Nov 19, 2001 11:16
jbrownsuperstar: Sorry, I didn't get the message, what?
Zerobugg124: just said hey
jbrownsuperstar: oh
jbrownsuperstar: hey
Zerobugg124: saw u the other day
jbrownsuperstar: where?
Zerobugg124: perkins
jbrownsuperstar: oh
jbrownsuperstar: did you see my walk?
Zerobugg124: ur walk
Zerobugg124: ?
jbrownsuperstar: yeah, my supermodel walk
jbrownsuperstar: nevermind
Zerobugg124: i just saw ur car almost back up into me
Zerobugg124: that would have been funny ay
jbrownsuperstar: oops, sorry
jbrownsuperstar: we had our first show, and we were celebrating
Zerobugg124: well i was just like woo that car was close to hitting me then i saw ur sticker the saves the day one
Zerobugg124: what show ur in a band now?
jbrownsuperstar: no, a jazz singing group. it was so much fun
jbrownsuperstar: I had a solo
Zerobugg124: great news
jbrownsuperstar: what?
Zerobugg124: i mean that u had a solo
Zerobugg124: im sure u were good
jbrownsuperstar: oh, yeah. I get a CD of it at the end of the sememster
Zerobugg124: can i hear the solo part sometime maybe
jbrownsuperstar: yeah. That'd be cool
jbrownsuperstar: so, what's going on?
Zerobugg124: not a whole lot really
jbrownsuperstar: I thought you'd be super busy
Zerobugg124: today?
Zerobugg124: y is that
jbrownsuperstar: just in general
Zerobugg124: this has been my first time on the internet in a long time
jbrownsuperstar: really?
Zerobugg124: but i just got a new computer so thats cool
jbrownsuperstar: that's cool
Zerobugg124: got a new car too
jbrownsuperstar: what kind?
Zerobugg124: 97 blazer
jbrownsuperstar: cool
Zerobugg124: its for the winter it is real nice
Zerobugg124: i have a new dog too
jbrownsuperstar: that's good
Zerobugg124: wow this is weird
jbrownsuperstar: another dog?
jbrownsuperstar: what's weird?
Zerobugg124: i just started talking to u and i have no idea how to tell u i am sorry
jbrownsuperstar: sorry for?
Zerobugg124: just everything not understanding and just me being an asshole
jbrownsuperstar: you did what you needed to do to protect yourself. Even though you would never have to protect your self against me. I kinda understand. It still hurt like crazy, but what's done is done and in the past, good things come and go so fast
Zerobugg124: yeah i supose ur right but its not sitting easy with me at all
jbrownsuperstar: what exactly isn't sitting well with you?
Zerobugg124: the whole situation with me and u like that whole time i mean i feel like i have grown so much since then and looking back just makes me uneasu
Zerobugg124: uneasy
jbrownsuperstar: I'm not sure I know what situation your specifically talking about
Zerobugg124: our whole relationship and how i acted the whole time
Zerobugg124: i have a question
jbrownsuperstar: yeah
Zerobugg124: how are the ferrets doing
jbrownsuperstar: they're awesome. Just took them to the vet the other day. They are the only thing, besides my friends, that are getting me through this week
Zerobugg124: whats goin on this week
Zerobugg124: how is ur family doing
jbrownsuperstar: Bobby's grandma died, and I have decisions to make, and, other people are starting to talk to me again, and blah blah blah
Zerobugg124: is ur grandma still gettin to ya
jbrownsuperstar: Grams getting to me, yeah
jbrownsuperstar: it's honestly like having a 5 year old kid in the house
Zerobugg124: hows the rest of the family
Zerobugg124: what decisions
Zerobugg124: what do u mean people are talking to u again
jbrownsuperstar: Friends that left a long time ago are popping back up
Zerobugg124: well nevermind im being kinda nosey
Zerobugg124: nick?
jbrownsuperstar: no, it's nice that you care
jbrownsuperstar: no, not nick
Zerobugg124: oh
jbrownsuperstar: Andrea threw Rubear
jbrownsuperstar: like, across the room
Zerobugg124: what the fuck
Zerobugg124: i bet u were pissed ay
jbrownsuperstar: As it stands now, I'm not in the wedding, and my father and I aren't going
Zerobugg124: but its ur brother
jbrownsuperstar: I'm done with him
Zerobugg124: thats really insane
Zerobugg124: there is no call for something like that
jbrownsuperstar: like what? her throwing Ruby?
Zerobugg124: yes
jbrownsuperstar: I know
Zerobugg124: thats crazy i cant beleive she would do that
jbrownsuperstar: She is not welcome in this house
Zerobugg124: really?
jbrownsuperstar: yeah, she won't call, and if she came over, I can't imagine what would happen
Zerobugg124: when did this all happen
jbrownsuperstar: a few weeks ago
Zerobugg124: do u think i might be able to c the ferrets some time
jbrownsuperstar: I left for a few nights, then greg did, and no one talked, and my mom cried forever
jbrownsuperstar: do you want to see the ferrets, or me?
jbrownsuperstar: honestly
Zerobugg124: well i really miss the ferrets and it would be nice to talk
jbrownsuperstar: yeah, that would be cool
Zerobugg124: where did u go for a few nights
jbrownsuperstar: Buona's
Zerobugg124: who is that
Zerobugg124: beckys man
Zerobugg124: i saw her at best buy a while back
jbrownsuperstar: I suppose ex fiance?
jbrownsuperstar: Yeah, she's still there
Zerobugg124: im excited cuz im going to florida in like 2 weeks
Zerobugg124: for a week
jbrownsuperstar: oh, for what?
Zerobugg124: well my friends mom has a time share condo and u can stay there for a week for free all u have to do is get a way down there
jbrownsuperstar: that's cool
Zerobugg124: so that will be my week to just hang out in the hot tub for a week stright
jbrownsuperstar: hey, how's your family? After Grandma Sanders died, I was thinking about your family
jbrownsuperstar: how are they?
Zerobugg124: well everyone is really good
Zerobugg124: my sisters b day party is today thats why im home
jbrownsuperstar: Hey, Rubears birthday was yesterday
Zerobugg124: really
jbrownsuperstar: yeah
Zerobugg124: i had no idea
Zerobugg124: i feel bad
jbrownsuperstar: cause you forgot?
Zerobugg124: yeah
Zerobugg124: but i am so terrible with dats
Zerobugg124: dates
jbrownsuperstar: yeah, oh well
Zerobugg124: i saw the vet from twinbrook the other day
jbrownsuperstar: Dr. Kester?
Zerobugg124: i had to take a cat the the emergency vet clinic
Zerobugg124: yeah
jbrownsuperstar: He's a good guy
Zerobugg124: my new dog bite him
Zerobugg124: not the doctor
Zerobugg124: the cat
jbrownsuperstar: is he ok?
Zerobugg124: the cat is doing great
jbrownsuperstar: good
Zerobugg124: but he killed one like a week before that
Zerobugg124: he really hates cats for some reason
jbrownsuperstar: that's awful
Zerobugg124: ur tellin me i cant even think about it
jbrownsuperstar: Don't tell me stuff like that
Zerobugg124: im the one that had to clean it up
Zerobugg124: sorry
Zerobugg124: he is a good dog though
Zerobugg124: just a little flaw
jbrownsuperstar: i'm sure he is
Zerobugg124: with cats
jbrownsuperstar: My dog kills bunnies
Zerobugg124: well thats instinct though
jbrownsuperstar: yeah
Zerobugg124: i think the cat running from him excited him and it got outa hand
jbrownsuperstar: Can we talk about something else?
Zerobugg124: yeah
jbrownsuperstar: You know that song, P.S. you rock my world?
Zerobugg124: i was just rying to say something in his defence
Zerobugg124: yes
jbrownsuperstar: I have to go to a funeral tomarrow
Zerobugg124: yeah
jbrownsuperstar: yeah
Zerobugg124: those are hard
Zerobugg124: i was at one not to long ago
jbrownsuperstar: yeah. For who?
Zerobugg124: u know the blue bonnet butter lady?
jbrownsuperstar: no, I can't say as I do
Zerobugg124: ohh well its a brand of butter with a lady on it
jbrownsuperstar: ok
Zerobugg124: i was at her funeral
jbrownsuperstar: ok
Zerobugg124: it was also jens grandmother
jbrownsuperstar: oh, yeah
Zerobugg124: yeah it was actually like 2 months ago
jbrownsuperstar: yeah
jbrownsuperstar: so, what else is going on?
Zerobugg124: just hanging out i have my dogs over here
jbrownsuperstar: that's cool
Zerobugg124: um waiting for my sister to get home to get this party started
jbrownsuperstar: it hasn't started yet?
Zerobugg124: nope
jbrownsuperstar: oh. she's 15, now?
Zerobugg124: yes
jbrownsuperstar: wow
Zerobugg124: im almost 20 :-)
Zerobugg124: its gettin kinda scary
jbrownsuperstar: yeah, I know
jbrownsuperstar: why's that?
Zerobugg124: i dont want to grow this quick
jbrownsuperstar: for someone who doesn't want to grow up your sure trying to do a lot of it at once
Zerobugg124: so guess what i guess this should excite u since its what u have pushed for
jbrownsuperstar: what?
Zerobugg124: what do u mean
Zerobugg124: how am i growing up fast?
jbrownsuperstar: nevermind
jbrownsuperstar: what should excite me?
Zerobugg124: no tell me
jbrownsuperstar: I guess I have no room to speak, since I hardly know you
Zerobugg124: ouch that hurt
Zerobugg124: well anyway
jbrownsuperstar: I didn't mean it to be mean
jbrownsuperstar: I just meant we haven't talked in a while, and I don't know what's going on
jbrownsuperstar: with you
jbrownsuperstar: so, what should excite me?
Zerobugg124: well anyway i am going to erie business center
jbrownsuperstar: really? That is really awesome
jbrownsuperstar: for what?
Zerobugg124: i mean i dident think thats what i wanted to do but i guess its pushing twords something
Zerobugg124: cis the original plan that i should have stuck to
jbrownsuperstar: I'm really proud of you
Zerobugg124: but i had a lot of doubts then so i dident want to rush into spending lots of omney on school
jbrownsuperstar: in a few years, it will pay for itself
Zerobugg124: yeah i know but the hard part of just barly getting by is kinda tough
jbrownsuperstar: what do you mean?
Zerobugg124: money is so tight
jbrownsuperstar: yeah. I told you that
Zerobugg124: shit is getting hard
jbrownsuperstar: that's kinda what I meant about trying to grow up so fast
Zerobugg124: im not complaining or anything i mean i know ill get by
jbrownsuperstar: But the hard way is even worse, when there's an easy way
Zerobugg124: and whats the easy way?
jbrownsuperstar: I guess it doesn't matter
Zerobugg124: y
jbrownsuperstar: you've always done things your way
Zerobugg124: well its hard to explain i mean being more on my own kinda motavates me a little more cuz i live how tough everything is
Zerobugg124: and it motavates me to change my life
Zerobugg124: i think its just something i need to get my self going
jbrownsuperstar: if it works for you, that's all that matters
Zerobugg124: yeah
Zerobugg124: i hope it does
jbrownsuperstar: how come you never listened to me when I would try to encourage you?
jbrownsuperstar: wait, don't answer that
Zerobugg124: y i dont really know the answer
jbrownsuperstar: o
jbrownsuperstar: ok
Zerobugg124: what did u think i was going to say
jbrownsuperstar: I don't know
Zerobugg124: ive been trying to find a way to talk to u about something
jbrownsuperstar: what's that?
Zerobugg124: im kind of in the process getting a new band going way different than anything ive done before and i was just seeing if ud be interested
jbrownsuperstar: keep talking..
Zerobugg124: well i dont know if u would be interested in playing the bass right away or anything but its kind of a weird thing i want ur voice more than anything
Zerobugg124: but if u could get things down with the bass it would be greeeeeeeeeeeet
Zerobugg124: great
jbrownsuperstar: what kind of music?
Zerobugg124: well um did u ever hear of the stroks
jbrownsuperstar: no
Zerobugg124: teenagefanclub ?
jbrownsuperstar: I think I've listened to them with you
Zerobugg124: yeah well it is gonna be music i like and very friendly to everyone so everyone will like it i want to play better clubs that pay more like rack and roll and stuff
jbrownsuperstar: who else is in it?
Zerobugg124: well its not a formed bad right now its just an idea im having
jbrownsuperstar: well, I don't want to sit around waiting. Not just another pipe thing. who did you have in mind>?
Zerobugg124: look i have heard the music i want to play i have seen u play the bass i know u could do this i know u would have a good time
jbrownsuperstar: I know I would too
jbrownsuperstar: That's why I don't want to drag my feet
Zerobugg124: well im gonna talk to pat about it cuz i want him on guitar i know he already knows like lots of the songs or could learn them quick
Zerobugg124: but i want a more talented singer
Zerobugg124: i think his voice would clash with urs
jbrownsuperstar: You know I'm like a show tune singer
Zerobugg124: well u heard winterlong by the pixies right?
jbrownsuperstar: I think so
Zerobugg124: if u can sing like that it would fit so nicely
jbrownsuperstar: I have this little hunch that I would like to share with you
Zerobugg124: um there arnt to many covers i have heard with a female part but i want to work u into a lot of originals
jbrownsuperstar: harmanies are my weak point
Zerobugg124: well it will make them stronger
jbrownsuperstar: ok
jbrownsuperstar: have you been thinking about me a lot lately?
Zerobugg124: well i have been thinking about a lot of things
jbrownsuperstar: vague answer
Zerobugg124: there is a lot of shit im thinking about thats all
jbrownsuperstar: I'm in the shit catagory?
Zerobugg124: lol no
jbrownsuperstar: so, what's going on?
Zerobugg124: not a whole lot i can talk to u more about the band and let u hear stuff before u make a decision
jbrownsuperstar: I said I do the band
Zerobugg124: but i want u to know what u are getting into
jbrownsuperstar: Make me a tape. I want to do it, but I'm a busy person. I have two jobs, full time school, OAS, etc.
Zerobugg124: oas?
jbrownsuperstar: Ophilia Advisory Council
Zerobugg124: everyone is busy so we are gonna have to do a lot of shit on our own then bring it together
jbrownsuperstar: yeah. I can do that
Zerobugg124: and make time for me to teach u stuff
jbrownsuperstar: how many guitarists do you need?
Zerobugg124: i dont know yet
jbrownsuperstar: oh
jbrownsuperstar: well, I gotta get going
Zerobugg124: well it was nice tlakin
Zerobugg124: u must call me sometime
jbrownsuperstar: yeah
jbrownsuperstar: where?
Zerobugg124: 4561140 or 8978829
Zerobugg124: what are u doing later tongiht
jbrownsuperstar: nothin
Zerobugg124: go for a ride?
jbrownsuperstar: alright
jbrownsuperstar: where do you want to meet?
Zerobugg124: well my sisterds party dident start so are u down a lot later
jbrownsuperstar: not like 1:00 later
Zerobugg124: 11 30?
jbrownsuperstar: ok
jbrownsuperstar: where?
Zerobugg124: top of wilson hill?
Zerobugg124: by my house
jbrownsuperstar: I'm not sure what wilson hill is
Zerobugg124: ill try not to have my dogs but i might
Zerobugg124: ok u pick a place
jbrownsuperstar: Taco Bell Parking lot, 11:30
Zerobugg124: the one by ur house right
jbrownsuperstar: yeah
Zerobugg124: ok well lets make it 12 00 so i know ill be there on time
jbrownsuperstar: alright
Zerobugg124: ok c ya then im taken off
jbrownsuperstar: alright