Nov 13, 2005 09:38
well james came back.... single! or so he told me, so i spent the night with him last thurs which was fucking awesome - great sex, it was what i had been waiting for for 7months since he left!
ne way i get a call from his phone last night, and some girls voice asking who i was, so i hung up thinking to myself wtf!!!! i then get an abusive msg from this girl who claims she is his gf - the one he had been with for 3 yrs... im now thinking what i should do... cos i still really like him damnit! but after this i should be so angry at him, but at the same time im not and god that just pisses me off.
i seem to fall for the guys that hurt me the most or are taken.
i need to talk to him to find out what the hell is going on, but then i'm not sure if i'll be able to get onto him - especailly if the "girlfriend" is with him today
haha.... so much for having a "crazy summer" with him
mmmm thank fucking god for schoolies next week, hopefully i can forget about him... i so wont be able to thou