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ok i actually think i am goin to cry
on the dog walk mum was talkin to me, about how ive been so isolated and cut off from the family, how i never speak to them, how im constantly in a bad mood and always thinking about myself.. she asked me what my values were, if i consider empathy and compassion and loyalty and the importance of family
she sed over these holidays my personality has changed... ive become cold, she asked if it was drugs or too much alchol - its neither!
she asked me if i wanted to live somewhere else this yr - so she pretty much wants to kick me out
she and dad r worried that i'll turn out like my grandma.. who has lived a pretty depressing life.. as she partied to much, lived superfically, threfore her marriage broke up and she is now hated by most of her family and friends..
they funny thing is we share so much in common
i dont know what im goin to do.
they dont understand that ana has eaten my heart, i just dont feel ne thing ne more
on the dog walk mum was talkin to me, about how ive been so isolated and cut off from the family, how i never speak to them, how im constantly in a bad mood and always thinking about myself.. she asked me what my values were, if i consider empathy and compassion and loyalty and the importance of family
she sed over these holidays my personality has changed... ive become cold, she asked if it was drugs or too much alchol - its neither!
she asked me if i wanted to live somewhere else this yr - so she pretty much wants to kick me out
she and dad r worried that i'll turn out like my grandma.. who has lived a pretty depressing life.. as she partied to much, lived superfically, threfore her marriage broke up and she is now hated by most of her family and friends..
they funny thing is we share so much in common
i dont know what im goin to do.
they dont understand that ana has eaten my heart, i just dont feel ne thing ne more