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So I apologize, for my previous post.
I really have no idea what had gotten into me.
Maybe it was sadness, definite anger.
I feel horrible about it. I Was mad because you hadn't called and I really wanted to talk and you were unreachable. Then I just made this post.
The truth is, I STill love you... and I know you love me even though you think it's akward.
No, we can't be together, not now... it's too hard.
But I do still love you. I took the pictures you drew me down a couple days ago.
Stuffed them in my drawer, destined to never be seen again.
But before I fell asleep, or at least tried to. I took them out and hung them up again. This is something that should never be forgotten, for the both of us.
I do love you, more than anyone I've ever met before.
There's nothing wrong with you, you're different, and that should be admired. I admired it so much before... I just don't know what's wrong with me.
I used to cry alot, I don't really anymore.
The only thing that has bought tears to my eyes is talking to you. And I Don't know why.
Why didn't it hurt when I Said those things? Why didn't it hurt when I Told you it couldn't work?
It hurts now, it's making my throat sting.. you know that feeling you get. I Cried into my pillow after we got off the phone, not for long.. I Didn't allow it to happen for long but it happened.
You said you loved me as a friend, but I Still know that there's something more.
We just can't make anything out of it now but it's ok. Maybe it hurts because it's something I want, but I can't have.
Just please say I'll always have a place with you...
I'm sorry for being so cold.
I really have no idea what had gotten into me.
Maybe it was sadness, definite anger.
I feel horrible about it. I Was mad because you hadn't called and I really wanted to talk and you were unreachable. Then I just made this post.
The truth is, I STill love you... and I know you love me even though you think it's akward.
No, we can't be together, not now... it's too hard.
But I do still love you. I took the pictures you drew me down a couple days ago.
Stuffed them in my drawer, destined to never be seen again.
But before I fell asleep, or at least tried to. I took them out and hung them up again. This is something that should never be forgotten, for the both of us.
I do love you, more than anyone I've ever met before.
There's nothing wrong with you, you're different, and that should be admired. I admired it so much before... I just don't know what's wrong with me.
I used to cry alot, I don't really anymore.
The only thing that has bought tears to my eyes is talking to you. And I Don't know why.
Why didn't it hurt when I Said those things? Why didn't it hurt when I Told you it couldn't work?
It hurts now, it's making my throat sting.. you know that feeling you get. I Cried into my pillow after we got off the phone, not for long.. I Didn't allow it to happen for long but it happened.
You said you loved me as a friend, but I Still know that there's something more.
We just can't make anything out of it now but it's ok. Maybe it hurts because it's something I want, but I can't have.
Just please say I'll always have a place with you...
I'm sorry for being so cold.