Jan 31, 2005 21:53
god im so fat
ive put on, its so obvious, fat face AGAIN
mums watching me and forcing me to eat... she sed she doesnt want me ' watching my weight, restricting my intake' i was like wtf... how do u know
she doesnt want me to stuff up my final yr
neither do i, but im not goin to stop!
ive gotta find ways to get around her
my plan:
40cal breakfast
(2 ricecakes) or fruit
lunch - fruit or veg salad + diet coke
dinner - small portion of what she gives me (so she sees me eating and gets off my back)
ive still gotta buy my gym membership
i dont have ne time to go this week so ill buy it next week
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh so disgustingly FAT