this is motherfucking Porcelain Lamp...
i still get amazed when i listen to Tape2. Karyn made me a CD over a year ago to celebrate me coming up to visit her for the second time. she gave it to me before we had our historic first kiss and unforgettable parking lot nites. i listened to it on the drive home from that second visit so i could hold onto anything about that girl. i was just...wow. my socks were rocked. i listened to it feverishly for the days following. my fondest memory of this CD is on the morning of September 8th, 2003. i had just returned from seeing Karyn after we professed our love for each other. sleep was not coming. i had to do something to keep me from myself. i strapped on my headphones and loaded Tape2 into my CD player. i stumbled around the campus at 3am, looking at all the fliers hung up. the more i heard each song, the more i'd become hazy-eyed. i finally lost it when i was listening to Konstantine by Something Corporate for the third time. i just plopped on the cement and cried my eyes out. i finally composed myself and drug myself around campus more. again, with each passing song, i just wanted to cry and cry more. the Eagles sung of lying eyes, Alkaline Trio sung of not sleeping since i met you, Something Corporate sung of wanting to save you, Taking Back Sunday sung of protecting and holding you during parking lot nites, and All-American Rejects sung of hoping you miss me while i'm gone. everything on that CD reminds me of that girl. i found it yesterday and listened to it on the car ride home. i almost cried. the CD has a personality of its own. even though i own most of the songs on my CDs, the songs just have a different feel. they're darker and have more emotion. i just love that CD and the beautiful girl who made it for me. <9
i was listening to Silverstein yesterday on my headphones while walking to and from classes. i just...wanted to scream as loud as i could along with the lyrics. i didn't due to all the people surrounding me. has anyone else ever wanted to do that? just wanted to scream but were afraid to?
Dairy Queen owns me now from 11am today to 5pm Monday. it makes me nauseated when i think about it. i just can't wait for May. this will all be over in May...
why does the Postal Service sound like an emo Aphex Twin?
i was listening to Silverstein yesterday on my headphones while walking to and from classes. i just...wanted to scream as loud as i could along with the lyrics. i didn't due to all the people surrounding me. has anyone else ever wanted to do that? just wanted to scream but were afraid to?
Dairy Queen owns me now from 11am today to 5pm Monday. it makes me nauseated when i think about it. i just can't wait for May. this will all be over in May...
why does the Postal Service sound like an emo Aphex Twin?