me.” He smiled again, but this time along with Tatsuya.
“I’m glad I still have your love..”
“I fall in love once, and it would be forever dear..” He caressed Tatsuya’s hands tenderly, and brought them to his lips. He kissed his fingers lovingly, showing all his love there.
“Thanks Ryo! Let’s take these as the rewards for our forfeit..” Then he raised up and pulled Ryo towards their chalet, wanted to enjoy their blooming loves ever..
*****
THE END
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