waiting for you to want me

[daydreamerxo]

i had a whole entry typed out in an e-mail but i cant seem to find it. im tired and i dont feel like typing this over.
MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:11 PM]: he hasnt done anything
Dave [11:12 PM]: ok im lost now
MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:13 PM]: andy was my bestfriend
Dave [11:13 PM]: i know
MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:14 PM]: no, like u think me and nicole r best friends right?
Dave [11:15 PM]: yea
MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:15 PM]: we are, but our friendship has nothing on what mine and andys was
Dave [11:16 PM]: ok
MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:16 PM]: cause theres only so much i tell nicole, theres like a barrier i guess you can say, i never go in deep with her and tell her whats wrong, but with andy i told him everything
Dave [11:17 PM]: ok
MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:18 PM]: and he'd be so blunt that i hated it sometimes but i needed it at the same time
Dave [11:18 PM]: l
Dave [11:18 PM]: k*
MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:18 PM]: hes the only person that understood me
Dave [11:18 PM]: i get you
MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:19 PM]: when i talked to him like 2 weeks ago, he was like, we used to be best friends, i miss that so much
MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:19 PM]: and at that moment i didnt get what he meant until right now
MiXiE ChiC 69z [11:20 PM]: i miss having that person to fall back on