The first time we slept with the light on.. and the suns coming up and we woke up on the floor
Ugh I hate being single...
I like having a boyfriend, I don't like "playing the field"
...
I want a boy I can talk to..
Someone who will let me wear his sweaters when I'm cold.
Or let me put my hands in his pockets.
Someone who will wrap his arms around me.
Someone who can take me out at 4 in the morning to get munchies, or just to do something completely random because those are the moments that make me feel awesome.
Someone who will come over and see me, unannounced, and catch me looking like a train wreck but still kiss me and hold me and tell me I'm beautiful.
I want someone who can change my perspective on something small.. or something big.. by just talking to me.
I want someone who is going to play video games with me till 5 in the morning and then sleep with me with the light on because the video game scared me into thinking that zombies are comming to get me...
I want someone with flaws, someone who knows they have flaws, but I want to be there to tell them it's okay because no one is perfect.
My personality makes me want to take care of somebody, I don't like being alone...even though I haven't been alone as long as some poeple, I hate it.
And what I hate more is that it feels like I've already met the person that fits what I want in somebody but... it's just too out of reach...
I hate this feeling a lot.
It's just me always wanting..want want want.
I had a horrible night last night... but whatever.
It means things are going to get better right?
I like having a boyfriend, I don't like "playing the field"
...
I want a boy I can talk to..
Someone who will let me wear his sweaters when I'm cold.
Or let me put my hands in his pockets.
Someone who will wrap his arms around me.
Someone who can take me out at 4 in the morning to get munchies, or just to do something completely random because those are the moments that make me feel awesome.
Someone who will come over and see me, unannounced, and catch me looking like a train wreck but still kiss me and hold me and tell me I'm beautiful.
I want someone who can change my perspective on something small.. or something big.. by just talking to me.
I want someone who is going to play video games with me till 5 in the morning and then sleep with me with the light on because the video game scared me into thinking that zombies are comming to get me...
I want someone with flaws, someone who knows they have flaws, but I want to be there to tell them it's okay because no one is perfect.
My personality makes me want to take care of somebody, I don't like being alone...even though I haven't been alone as long as some poeple, I hate it.
And what I hate more is that it feels like I've already met the person that fits what I want in somebody but... it's just too out of reach...
I hate this feeling a lot.
It's just me always wanting..want want want.
I had a horrible night last night... but whatever.
It means things are going to get better right?