im addicted to you
i havent updated in a long time, i havent commented in a long time, i havent done anything really in a long time. saturday, i woke up really early cause me and my dad were going up to visit SUNY Cortland. i wasnt really looking forward to it at all cause i though i had my mind made up on going to wvu but i went there and i LOVED it. so basically if i get in there, its gonna be really hard to choose between the two. sunday, i went shoppin and to the movies. i saw the life of david gale. ok weird movie, but good. this whole week i felt like shit but i still went to school anyway until today, i didnt go in cause i didnt do any of my homework last night and i felt like crap this morning but now i feel the best ive been all this week so yay to that. i kinda regret not going to school cause im supposed to go to nicoles house tonight so i just hope my mom lets me go and doesnt say, 'you didnt go to school today so you cant go out.' cause we were plannin on gettin drunk tonight and then callin andy. ahh i havent talked about him in awhile basically cause i havent talked to him until uh i think it was tuesday night. it was like 12 and i was tired, ready to go to bed and i glance at my buddylist and his sn popped up. ah omg my heart dropped. he was like hi. he took him like 3yrs to type anything back cause he was on his cell. he was like i miss you sooo much. i dont even think he knows how much i wanted to him to say that. i cant wait till i hear his voice again, its been too long. but anyway, our senior trip got cancelled since we might be going to war so instead we're going to boston. so im not going cause thats just lame. so instead during break, for my graduation present, im takin a plan to san juan then from there we're takin a cruise to bermuda, sweeeet!! so im gonna go hop in the shower in hopes that im able to go out tonight. wish me luck